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Re: Healing childhood trauma using psilocybin? [Re: Deke] * 1
    #26974938 - 10/08/20 05:12 AM (3 years, 3 months ago)

Hey everyone,

I never responded after all of the comments because I read them, got frustrated and then basically left this site for the last month.

I haven't started meditating and I haven't tripped, but I changed my diet and wrote angry letters to both of my parents and feel fantastic.

For the last year and a half I have been vegetarian and one comment asked about my diet and exercise routine. I didn't think about my diet being that big of an issue, but a month later i think I'm willing to say that diet is a huge contributor to my mental well-being. It's actually making me laugh how just eating meat again has affected my mental state.

Thank you again for the help everyone. I really did read all of the comments and appreciate them.


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Re: Healing childhood trauma using psilocybin? [Re: Wall.E]
    #26989066 - 10/16/20 07:40 PM (3 years, 3 months ago)

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Does anyone have experience working through childhood trauma, especially dealing with parental issues?

I'm working through some shit and apparently this childhood trauma baggage has a lot more emotional weight than I thought. Now my relationship is basically all but diminished with both of my parents and I'm just not sure how I can heal at this point. I've already tried talking to them about this shit and they don't wanna hear it, so I'm left to my own devices.

I'm not new to trying to heal with psilocybin or therapy or anything, I'm just terrible at it





First off .. no offense . But your parents are arsewholes .

I don't know what trauma's you speak of ..

But .. for the first time i micro dosed over 4 days .. very minimal .. and i knew it would diminish a shit load of issues i had .. like wiping the slate clean . Combined with cbd .. it has done wonders .

You're best figuring out your own way .. actively thinking about the trauma's in order to gain perspective from all angles .. and looking at it from an outside neutral perspective . Sometimes we have to be our own therapy/ pyschologist ..  we just need that extra chemical equilizer .. even in minimal doses consistantly :cool:


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Re: Healing childhood trauma using psilocybin? [Re: Wall.E] * 1
    #26989470 - 10/17/20 02:14 AM (3 years, 3 months ago)

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For the last year and a half I have been vegetarian and one comment asked about my diet and exercise routine. I didn't think about my diet being that big of an issue, but a month later i think I'm willing to say that diet is a huge contributor to my mental well-being. It's actually making me laugh how just eating meat again has affected my mental state.




How has eating meat again affected your mental state?

I'm mostly curious because I, too, have switched between different diet restrictions throughout my life.


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Re: Healing childhood trauma using psilocybin? [Re: 1drop]
    #26989553 - 10/17/20 04:27 AM (3 years, 3 months ago)

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Myc_Hunt said:
Does anyone have experience working through childhood trauma, especially dealing with parental issues?

I'm working through some shit and apparently this childhood trauma baggage has a lot more emotional weight than I thought. Now my relationship is basically all but diminished with both of my parents and I'm just not sure how I can heal at this point. I've already tried talking to them about this shit and they don't wanna hear it, so I'm left to my own devices.

I'm not new to trying to heal with psilocybin or therapy or anything, I'm just terrible at it





First off .. no offense . But your parents are arsewholes .

I don't know what trauma's you speak of ..

But .. for the first time i micro dosed over 4 days .. very minimal .. and i knew it would diminish a shit load of issues i had .. like wiping the slate clean . Combined with cbd .. it has done wonders .

You're best figuring out your own way .. actively thinking about the trauma's in order to gain perspective from all angles .. and looking at it from an outside neutral perspective . Sometimes we have to be our own therapy/ pyschologist ..  we just need that extra chemical equilizer .. even in minimal doses consistantly :cool:




Haha, you're telling me. They left me and my brother with lifetime's of pain, depression and anxiety if left unchecked rofl. Thankfully both of us are on here and figuring our shit out through the help of psychedelics, community and hobbies.

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Myc_Hunt said:
For the last year and a half I have been vegetarian and one comment asked about my diet and exercise routine. I didn't think about my diet being that big of an issue, but a month later i think I'm willing to say that diet is a huge contributor to my mental well-being. It's actually making me laugh how just eating meat again has affected my mental state.




How has eating meat again affected your mental state?

I'm mostly curious because I, too, have switched between different diet restrictions throughout my life.




I like to refer to mental state as beings, as I'm sure a lot of people do. Think of the idea of having a devil and angel on each of your shoulders. I feel like by changing my diet up it allowed the angel to have a lot louder of a voice and be more dominant. The angel being the good things about a person, obviously. This allows me to feel more confident in a lot of things I do. I also feel like it's a lot easier to shrug off bad feelings or anxieties when they do pop up.

When I'm depressed, I get super irritable and defensive over the smallest shit (I don't have any confidence or self-worth, which leads to self-degradation, which leads to insecurity and uncertainty which in turn leaves me feeling worthless, defenseless and vulnerable. Think of a scared street dog, that's basically me at my worst). Well that shit's gone, or at least super manageable compared to how it was when I originally posted this.

