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Healing childhood trauma using psilocybin?
#26937947 - 09/15/20 08:15 PM (3 years, 4 months ago) |
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Does anyone have experience working through childhood trauma, especially dealing with parental issues?
I'm working through some shit and apparently this childhood trauma baggage has a lot more emotional weight than I thought. Now my relationship is basically all but diminished with both of my parents and I'm just not sure how I can heal at this point. I've already tried talking to them about this shit and they don't wanna hear it, so I'm left to my own devices.
I'm not new to trying to heal with psilocybin or therapy or anything, I'm just terrible at it
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Re: Healing childhood trauma using psilocybin? [Re: Wall.E]
#26938009 - 09/15/20 08:51 PM (3 years, 4 months ago) |
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Psilocybin is sacred. Practice vipassana meditation daily, starting now. It only takes 5 minutes a day, but you should work your way up in time. In-fact, studies have shown that those who meditate experience psychedelics differently. Secondly, you must set your intention pre-trip to healing such trauma. I do not recommend tripping often (as this diminishes the magic, IMO), but rather setting down a special time, a special place, and special intentions. Mushrooms will show you what you must see.
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Re: Healing childhood trauma using psilocybin? [Re: Wall.E]
#26938053 - 09/15/20 09:20 PM (3 years, 4 months ago) |
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Myc_Hunt said: Does anyone have experience working through childhood trauma, especially dealing with parental issues?
I'm working through some shit and apparently this childhood trauma baggage has a lot more emotional weight than I thought. Now my relationship is basically all but diminished with both of my parents and I'm just not sure how I can heal at this point. I've already tried talking to them about this shit and they don't wanna hear it, so I'm left to my own devices.
I'm not new to trying to heal with psilocybin or therapy or anything, I'm just terrible at it
IME high doses among other things tended to dredge up childhood issues to where they could be worked through. Learned some interesting stuff that way.
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Re: Healing childhood trauma using psilocybin? [Re: PrimalSoup]
#26938082 - 09/15/20 09:35 PM (3 years, 4 months ago) |
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Hey man check out psychedelic groups on social media. Maybe put out in a post that you are looking for a guide or someone to help with medicine assisted therapy there are people out there who will do work under the table because they believe in the process.
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Re: Healing childhood trauma using psilocybin? [Re: polyflakes]
#26938361 - 09/16/20 04:18 AM (3 years, 4 months ago) |
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I've tried meditating and I can't find time to do it, my house is a circus.
This is my social media lol, I'm not on anything else.
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Re: Healing childhood trauma using psilocybin? [Re: PrimalSoup]
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PrimalSoup said: IME high doses among other things tended to dredge up childhood issues to where they could be worked through. Learned some interesting stuff that way. 

From my current experience, psilocybin has aided in the healing of some of my childhood traumas spontaneously. Not every trip has been beneficial in that aspect, although a couple have been extraordinarily helpful.
But I never took any specific steps to set up a specific healing experience before dosing. This may be directly causally responsible for not having as much success at it as I'd like. Another factor is I may not have taken a high enough dose yet. My 3-3.5g range seems a bit low. I imagine, like Primal said, you'd need a high dose to really put your guard down. I've had one dose like that where my ego was put aside and the traumas flowed into my view, allowing me to face them.
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Re: Healing childhood trauma using psilocybin? [Re: Socrateshroom]
#26938547 - 09/16/20 08:09 AM (3 years, 4 months ago) |
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Yeah, and having gone down these roads before with high doses plus the sensitivity I have to mind altering drugs and states I have a lot of hesitation in doing it again.
I know it's probably what I need to do, but I need to make sure that it's going to be worth it, because the last time I ate a monster dose it was 4.5g of ape, I pissed myself, almost drowned and scared my wife and son, so that was lit.
