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Which recreational drugs are you addicted to? 4
#26924175 - 09/08/20 06:28 AM (3 years, 4 months ago) |
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Tomorrow marks the start of my 10th month of not having used any psychoactives, a single occasional cup of coffee being exempt from that.
Before that, I was addicted from 1988 through 2019 to tobacco, weed, MDMA, stimulants and MXE, basically.
I always had some addiction going on.
For 10 months I havent taken a recreational drug.
I'm unaddicted now, something that hasnt happened in 31 years.
Its actually a wonderful feeling 
I ask The Pub: what recreational drugs are you addicted to?
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Re: Which recreational drugs are you addicted to? [Re: Asante]
#26924219 - 09/08/20 07:35 AM (3 years, 4 months ago) |
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I would say that the recreational drug I am most addicted to and dependent on is cannabis without a doubt in my mind.
I'm a heavy duty cannabis addict, and have been for a very long time. I accept the fact with total awareness and I'm content with the fact I use cannabis as a crutch to feel normal and "relaxed" throughout the day. I admit to myself that I do consume quite a lot of the substance and I consider myself a "heavy cannabis user". I can chew through bags of cannabis very fast because I smoke fairly frequently and I'm in routine of smoking bowls periodically throughout the day. I do thoroughly enjoy smoking cannabis and it brings me great euphoria and I love the warm fuzzy feeling of being stoned. It makes me happy. I enjoy smoking cannabis and I really do enjoy the euphoria I receive from filling my lungs with cannabis smoke. It's fucking delicious the smoke tastes so yummy and terpines are so tasty. The taste of the cannabis is appealing, and the act of smoking is so damn fulfilling, it puts me in such a pleasant mental state and it's an easy crutch to an instant feeling of satisfaction/relaxation and an intense warm fuzzy euphoria and an awesome relaxing and sleepy-sedative effect which I whole-heatedly have come to LOVE!
I don't let myself get addicted to hard drugs such as Alcohol or LSD or MDMA or Meth, but I will use these other more ferocious drugs on special occasions. I know that the other more harder drugs take more of a toll on the brain and body so I do my best to make sure I don't loose myself to compulsive re-dosing when I do partake in said "harder drugs"... I am aware of the "crash" and I am very wise not to get lost in a binge of compulsive-redoing when I choose to partake in rougher substances.
Being conscious of your consumption rate makes it easier to avoid going overboard with the more rougher substances that get abused for a recreational intoxication.
Once you are compulsively re-dosing a substance, it goes to show you that the sub-conscious brain is becoming used to consuming the substance "in a state of auto-polite" so to speak... This is dangerous waters because this is when conscious control of consumption rate is lost.
That being said, I do let myself consume cannabis whenever my brain asks me for it. I don't hold out when it comes to getting myself stoned.
If my brain asks me for harder drugs, I second question myself and if I do go ahead I take extreme caution to not overdo it and I make sure I'm in control of the intoxication and if I see myself taking more than originally intended I slow right down and stop consuming... And just smoke weed instead of continuing the "hard drug binge"...
Great topic Asante, I'll be keen to read what other members here wish to share about the matter.
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Re: Which recreational drugs are you addicted to? [Re: RogerTheRetard] 2
#26924275 - 09/08/20 08:22 AM (3 years, 4 months ago) |
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Drugs? None. I smoke weed and eat mushrooms tho.
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Re: Which recreational drugs are you addicted to? [Re: spirit_shadow]
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Caffeine and sugar. They are the most addictive shit. I try to limit my intake but it's hard. They are both awful.
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Calm_A_Llama_Down said: Caffeine and sugar. They are the most addictive shit. I try to limit my intake but it's hard. They are both awful.
THIS. I'm alike 3 weeks into no soda and feel SO much better. Sugar is my bane, I've been reducing my intake as well. I got a job that is a bit physically demanding so it helps a bit. I wish you the best on your journey
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Re: Which recreational drugs are you addicted to? [Re: spirit_shadow]
#26924339 - 09/08/20 09:10 AM (3 years, 4 months ago) |
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Cannabis and caffeine
Not using cannabis at the moment but claiming Im not addicted to it would be a lie. I had been sober for the entire lockdown but then the 10 day heatwave struck and I felt that to be enough of an excuse to get an edible. Got high every night for three weeks straight after that 
Energy drinks and Pepsi Max are my other weakness
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Re: Which recreational drugs are you addicted to? [Re: Tripsurfer]
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Re: Which recreational drugs are you addicted to? [Re: spirit_shadow]
#26924359 - 09/08/20 09:26 AM (3 years, 4 months ago) |
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Weed. And methadone. But that’s hardly recreational I have a diazepam habit but it’s not in danger of spiraling into an addiction tbh
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Re: Which recreational drugs are you addicted to? [Re: spirit_shadow]
#26924364 - 09/08/20 09:28 AM (3 years, 4 months ago) |
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Junk food is so hard for me to avoid especially since my gf likes to keep snacks around the house. I’m fine when I can’t see it but if I hear that cellophane crinkle I feel like one of pavlov’s dogs lol. I’ve kicked it before but once I slip I usually slip for a couple weeks.
