A friend of mine had a small dropper bottle of cubensis tincture That he was using for microdosing. He gave me the bottle with a small amount left at the bottom which had mostly dried and crystallised so I added some hot water, shook it up and drank it. I’m not sure how much I took but what followed was one of the most bizarre things I’ve ever experienced. I lay down on my sofa and started to watch a wild camping video on YouTube. After around 20-30 mins I started to feel it start to kick in, my whole Body felt tingly and The tv started to make me feel uneasy so I turned it off and lay down on my back, I looked around my living room and everything looked like it was in ultra high definition, like better than in looks in everyday life, the colours that the sun was creating against the wall as it set outside was amazing to look at. After a while I started to feel sick so curled up into a ball Under a blanket and closed my eyes. I then began to see this extremely intricate electronic like grids and structures in a vast nothingness alive with vivid flashing colours and beams of electricity running through them. I noticed that in between the framework of the grid there were slimy leech like creatures, but whenever I would try to focus on them it was like they could feel my gaze and would slither into the gaps of the grid so I could only catch a glimpse. This kind of freaked me out so I went upstairs and lay in bed with my partner for a while with thoughts about existence and life rushing around my mind. I then went to the toilet to throw up and when I looked down into the toilet the sick was so detailed and full of colours and was interesting to look at( I know that sounds weird). Then I started to mellow out and play the guitar which really relaxed me. Finally after listening to a bit of music and chatting with my parter I felt really relaxed and got into bed and slipped off to sleep. (The strangest part was the stuff I saw when I closed my eyes, i felt as though the grids were what everything in the universe is made up of, too complicated and intricate for me to understand but like the mushrooms gave me the ability just to witness it if only for a short while. I don’t know what to make of the leeches but they kind of represented an evil presence trying to feed off the grids but at the same time remain hidden.) I can’t stop thinking about it all ha ha.
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Nice one, brother. Thanks for sharing.
-------------------- The whole process of nature is an integrated process of immense complexity, and it’s really impossible to tell whether anything that happens in it is good or bad — because you never know what will be the consequence of the misfortune; or, you never know what will be the consequences of good fortune. -- Alan Watts --
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