So I need a trip sitter and to be with them alone, maybe outdoors or something, but I need to have these wounds fresh in my mind. But with everything else going on, it's hard to stay focused on it
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Re: Healing childhood trauma using psilocybin? [Re: Socrateshroom]
#26938584 - 09/16/20 08:39 AM (3 years, 4 months ago) |
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I've had stuff/thoughts come up about parent issues, about those times in your life when you just want a hug and give love/be loved, but all you get is a kick in the teeth because your misunderstood or because of others agendas. That's the stuff that kills you inside. That's the kind of shit that gets buried deep down and forgotten because you've got to live with yourself. You can access that without shrooms, bodywork/healing/trauma therapy will access it and make it conscious. If that's what is going to help enjoy life and feel safe/comfortable with yourself then mybe it needs to be done. I don't know, I'm not a shrink, its difficult working through that yourself, it needs courage to face, a little at a time may work. Sometimes I feel mybe its best to let it go. If spending time with parents makes you feel crap, find other people who you find joy to be around, thats some of the best advice I've heard. Self rant over.
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Re: Healing childhood trauma using psilocybin? [Re: MetalSlug]
#26938637 - 09/16/20 09:19 AM (3 years, 4 months ago) |
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The right dose of fungi, the right intent, and the right set & setting can indeed potentially help one evaluate & heal childhood trauma(s) - and adult trauma(s). I know first hand. Another thing, seems to work even better for some people when the above is coupled with daily meditation (anapanasati) & CBT (self taught & applied daily - or learned & guided by a professional).
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Re: Healing childhood trauma using psilocybin? [Re: Wall.E]
#26938870 - 09/16/20 11:41 AM (3 years, 4 months ago) |
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Myc_Hunt said: I know it's probably what I need to do, but I need to make sure that it's going to be worth it, because the last time I ate a monster dose it was 4.5g of ape, I pissed myself, almost drowned and scared my wife and son, so that was lit.
Would you mind sharing a bit more about what happened, as well as set and setting? How was your family exposed to your trip? How did you intend your trip to go down and where did it start to deviate from the plan?
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Re: Healing childhood trauma using psilocybin? [Re: funky123]
#26939100 - 09/16/20 01:48 PM (3 years, 4 months ago) |
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Myc_Hunt said: I know it's probably what I need to do, but I need to make sure that it's going to be worth it, because the last time I ate a monster dose it was 4.5g of ape, I pissed myself, almost drowned and scared my wife and son, so that was lit.
Would you mind sharing a bit more about what happened, as well as set and setting? How was your family exposed to your trip? How did you intend your trip to go down and where did it start to deviate from the plan?
Nothing special, I trip alone at home with the wife and kid in bed. This time I got stuck in repetitive motion syndrome trying to take a bath and my body kept giving out.
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Re: Healing childhood trauma using psilocybin? [Re: Wall.E]
#26939107 - 09/16/20 01:51 PM (3 years, 4 months ago) |
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I suggest the Completion Process by Teal Swan.
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Re: Healing childhood trauma using psilocybin? [Re: rustygrape]
#26940481 - 09/17/20 10:39 AM (3 years, 4 months ago) |
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Recently read: The Body Keeps the Score - By Bessel van der Kolk
It was a fairly good read, some good information in there.
EMDR (Eye movement desensitization and reprocessing) was interesting, it seems nuts that it could work, but i tried it on myself, you can see it done on youtube. Set an intention, do the rapid hand wave on yourself and keep asking yourself what am I feeling now every minute. It's strange how it brings up memories from the past out of nowhere, and then keep doing it until your ok with those feelings/thoughts.
I only did it a few times as it can bring up some strong emotions...
Funny how Bessel van der Kolk doesn't really mention meditation in the book, I think a lot of people struggle with sitting still. I've done quite a bit in the past but don't do it so much nowadays, I prefer bodywork, yoga to ground myself. It's easy to turn meditation into a mental struggle and make it hard work without the loving kindness of metta and good body awareness.
Alice miller - The Drama of the Gifted child
Definitely worth a read, essential.