She was watching divorce court the other day and the judge said something to some recovering drug addicts, it was something like “once you become an addict you never really lose that addiction you’re always in recovery.” Felt that in my soul
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Re: Which recreational drugs are you addicted to? [Re: Yeetusdeetus]
#26924376 - 09/08/20 09:37 AM (3 years, 4 months ago) |
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CARBS AKA Heavenly Bread 🥖 .
I’ve been on a low carb diet for the last 30 days (20g net allotment per day) - and I crave & dream of bread. Craving is much less than in the first 2 weeks - but I could eat 2 whole baguettes without blinking and be in empty hedonic heaven for a while afterwards....till i reach for that 3rd and 4th baguette.....
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Re: Which recreational drugs are you addicted to? [Re: spirit_shadow] 1
#26924457 - 09/08/20 10:32 AM (3 years, 4 months ago) |
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spirit_shadow said: Cannabis isn't a drug 
Denial much?
Cannabis is a drug, datura is a drug LSD is a drug fentanyl is a drug.
Drug comes from the Dutch droog (dry) referring to dried herbs used as medicines, cannabis being explicitly among them. Drugs only later came to mean extracts and synthetics.
Cannabis totally is a drug in every dictionary sense of the word.
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Re: Which recreational drugs are you addicted to? [Re: Asante]
#26924469 - 09/08/20 10:40 AM (3 years, 4 months ago) |
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Probably sugar and weed. I'm working on the sugar thing but weed is a medicinal thing for me. I have PTSD, general depression/anxiety.. It levels me out. I've had scripts for opiates, antidepressants of various kinds, benzos ect. I'd rather use weed and have what it doesn't help me with as things I can work on. Like walking with a crutch instead of using a wheelchair . I'll probably never quit weed but I think about it sometimes. If I could pick one drug to just be on all the time and remove any of the negatives associated with that it would be acid.
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Re: Which recreational drugs are you addicted to? [Re: larry.fisherman]
#26924472 - 09/08/20 10:45 AM (3 years, 4 months ago) |
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Oxytocin.
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Re: Which recreational drugs are you addicted to? [Re: larry.fisherman]
#26924474 - 09/08/20 10:47 AM (3 years, 4 months ago) |
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How can you abuse mdma?
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Re: Which recreational drugs are you addicted to? [Re: Shiithead]
#26924481 - 09/08/20 10:52 AM (3 years, 4 months ago) |
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weed, tobacco, coffee.
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Re: Which recreational drugs are you addicted to? [Re: Asante]
#26924501 - 09/08/20 11:06 AM (3 years, 4 months ago) |
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Asante said:
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spirit_shadow said: Cannabis isn't a drug 
Denial much?
Cannabis is a drug, datura is a drug LSD is a drug fentanyl is a drug.
Drug comes from the Dutch droog (dry) referring to dried herbs used as medicines, cannabis being explicitly among them. Drugs only later came to mean extracts and synthetics.
Cannabis totally is a drug in every dictionary sense of the word.
Denial much very yes 
was just fucking around lol :p
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Re: Which recreational drugs are you addicted to? [Re: spirit_shadow]
#26924526 - 09/08/20 11:22 AM (3 years, 4 months ago) |
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Caffeine Sugar Weed Cocaine
Honestly the cocaine is a new thing, i am an ex opiate addict though so im not all that surprised i managed to pick up a minor coke habit over the summer. Just got bored and decided to dip into some coke again for the first time in like 15 years. Never was able to afford much more than a 1/2 gram before, but now i could theoretically buy oz's without issue. Just a couple months of weekly abuse led to a fairly minor physical habit come august. Realized what was happening and have been clean for almost 5 weeks now. Pretty happy with myself considering the fact i have about 11 grams of really stellar coke just chilling in my stash box lol
Cannabis addiction is a funny one, some people really struggle, others are like me where it kinda sucks to abstain but coming from quitting oxy cold turkey 3 times, is laughable in terms of discomfort. I smoke daily, and definitely notice a mood change and other negative effects, when i have to abstain. So i definitely consider it an addiction, but much like caffeine and sugar, one that im willing to live with as its not too terribly difficult or painful to overcome and usage of said drug isn't detrimental to my health like cocaine or opiate abuse is.
