So about a year or two ago, going to bed at night I dreamt there were Spiders crawling up my legs while in my old bed I grew up in, and as I "woke up" in a state of Sleep Paralysis, in my current bedroom, seeing my room with my eyes open but couldn't move I felt the tarantula size "Spider's" finish crawling up my legs and on to my face, which than felt much more like Fingers tickling/ poking my face, I was quite scared as I than woke up and still seeing my room as in Paralysis when I woke up fully, sort of remembering a Friend from childhood way back in the day telling me that happened to him, I'm not even sure is if that is a valid memory, just barely remember it, confused at what just happened, I than fell back to sleep.
A couple nights or weeks later I again had Sleep Paralysis, this time it was just the fingers on my face, it felt like two or maybe three hands worth of fingers both times, I wasn't really scared, I than fell back to sleep about a few minutes after that and again felt the Fingers moving about my face, and even start to pull the blankets over my head, in Sleep Paralysis, I wasn't terrified or nothing or really fearful other than I thought it would happen again, and it happened again a third time that night!
A few months later, I was slightly jerking off when I just said fuck it and when to sleep before an orgasm and with a half hard on on, I than experienced Sleep Paralysis again, at first like the Fingers on my face again, but than (I could tell they were Girl hands) move to my crotch and began trying to jerk me off, this happened two times in a row, but than the third time that night I felt like there was an arm trying to strangle me, it wasn't a tight strangle but I could tell it was a girls arm, I silently thought to it "I'm not afraid of you." and I honestly wasn't, as the arm lifted off and moved down my body (it was off my body but somehow knew it was going down my body) I used much muscle power to lean forward and bited into it, I clenched down hard but could tell it wasn't hurting this girls hand, than I heard a girls voice say "ouch" but could tell I didn't hurt it, I than felt the hand as well as other hands run all over my crotch and even a hand pinch my ass, this time I just said screw it and let them jerk me off, the weird part was at one point there was a finger pressing between my balls, I was kind of like "this doesn't hurt or anything, but it don't feel particularly sexy,,, ok, weird!", I guess I orgasmed, when I than woke up, I'm sure I couldn't bust a nut or anything.
So I felt these hands in Sleep Paralysis again the other week, this time hands pushing through the blanket around me all over my upper body, thought I'd share. Do you think these were Ghost or Spiritual hands? or real something or other??
-------------------- "He who finds peace and joy And radiance within himself That man becomes one with God And vanishes into God's bliss." -Bhagavad Gita, 5.24 One 21 - Building Better Bombs One 21 - Pacified One 21 - Two Sides Is Fine "Respectability is a cloak for the hypocrite" - Jiddu Krishnamurti
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