Tried having a bath on tab of lsd once, it was amazing to start with, all the vapour and mist. So good to just get deeper and deeper into the warmth of the water. Problem was jerking up out of the water when I couldn't breathe. Kind of almost shit myself, 
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Re: Healing childhood trauma using psilocybin? [Re: MetalSlug]
#26940568 - 09/17/20 11:47 AM (3 years, 4 months ago) |
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MetalSlug said: Recently read: The Body Keeps the Score - By Bessel van der Kolk
It was a fairly good read, some good information in there.
EMDR (Eye movement desensitization and reprocessing) was interesting, it seems nuts that it could work, but i tried it on myself, you can see it done on youtube. Set an intention, do the rapid hand wave on yourself and keep asking yourself what am I feeling now every minute. It's strange how it brings up memories from the past out of nowhere, and then keep doing it until your ok with those feelings/thoughts.
I only did it a few times as it can bring up some strong emotions...
Funny how Bessel van der Kolk doesn't really mention meditation in the book, I think a lot of people struggle with sitting still. I've done quite a bit in the past but don't do it so much nowadays, I prefer bodywork, yoga to ground myself. It's easy to turn meditation into a mental struggle and make it hard work without the loving kindness of metta and good body awareness.
Alice miller - The Drama of the Gifted child
Definitely worth a read, essential.
Tried having a bath on tab of lsd once, it was amazing to start with, all the vapour and mist. So good to just get deeper and deeper into the warmth of the water. Problem was jerking up out of the water when I couldn't breathe. Kind of almost shit myself, 
Take care bud.
I'd like to add When the Body Says No by Gabor Maté as a highly recommended read for the purpose of reflecting and learning about past trauma.
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Re: Healing childhood trauma using psilocybin? [Re: funky123]
#26940609 - 09/17/20 12:15 PM (3 years, 4 months ago) |
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I think that the most important thing is to be aware that the thoughts and feelings that you have are real, and when they arise there is not need to judge them or yourself.
Having the painful memories is what is natural because some bad stuff really happened. It is not happening still, but it did happen, it was real and you really feel how you feel about it and it is ok now.
You want to make space in your mind for the feelings, defensiveness, and pain, and you want to be cool with it rather than stuck on it.
You want to get to the point that you add no further energy or reactions to what is already a large complex in your mind - which got that way from all the previous efforts to erase the memory, resist the pain, cauterize the wounds, or whatever else you have tried to get over it.
All are and were valiant attempts to deal, so do not judge them or yourself or even the people who perpetrated pain upon you. Just let it rest as it is.
When it comes up again, resume making space for it, accepting the honesty of it, and not judging or trying to revise any of it. Just let it rest as it is.
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Re: Healing childhood trauma using psilocybin? [Re: Wall.E]
#26940707 - 09/17/20 01:20 PM (3 years, 4 months ago) |
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In my case I knew my dad wouldn't wanna hear what I needed to say nor did I have the balls to do it in his face.
So I just wrote him a letter 10 pages long which took 3 days or something to write. He never actually got to read the letter. But the writing healed some important part of my being I don't know how to explain. I think that when we start to write down stuff the brain just rewires some loose bolts or something. I cried and felt so much lighter afterwards.
After that I got the realisation of what I needed to say to him and we met and we talked and that was it but he never got to read that letter.
I am glad he did not because the letter had so much hanger and repressed emotions in it that he would probably stop by page one.
If you try this be sure to write everything down you feel with no judgement. Write as if you were really convinced they will read it. And maybe they will. In my case I chose after I wrote it not to send it.
Anyway wish you all the best.
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Re: Healing childhood trauma using psilocybin? [Re: redgreenvines]
#26940818 - 09/17/20 02:31 PM (3 years, 4 months ago) |
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Top tier suggestion right there from RGV, I would take it to heart. It’s valuable.