Sugar is my new opiate though, dear lord the cravings for sugar when im abstaining are crazy.
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Re: Which recreational drugs are you addicted to? [Re: coda]
#26924553 - 09/08/20 11:38 AM (3 years, 4 months ago) |
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I don't consume caffeine or tobacco at all.
I avoid sugar at all costs lol.
Cannabis is easily my main drug addiction. And yes, cannabis is most certainly a drug.
Consuming cannabis trichomes for pleasure is an act of intoxication.
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Re: Which recreational drugs are you addicted to? [Re: Asante]
#26924742 - 09/08/20 02:04 PM (3 years, 4 months ago) |
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Re: Which recreational drugs are you addicted to? [Re: Nonagon Infinity]
#26924744 - 09/08/20 02:07 PM (3 years, 4 months ago) |
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Re: Which recreational drugs are you addicted to? [Re: RogerTheRetard]
#26924748 - 09/08/20 02:12 PM (3 years, 4 months ago) |
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Weeds the hardest for me to quit, but I usually only smoke spliffs, so the tobacco has a tight hold on me as well. The hardest part of quittng for me is the sleeping. Getting back into a habit of calming down before bed and relaxing, instead of watching tv, pound a spliff, and pass out till morning. I also dont dream or remember dreaming as much when I smoke, which is a plus for me.
Still get nightmares of Australia when we were sleeping in our van and awoke to people sneaking in and robbing/assaulting us..
And probably not an addiction but more of a habit of really enjoying mushrooms lol , since I started maybe a year ago its been pretty frequent..
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Re: Which recreational drugs are you addicted to? [Re: Stampy]
#26924769 - 09/08/20 02:27 PM (3 years, 4 months ago) |
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Nicotine and Caffeine. I was developing a bit of a drinking habit, but since I lost my job, and the stress that came with it, I seem to have lost my taste for alcohol.
I smoked pot pretty much daily throughout my 20's and on into my mid-30's, but then kind of got bored with it. Right now, I smoke a hit or two 3-4 times a year, but I don't really enjoy it like I used to.
For some reason, I've had this urge to grow some weed, but I really don't know why. I don't really have any use for it, and I have no interest in selling it. I just want one as a cool house plant, I guess.
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Re: Which recreational drugs are you addicted to? [Re: Shiithead]
#26924909 - 09/08/20 03:48 PM (3 years, 4 months ago) |
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Shiithead said: How can you abuse mdma?

Take a gram of MDMA over a day and a half and not be depressed at all in the weeks after.
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Re: Which recreational drugs are you addicted to? [Re: Asante]
#26924968 - 09/08/20 04:37 PM (3 years, 4 months ago) |
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My past MDMA binges have left me completely brainshocked. I felt the legitimate brain damage for sure. I even legit cried tears of pain and whaled/moaned and groaned like a wee bitch during the aftermath of one of my rougher molly binges...
I was legitimately crying like a girl because me teeth were ssssoooooooooo sore from the molly induced bruxism... It takes quite a beating for me to legitimately produce tears of pain, I'm very tough when it comes to dealing with physical discomfort and agony, but god fucking damn what a comedown.
Take a nice heavy dose of MDMA and tell me more about how you don't feel like your brain is about to burst the next morning...
The stuff really takes it out on your poor brain and body.
I have had methamphetamine aftermaths more comfortable that mdma aftermaths, that much I will say.
Now days you won't find me exceeding 200mg of MDMA
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Re: Which recreational drugs are you addicted to? [Re: RogerTheRetard]
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my friend tried to commit suicide by OD'ing on MDMA. Think he took like 30-40 pills at once. Lord knows the actual dosage, but he said the jaw clench was so strong it was like his jaw was wired shut. Couldn't eat food without a lot of pain for almost two months.
