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rickomalley238
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The plan is to trip tomorrow 1
#26953519 - 09/24/20 09:33 PM (3 years, 4 months ago) |
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In face of intense OCD, some loneliness, existential angst, general anxiety, intense life changes, and further; I have decided that I am officially tripping tomorrow off my first batch. Dose will be 3g. I have intent on healing, overcoming or getting insight into my anxiety, gaining confidence, overcoming cynicism/despair, and overcoming other fears and past traumas. I trip very occasionally (~once a year) and I am particularly sensitive to mushrooms. With all of this mentioned, assuming I get good sleep, I am doing this. If not, then I will wait until I get a night with good sleep.
Either way, I'm not special and I know all of you have your own life hardships and sufferings; regardless, I want to thank each and everyone here for dealing with my questions and helping me obtain this medicine I am so hopeful can help me heal. Truthfully, you guys are the greatest.
And for anyone else deciding to trip soon, best of vibes.
<3
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The Blind Ass
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Sounds good to me. Definitely get a good night’s rest beforehand.
(Unsolicited advice)
Be only true.
Live long & prosper!
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Fridgedoor
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I wish you a great trip and that you may get insights into the things you've mentioned. I take it you have used psilocybin before or is it the very first time?
Just in case it's your first time keep in mind that mushrooms amplify your feelings (at least that's how it works for me). So it might be a bit of a wild ride. Also don't be discouraged if the outcome isn't going to be what you hoped for. I for example am extremely short fused which is a part of me I don't like and tried to work on using mushrooms. So far I haven't solved that issue. But I have come to accept that part of me, which helped a bit already.
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rickomalley238
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Quote:
The Blind Ass said: Sounds good to me. Definitely get a good night’s rest beforehand.
(Unsolicited advice)
Be only true. Live long & prosper!

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Fridgedoor said: I wish you a great trip and that you may get insights into the things you've mentioned. I take it you have used psilocybin before or is it the very first time?
Just in case it's your first time keep in mind that mushrooms amplify your feelings (at least that's how it works for me). So it might be a bit of a wild ride. Also don't be discouraged if the outcome isn't going to be what you hoped for. I for example am extremely short fused which is a part of me I don't like and tried to work on using mushrooms. So far I haven't solved that issue. But I have come to accept that part of me, which helped a bit already.
This is not my first trip so I have a decent idea of what to expect, which is basically knowing nothing can be expected and to surrender, embrace everything and all.
Appreciate it guys!
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CHUCK.HNTR
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Re: The plan is to trip tomorrow [Re: Fridgedoor]
#26953712 - 09/25/20 12:14 AM (3 years, 4 months ago) |
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You should trip! And it appears like you know the role. Get the set and setting right. But don’t over emphasize the intention. Day to day everything changes so don’t force healing. Don’t even try to be healed. Let the experience do its own thing. Have intent and goals then go reflect on how they measure up later but not in the trip.
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Do it! Be safe, take notes, enjoy .
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Nitzy1009
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Cool man. I'll check back in to see how it went and until then I hope you get good rest and have an awesome experience.
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DJ Ed
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I’ll be joining you, dude; just picked 42g fresh Red Boy (cubensis). Just waiting for the day to fade into evening, then I’m jumping in 
Hope you have a productive, and enjoyable trip DJ Ed
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rickomalley238
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Re: The plan is to trip tomorrow [Re: DJ Ed]
#26954231 - 09/25/20 10:23 AM (3 years, 4 months ago) |
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Thanks for all the advice and good vibes guys. Unfortunately I had some pretty choppy sleep which happens with me sometimes, but fortunately I have cleared up my schedule for the next few days so all I need is one beautiful night of sleep and I'm in. Maybe tomorrow, maybe sunday, maybe monday, etc. but I will keep updated! I do this so rarely, and have little urgency other than the proximity of "soon," so thankfully I can afford to wait for a better night's sleep, though I did really want to do it today.
Edited by rickomalley238 (09/25/20 11:25 AM)
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Socrateshroom
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Quote:
DJ Ed said: I’ll be joining you, dude; just picked 42g fresh Red Boy (cubensis). Just waiting for the day to fade into evening, then I’m jumping in 
Hope you have a productive, and enjoyable trip DJ Ed

Glad to hear you'll be back on the ship soon!!
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rickomalley238 said: In face of intense OCD, some loneliness, existential angst, general anxiety, intense life changes, and further; I have decided that I am officially tripping tomorrow off my first batch. Dose will be 3g. I have intent on healing, overcoming or getting insight into my anxiety, gaining confidence, overcoming cynicism/despair, and overcoming other fears and past traumas. I trip very occasionally (~once a year) and I am particularly sensitive to mushrooms. With all of this mentioned, assuming I get good sleep, I am doing this. If not, then I will wait until I get a night with good sleep.
Either way, I'm not special and I know all of you have your own life hardships and sufferings; regardless, I want to thank each and everyone here for dealing with my questions and helping me obtain this medicine I am so hopeful can help me heal. Truthfully, you guys are the greatest.
And for anyone else deciding to trip soon, best of vibes.
<3
OP, I hope you have a wonderful trip. Don't forget, the mushroom is a catalyst for growth, but it will not do the growing for you. It can open your eyes but you must be willing to see.
Enjoy your trip and report back !
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LosTresOjos
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I went on a 5g trip a few weeks ago. I still need a little bit of time to go back in but good luck and have fun.
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