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Re: Healing childhood trauma using psilocybin? [Re: goatchild]
#26941035 - 09/17/20 04:57 PM (3 years, 4 months ago) |
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goatchild said: In my case I knew my dad wouldn't wanna hear what I needed to say nor did I have the balls to do it in his face.
So I just wrote him a letter 10 pages long which took 3 days or something to write. He never actually got to read the letter. But the writing healed some important part of my being I don't know how to explain. I think that when we start to write down stuff the brain just rewires some loose bolts or something. I cried and felt so much lighter afterwards.
After that I got the realisation of what I needed to say to him and we met and we talked and that was it but he never got to read that letter.
I am glad he did not because the letter had so much hanger and repressed emotions in it that he would probably stop by page one.
If you try this be sure to write everything down you feel with no judgement. Write as if you were really convinced they will read it. And maybe they will. In my case I chose after I wrote it not to send it.
Anyway wish you all the best.
YES! Learned this in psych 101. It helps just to purge. Also one can review it at a later date and see things in a way not previously viewed. Journals are really helpful.
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Re: Healing childhood trauma using psilocybin? [Re: tyrannicalrex]
#26941751 - 09/18/20 05:46 AM (3 years, 4 months ago) |
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that's one of the most beautiful things I have read red
true
it summarises it
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Re: Healing childhood trauma using psilocybin? [Re: Ferdinando]
#26943426 - 09/19/20 01:18 AM (3 years, 4 months ago) |
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Have you read the Secret Chief? There is a free pdf available on the MAPS website. There was a part in there where they described collecting photos from your childhood, and of your parents/family. I think they are following a somewhat similar procedure in the Imperial College trials for people with severe depression. The process they described seems like it would be useful for early childhood traumas.
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Re: Healing childhood trauma using psilocybin? [Re: Deke] 1
#26974938 - 10/08/20 05:12 AM (3 years, 3 months ago) |
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Hey everyone,
I never responded after all of the comments because I read them, got frustrated and then basically left this site for the last month.
I haven't started meditating and I haven't tripped, but I changed my diet and wrote angry letters to both of my parents and feel fantastic.
For the last year and a half I have been vegetarian and one comment asked about my diet and exercise routine. I didn't think about my diet being that big of an issue, but a month later i think I'm willing to say that diet is a huge contributor to my mental well-being. It's actually making me laugh how just eating meat again has affected my mental state.
Thank you again for the help everyone. I really did read all of the comments and appreciate them.
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Re: Healing childhood trauma using psilocybin? [Re: Wall.E]
#26989066 - 10/16/20 07:40 PM (3 years, 3 months ago) |
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Myc_Hunt said: Does anyone have experience working through childhood trauma, especially dealing with parental issues?
I'm working through some shit and apparently this childhood trauma baggage has a lot more emotional weight than I thought. Now my relationship is basically all but diminished with both of my parents and I'm just not sure how I can heal at this point. I've already tried talking to them about this shit and they don't wanna hear it, so I'm left to my own devices.
I'm not new to trying to heal with psilocybin or therapy or anything, I'm just terrible at it
First off .. no offense . But your parents are arsewholes .
I don't know what trauma's you speak of ..
But .. for the first time i micro dosed over 4 days .. very minimal .. and i knew it would diminish a shit load of issues i had .. like wiping the slate clean . Combined with cbd .. it has done wonders .
You're best figuring out your own way .. actively thinking about the trauma's in order to gain perspective from all angles .. and looking at it from an outside neutral perspective . Sometimes we have to be our own therapy/ pyschologist .. we just need that extra chemical equilizer .. even in minimal doses consistantly
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Myc_Hunt said: For the last year and a half I have been vegetarian and one comment asked about my diet and exercise routine. I didn't think about my diet being that big of an issue, but a month later i think I'm willing to say that diet is a huge contributor to my mental well-being. It's actually making me laugh how just eating meat again has affected my mental state.
How has eating meat again affected your mental state?
I'm mostly curious because I, too, have switched between different diet restrictions throughout my life.
