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Asante
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Did I *Just Say No*? 2
#26929655 - 09/11/20 09:52 AM (3 years, 5 months ago) |
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wow.
I was visited by a beloved friend just now who had brought a gift: a collossal potted San Pedro.
I..
I explained to him that 10 months ago I took my last trip, it being the ultimate trip of trips, both in terms of Bad trip and subsequenr Good Trip, lasting 100 hours on MXE, 50 hours worst ever followed by 50 hours best ever, resulting in me dumping my last MXE and leading to a month of spiritual ecstasy, the addiction left behind.
Its now 10 months ago and I havent felt the urge to get high again, I gave my booze and my distiller away, I parted with the notion of, it seems, wanting to get high ever again.
So, I explained to him, I'd rather not have a prominent Mescaline Cactus on my windowsill, instead I want to set sail away from drug induced intoxication.
He was fine with it and said that if I changed my mind it would be there for me, bigger than ever.
In my mushroom patch I planted a Sakura tree.
Guys, it seems I'm entering a drug free period of my life. No longer addicted to this and that (I had addictions going from 1988 through 2019) no longer seeking out substances to get high on.
Guys, I think I'm done, as a drug user.
Cleaned house, stashes gone and given away, a desire to NOT take drugs that is increasing.
"When you got the message, hang up the phone." Alan Watts said but that is not the situation for me. I went from the Abstract through the Biographic, through the Perinatal, through the Ego Death sequence, fully into the Transpersonal realm.
I need but put forth a little bit of mediative effort and The Message flows and flows, unobstructed by an intoxicated mind. I need but want it to stop and it stops.
Tripping's an iPhone, something external that needs to be wielded, I have an implant, a direct hookup, no twiddling of thumbs necessary.
I need but lie down on my bed and get into the mindset, bam! I project into the spirit world, I connect with entities, no need for herbs, blotters, colored candles or... cacti.
A beautiful, magnificent San Pedro cactus was placed in my lap and merrily went home again with its generous giver, still struggling with abuse of alcohol and weed and, I guess, still a tripper.
I think I'm through guys.
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spirit_shadow
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Re: Did I *Just Say No*? [Re: Asante]
#26929713 - 09/11/20 10:28 AM (3 years, 5 months ago) |
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Aww the little guy just wanted a home if you are truly done then I dont see the problem in propagating natural things
For example: I got a San pedro years ago gave it to a friend and he has been growing it. now he has 2 or 3 big ones. I doubt we will ever try them. They are nice to look at though
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Crazy_Horse
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Re: Did I *Just Say No*? [Re: Asante] 1
#26929723 - 09/11/20 10:33 AM (3 years, 5 months ago) |
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Me too, I have quit drugs dozens of times.
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Asante
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I love San Pedro cacti but I don't want any in my home at this point in my life.
I want to move away from intoxication and having a huge San Pedro in my house anchors me into my past.
I've been obsessed with entheogens all my life, or rather, I'm 47 years old now, in the first half of my life. I want the second half to be about other things.
That which I wanted most out of Entheogens, is with me, intimately, in sobriety.
I worked through my issues, check. I am in the Transpersonal phase, check.
Objectives reached.
I can fly on my own now.
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Re: Did I *Just Say No*? [Re: Asante]
#26929772 - 09/11/20 10:53 AM (3 years, 5 months ago) |
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That is hella respectable
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Re: Did I *Just Say No*? [Re: Asante] 1
#26930090 - 09/11/20 02:25 PM (3 years, 5 months ago) |
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Well done, Asante. Life comes with seasons, may this new period of time treat you kindly.
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AlphaStar
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Dude, if
"F*CK YOU ALL FOR RE-ELECTING TRUMP YOU SONS OF B*TCHES!!!!11!"
Is reflective of when you are not "using," then perhaps you should in fact, smoke the cactus.
Or maybe just not post stuff like that.
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Asante
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Re: Did I *Just Say No*? [Re: AlphaStar]
#26930110 - 09/11/20 02:37 PM (3 years, 5 months ago) |
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The thread just had an outrageous title that was a deliberately over the top soundbyte. The thread itself was reasonable.
Dont be too hung up on appearances.
book, cover, judge
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