I'm a big believer in our symbiotic relationship with fungi and bacteria, and I think there's probably a link between ancestral diets, the microbiome and our mental health, but I'm the furthest thing from a scientist and I don't know how to read real science, so I guess I'll just continue to live in my own world believing that if you eat what your ancestors ate, the right fungi and bacteria will live in your body and help your mental well-being.


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Re: Healing childhood trauma using psilocybin? [Re: Wall.E]
    #26989592 - 10/17/20 05:11 AM (3 years, 3 months ago)

I was round at this guys house one time. Him or his sister grew this 'culture' in his fridge. It was like some kind of fermented milk, live culture, 'good' bacteria or something. Anyway they swore by the health benefits... I dont know, but eating green milk... I'll pass on that thanks.

The more you get tuned into whats going on with yourself the more you become aware of diet, exercise etc.

Some of these people who have done the ayahuasca have said how it affects their relationship with food, turning to a more plant based diet. Cutting out the meat, dairy, fiery foods.

I was always active as a kid, running around, playing football/soccer, badminton. Even as an adult, doing cycling, running, etc. It's a great mood lifter and stress reliever and allowed me to cope for many years, but it eventually left me more tired and burnt out than it helped.

It seems to me that it's sometimes hard to remember the lessons learnt from the trips and to take care of the body, i.e healthy eating, yoga.

Was listening to the MAPS podcast 34 with Tricia Eastman.
https://maps.org/news/podcast-episodes/7595-maps-podcast-episode-34-tricia-eastman-sacred-archetypes-in-modern-psychedelics

Some great lessons from that and her trips, about connecting with yourself.


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Re: Healing childhood trauma using psilocybin? [Re: MetalSlug] * 1
    #26990003 - 10/17/20 12:05 PM (3 years, 3 months ago)

I really think that this is a perfect situation for psilocybin assisted therapy.  :thumbup:


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Re: Healing childhood trauma using psilocybin? [Re: FishOilTheKid]
    #26990238 - 10/17/20 03:25 PM (3 years, 3 months ago)

You are worthy of everything you desire.

Have you tried daily affirmations? I write mine down.

I hear you on ancestral diets , people's have natural diet types depending on origin . Eating the right diet can help optimise issues that arise with incompatible food sources.

I advise trying bi carb soda cleansing onxe a week to remove colon build up .

1-2 tea spoon in water or whatever drink you choose .. don't load the carb into pure fizxy though .. unless you like foam :cool:


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Re: Healing childhood trauma using psilocybin? [Re: Wall.E]
    #26990271 - 10/17/20 03:47 PM (3 years, 3 months ago)

Very cool Myc_Hunt. Sounds like you're getting into a much more pleasant state-of-mind these days :awesome:

Have you seen the new Psychedelic Medicine and Microdosing forum? If not, check it out! https://www.shroomery.org/forums/postlist.php/Board/336

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Re: Healing childhood trauma using psilocybin? [Re: Wall.E] * 3
    #26991063 - 10/18/20 07:17 AM (3 years, 3 months ago)

I just wanted to tell the original poster I know what to talk about. My mother was not the best at raising us was a pill Junkie and died at 63 due to an overdose. My mother ran me and my sister through the ringer I'll tell you what. But here's the thing man, I don't let what my mother did rule my life, she screwed up sure, made my life pain, made me go through some shit I didn't need too. But she's gone now, and she's not here any longer to interfering it. Even if she was I didn't let het decisions have a say on my life.
I have an older brother who holds onto this, he lets it rule his life, it's terrible anytime I ever talked to him it comes up oh how mother treated me so bad, oh what you did to me, oh how I was treated, oh how screwed-up I am, shut up. Grow up. This man has his own family and he still whines about our mother treating him bad. We have to get past these things you're doing the right thing by focusing on yourself, look to helping other people and you know what you'll find out that it helps you. All in all when I'm kind of tell your brother is don't Focus on what they did to you. But focus on we're forgiving them and moving on with your life and finding the key to life balance 😃 ✌ JRS a man of many Experiences...


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Re: Healing childhood trauma using psilocybin? [Re: superbob57]
    #26993411 - 10/19/20 06:14 PM (3 years, 3 months ago)

Excellent post superbob! :heart:


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Re: Healing childhood trauma using psilocybin? [Re: tyrannicalrex] * 1
    #26997312 - 10/22/20 04:46 AM (3 years, 3 months ago)

Thank you everyone for the follow up comments and checking up on me. I appreciate you all very much. I am doing much better than I was a month ago, so that's good.


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Re: Healing childhood trauma using psilocybin? [Re: Wall.E]
    #26997754 - 10/22/20 11:20 AM (3 years, 3 months ago)

YAY!:heart:


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Re: Healing childhood trauma using psilocybin? [Re: tyrannicalrex]
    #27001446 - 10/24/20 03:22 PM (3 years, 3 months ago)

I strongly believe our thoughts and emotions are indeed affected by the quality of the foods we are consuming. Undoubtedly, after cutting on sugar, white flour and processed food my brains seemed to work better, I have less mental cobwebs and reduced some of the undesired thoughts (fear, anxiety, etc). Treat your body kindly: I see it as the same as putting bad adulterated gasoline in a car, it won't run smoothly...


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