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Re: Healing childhood trauma using psilocybin? [Re: 1drop]
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Myc_Hunt said: Does anyone have experience working through childhood trauma, especially dealing with parental issues?
I'm working through some shit and apparently this childhood trauma baggage has a lot more emotional weight than I thought. Now my relationship is basically all but diminished with both of my parents and I'm just not sure how I can heal at this point. I've already tried talking to them about this shit and they don't wanna hear it, so I'm left to my own devices.
I'm not new to trying to heal with psilocybin or therapy or anything, I'm just terrible at it
First off .. no offense . But your parents are arsewholes .
I don't know what trauma's you speak of ..
But .. for the first time i micro dosed over 4 days .. very minimal .. and i knew it would diminish a shit load of issues i had .. like wiping the slate clean . Combined with cbd .. it has done wonders .
You're best figuring out your own way .. actively thinking about the trauma's in order to gain perspective from all angles .. and looking at it from an outside neutral perspective . Sometimes we have to be our own therapy/ pyschologist .. we just need that extra chemical equilizer .. even in minimal doses consistantly 
Haha, you're telling me. They left me and my brother with lifetime's of pain, depression and anxiety if left unchecked rofl. Thankfully both of us are on here and figuring our shit out through the help of psychedelics, community and hobbies.
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Myc_Hunt said: For the last year and a half I have been vegetarian and one comment asked about my diet and exercise routine. I didn't think about my diet being that big of an issue, but a month later i think I'm willing to say that diet is a huge contributor to my mental well-being. It's actually making me laugh how just eating meat again has affected my mental state.
How has eating meat again affected your mental state?
I'm mostly curious because I, too, have switched between different diet restrictions throughout my life.
I like to refer to mental state as beings, as I'm sure a lot of people do. Think of the idea of having a devil and angel on each of your shoulders. I feel like by changing my diet up it allowed the angel to have a lot louder of a voice and be more dominant. The angel being the good things about a person, obviously. This allows me to feel more confident in a lot of things I do. I also feel like it's a lot easier to shrug off bad feelings or anxieties when they do pop up.
When I'm depressed, I get super irritable and defensive over the smallest shit (I don't have any confidence or self-worth, which leads to self-degradation, which leads to insecurity and uncertainty which in turn leaves me feeling worthless, defenseless and vulnerable. Think of a scared street dog, that's basically me at my worst). Well that shit's gone, or at least super manageable compared to how it was when I originally posted this.
I'm a big believer in our symbiotic relationship with fungi and bacteria, and I think there's probably a link between ancestral diets, the microbiome and our mental health, but I'm the furthest thing from a scientist and I don't know how to read real science, so I guess I'll just continue to live in my own world believing that if you eat what your ancestors ate, the right fungi and bacteria will live in your body and help your mental well-being.
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Re: Healing childhood trauma using psilocybin? [Re: Wall.E]
#26989592 - 10/17/20 05:11 AM (3 years, 3 months ago) |
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I was round at this guys house one time. Him or his sister grew this 'culture' in his fridge. It was like some kind of fermented milk, live culture, 'good' bacteria or something. Anyway they swore by the health benefits... I dont know, but eating green milk... I'll pass on that thanks. The more you get tuned into whats going on with yourself the more you become aware of diet, exercise etc.
Some of these people who have done the ayahuasca have said how it affects their relationship with food, turning to a more plant based diet. Cutting out the meat, dairy, fiery foods.
I was always active as a kid, running around, playing football/soccer, badminton. Even as an adult, doing cycling, running, etc. It's a great mood lifter and stress reliever and allowed me to cope for many years, but it eventually left me more tired and burnt out than it helped.
It seems to me that it's sometimes hard to remember the lessons learnt from the trips and to take care of the body, i.e healthy eating, yoga.
