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MagicDave
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Be loved and love - trip report
#26926112 - 09/09/20 10:51 AM (3 years, 4 months ago) |
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I tripped for the first time in over a year. My kids asked if we could camp out in the backyard for labor day and I obliged by setting up a tent in the backyard. My wife decided to sleep inside and I decided to sleep under the stars in a hammock.
I dosed at 8:30PM with two medium handfuls of cubensis. Normally I measure but decided not to this time. By 9PM I started feeling minor effects while sitting around the fire and decided to tell the kids it was bed time. They went to the tent and I laid down on the hammock.
Between 9:30PM and 10:30PM I started seeing distortions and some patterns with eyes closed. I thought to myself I must have taken not enough because I felt like I already peaked and came down. About the time I thought that things got intense.
A lot of the time I felt uneasy for whatever reason and was having fairly intense visions with eyes closed. I felt like I was in a mound of other beings and our skin and muscle melted off and we were a pile of bones and goo moving around in circles.
At one point I felt like I went mad. A close friend recently went through some severe mental issues and I felt like I became that person and felt exactly what they felt which was crazy.
Next I had a realization and felt an intense feeling of love and was given the message that the most important thing is to "be loved and to love." I also felt that to be loved I had to become a better person and to work harder to help friends and family.
It has been a couple of days since the trip and I have been trying to figure out how to become a better person.
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ButteredBagel
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Re: Be loved and love - trip report [Re: MagicDave]
#26928934 - 09/10/20 07:59 PM (3 years, 4 months ago) |
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Experiencing that period of madness seems pretty intense. I think it's interesting how we're able (or at least think) to embody the feelings of other people. That friend was definitely close and it seems like you spent a considerable amount of time trying to understand his/her issues. Otherwise, you wouldn't have been able to embody those feelings. You truly understand or attempted to understand the problem. This demonstrates that you are a "better" person and certainly a caring family member and friend.
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MagicDave
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Thanks for the kind words my man.
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Re: Be loved and love - trip report [Re: MagicDave]
#26935830 - 09/14/20 07:46 PM (3 years, 4 months ago) |
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amazing. thanks so much for reporting! its truly astonishing. Butterdbagel comment is very insightful and spot on
Edited by FranxLove (09/14/20 07:48 PM)
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CoryInJapan
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Re: Be loved and love - trip report [Re: FranxLove]
#26979481 - 10/11/20 05:18 AM (3 years, 3 months ago) |
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Thats a beautiful message and one of the most important messages for society to function. Love is God, and God is love, and love is what glues society together. Without it, it crumbles as we can see today. More people really need to get this message. Shrooms is a great tool for learning these revelations. Blessings to your next journey traveler.  
-------------------- Know thyself. KNOWING is salvation. If you can't come to know the true reality of this realm, in the least know yourself. Know who you are and hold on to that knowing unto death.
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