My last psychedelic journey was with mushrooms the week before I was migrating overseas. Now over ten years later I find myself migrating back to my home country. During these years I haven't used any psychedelics at all even though they were calling me multiple times to come back.
After getting settled in into my new life I received the calling again. Since I recently reconnected with one of my best friends we both agreed to take this journey together. However, since they banned magic mushrooms in The Netherlands I wasn't really looking forward to consume truffles after hearing some unsuccessful stories from my friend and cousin. I decided to do some research (thanks Shroomery for all the info) and came to the conclusion my friend and cousin underdozed resulting in a underwhelming and frustrated experience. So we both decided we will aim at a level 5 journey with the help of Dragon's Dynamite.
My best friend and me purchased a total of 60 grams of Dragon's Dynamite. Once home we divided the dose in 30 grams pp.
I only had a small meal in the morning and fasted the rest of the day in preparation of the journey we were about to take. My friend however didn't do this and was eating throughout the day, and had a large meal in the evening as well.
We both started consuming the truffles. I said my prayers to God and asked for a safe and comfortable journey.
The taste wasn't to horrible, kinda walnutty. We sat on the couch in the living room in front of the TV. We started playing
I was taken by surprise by the very fast and fierce come up with little body load compared to magic mushrooms which was nice because I could still move and walk. With magic mushrooms, in my experience, everything starts to breathe first, and it'll come up in a eb and flow kinda way, but those step were skipped here.
Straight on to a beautiful distortion of reality. As if a cloud of snow had descended down into the living room, everything looked soft and fluffy.
Sounds where distorted and very uncomfortable to hear for both of us, so we stopped the YouTube playlist.
I quickly went outside to smoke some weed in the hopes it would calm me down a bit. Coming back inside the journey really started to take off.
My eye vision got heavily distorted, there was a kink in all objects and was divided into fractions of an x number of degrees (think of a kind of multiple fisheye effect).
Everything also looked like it was vibrating at different very high frequencies.
My vision distorted further, it was like viewing our reality through twelve different eyes, all with their own focus and depth perception.
CEVs at this time where crazy, from complex 3d tunnels and shapes, to traveling through the universe at lightning speed while galaxies glide by.
It also seemed everything in my perception was divided by soft fluffy gigantic see through gummy bears (by lack of a better word), it kinda reminded me of a Terrence McKenna talk in which he explained how he was creating thought bubbles. But way bigger, like each gummy bear occupies different sections of the room I was in.
All of a sudden the TV in front of me, was multiplying itself, one was hanging on the ceiling. Plus another one behind me and another one.
It started morphing and distorting further into itself as if it were a long tunnel with houses and roads. The houses looked occupied. At the end there was a bright light.
When I stepped away from it to have a better look, it was if that whole section of the living room was turned into a endless 4d tunnel construct.
l got the feeling when I looked at it that I was not ready for it, or that it was time for it. It gave me a very dizzy feeling. Didn't focus on that afterwards either.
When I was walking it felt like I had some kind of magical cauldron hanging around my waste, with my stomach as the center of gravity which somehow felt much bigger and the magic contents sloshed back and forth in the cauldron while walking. I felt something like Obelix, which made me stagger as if drunk.
I saw my friend and his girlfriend without a face, with one eye, three, four, six, etc. eyes. As if the eyes were multiplying in front of me.
During this time I experienced intense CEV's, I was guided by what felt like a feminine shape into a tunnel and came out in a jungle. After that it became as if I was in the jungle, both CEV and OEV.
All of a sudden my friend started feeling tummy aches and uncomfortable feelings, and runs towards the bathroom to throw up and purge. Suddenly the feeling he has starts flowing into me. I also start throwing up and purging.
While I'm in the bathroom I started looking around. It was completely transformed. As if I were sitting in a jungle with dark colors and shades. The litter box of the cat transformed into a friendly looking snake.
While my friends journey was cut short from the purging, my journey kicked into full gear. Probably related to the fact I had fasted before and my purging didn't result in much.
We move outside and sit in the backyard. I'm admiring the jungle and sky.
Lots of colors and as if I saw a broken mirror, with multiple depths. And where the fractures are located, some kind of organic luminous trail lived giving off different colours.
During the journey in the jungle there was a black panther with me for a long time, walking around in the shades and background, but that felt very reassuring. Like it was watching over me.
Everything was also covered with different kind of lights and colors, as if a kind of network lives and grows all around us.
With my eyes closed I was just shot into the universe, sort of an endless journey. Lots of fractals and colors and unbelievable shapes.
I walked into the shed for a smoke, once I got inside I experienced a very intense CEV where a being covered in white light descended and held me by my hand.
But the best part was that my friend looked like Gandalf the wizard and had a lot of wisdom about it.
We ended up sitting outside the rest of the evening, me enjoying the journey, and my friend upset that he started purging which ended the trip for him. We talked about everything and had lots of laughs.
Edited by spinvis (12/08/20 09:07 AM)
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