Was listening to the MAPS podcast 34 with Tricia Eastman. https://maps.org/news/podcast-episodes/7595-maps-podcast-episode-34-tricia-eastman-sacred-archetypes-in-modern-psychedelics Some great lessons from that and her trips, about connecting with yourself.
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I really think that this is a perfect situation for psilocybin assisted therapy.
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Re: Healing childhood trauma using psilocybin? [Re: FishOilTheKid]
#26990238 - 10/17/20 03:25 PM (3 years, 3 months ago) |
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You are worthy of everything you desire.
Have you tried daily affirmations? I write mine down.
I hear you on ancestral diets , people's have natural diet types depending on origin . Eating the right diet can help optimise issues that arise with incompatible food sources.
I advise trying bi carb soda cleansing onxe a week to remove colon build up .
1-2 tea spoon in water or whatever drink you choose .. don't load the carb into pure fizxy though .. unless you like foam
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Re: Healing childhood trauma using psilocybin? [Re: Wall.E]
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Very cool Myc_Hunt. Sounds like you're getting into a much more pleasant state-of-mind these days 
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I just wanted to tell the original poster I know what to talk about. My mother was not the best at raising us was a pill Junkie and died at 63 due to an overdose. My mother ran me and my sister through the ringer I'll tell you what. But here's the thing man, I don't let what my mother did rule my life, she screwed up sure, made my life pain, made me go through some shit I didn't need too. But she's gone now, and she's not here any longer to interfering it. Even if she was I didn't let het decisions have a say on my life. I have an older brother who holds onto this, he lets it rule his life, it's terrible anytime I ever talked to him it comes up oh how mother treated me so bad, oh what you did to me, oh how I was treated, oh how screwed-up I am, shut up. Grow up. This man has his own family and he still whines about our mother treating him bad. We have to get past these things you're doing the right thing by focusing on yourself, look to helping other people and you know what you'll find out that it helps you. All in all when I'm kind of tell your brother is don't Focus on what they did to you. But focus on we're forgiving them and moving on with your life and finding the key to life balance 😃 ✌ JRS a man of many Experiences...
-------------------- If I run full blast, I'll never get tired and If I slow down I get stuck, so I opened my mind and let the wild things in and there not going away but getting stronger, day by day, I will find the source of all things it's only a matter of time and I will be one with the universe once again my friends...I will never find the end but the start of a new begining...-J.R.S.A Man Of Experiences ...IV 4-aco-DMT "Where Fools Rush In, and Angels Fear To Tread..." NN-DMT Pure Magic Wizard Dust! folio]http://www.redbubble.com/people/khaotehk/portfolio[/url] https://youtu.be/C1_YHJDRgqE
   I miss you, I love you my Angel Aimee Renee Orme March 14th 2020. Always and Forever will are Love will go on, Forever & Always are Etched on my Heart. ❤
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Re: Healing childhood trauma using psilocybin? [Re: superbob57]
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Excellent post superbob!
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Re: Healing childhood trauma using psilocybin? [Re: tyrannicalrex] 1
#26997312 - 10/22/20 04:46 AM (3 years, 3 months ago) |
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Thank you everyone for the follow up comments and checking up on me. I appreciate you all very much. I am doing much better than I was a month ago, so that's good.
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Re: Healing childhood trauma using psilocybin? [Re: Wall.E]
#26997754 - 10/22/20 11:20 AM (3 years, 3 months ago) |
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YAY!
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Re: Healing childhood trauma using psilocybin? [Re: tyrannicalrex]
#27001446 - 10/24/20 03:22 PM (3 years, 3 months ago) |
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I strongly believe our thoughts and emotions are indeed affected by the quality of the foods we are consuming. Undoubtedly, after cutting on sugar, white flour and processed food my brains seemed to work better, I have less mental cobwebs and reduced some of the undesired thoughts (fear, anxiety, etc). Treat your body kindly: I see it as the same as putting bad adulterated gasoline in a car, it won't run smoothly...
Edited by Whatislove (10/24/20 03:27 PM)
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