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Re: Which recreational drugs are you addicted to? [Re: coda]
#26925124 - 09/08/20 06:23 PM (3 years, 4 months ago) |
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Opiates mostly heroin and methadone recently. Was clean for 7 years but thought eh whats a little dope here and there. That didn't go well lol. Oh well i'm on methadone though and a hit of dope literally lasts .2 seconds for me. I get a small rush then gone. It's crazy how it just doesn't affect me but I keep throwing 20$ bills at it like it's going to lol.
The Methadone makes it so I don't get wd's though so I can function in life while I waste money and hopefully get my head out of my ass.
Other then that nothing. I don't really do any drugs anymore. Maybe a little meth once every 6 months but even that is so hard on the body I think i'm done with the trash.
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Re: Which recreational drugs are you addicted to? [Re: Enjoywho] 1
#26925187 - 09/08/20 07:05 PM (3 years, 4 months ago) |
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I got addicted to aquariums way back in 1977 I kicked the habit a few years ago but i messed up and bought a 75 gallon tank Everything went crazy out of control after that purchase
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Re: Which recreational drugs are you addicted to? [Re: Asante]
#26925213 - 09/08/20 07:20 PM (3 years, 4 months ago) |
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Addicted?
Cannabis and Alcohol for sure. Though I had to recently stop Cannabis, and I've significantly cut back on alcohol. I've lost 30 lbs just by not being a stoned vegetable smashing vodka all day.
I love LSD and Mushrooms but wouldn't say addicted, I space my use out. Though I have gone through some major binges.
Went through a pretty solid coke phase. Fuck that stuff.
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Re: Which recreational drugs are you addicted to? [Re: IslandShroomer]
#26925226 - 09/08/20 07:33 PM (3 years, 4 months ago) |
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None right now.
Currently on a break as part of a pre ceremony cleanse.
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Spicemaster said: I got addicted to aquariums way back in 1977 I kicked the habit a few years ago but i messed up and bought a 75 gallon tank Everything went crazy out of control after that purchase
Cool man, I keep African Cichlids too. 
My daily vice now is chillies. I would eat them with cereal if I ate cereal. Can't get enough.
I vape nicotine, but I wouldn't call that a recreational drug per se.
Nothing else though. Apart from occasional tripping I'm always sober these days. No more nonsense.
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Re: Which recreational drugs are you addicted to? [Re: Northerner]
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Caffeine, definitely not benzos, no sir and no way.
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Re: Which recreational drugs are you addicted to? [Re: Asante]
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Re: Which recreational drugs are you addicted to? [Re: rustygrape]
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Booze. When i quit its right at the gas station. I cant cut that out like a old friend its permenant always there. I fill up the car and its there
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Re: Which recreational drugs are you addicted to? [Re: ichugwindex]
#26925402 - 09/08/20 10:09 PM (3 years, 4 months ago) |
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I was addicted to weed, and at one point alcohol. Just kratom now 
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Re: Which recreational drugs are you addicted to? [Re: The Blind Ass]
#26925555 - 09/09/20 12:39 AM (3 years, 4 months ago) |
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The Blind Ass said: CARBS AKA Heavenly Bread 🥖 .
I’ve been on a low carb diet for the last 30 days (20g net allotment per day) - and I crave & dream of bread. Craving is much less than in the first 2 weeks - but I could eat 2 whole baguettes without blinking and be in empty hedonic heaven for a while afterwards....till i reach for that 3rd and 4th baguette.....

LOL I know this feeling although I havent been low carb in a while. Food highs FTW
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Re: Which recreational drugs are you addicted to? [Re: The Blind Ass]
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Re: Which recreational drugs are you addicted to? [Re: tyrannicalrex]
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Re: Which recreational drugs are you addicted to? [Re: tyrannicalrex]
#26926043 - 09/09/20 10:12 AM (3 years, 4 months ago) |
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Abused alcohol for years. Never 'had' to drink, but it was just my learned routine to drink the few hours before bed and play pc games. This ended up causing issues in my life, so I culled it completely for over a year before drinking again. It still made someone close to me uncomfortable, so I choose not to consume alcohol for that reason. I also cut out most caffeine intake after I stopped drinking so much. 1g of caffeine was a normal/light day. I don't regret cutting back on those.
Marijuana too. Maybe 14 grams a month at peak use. Same mantra. Not in public, before driving or at work. No negative sides. Just got back into weed again a few months ago. It's nice to have an alternative avenue for stress release, but i don't usually get substantially high.
I also take adderall everyday for legitimate adhd. 99% of the time I take as prescribe. Imo I was using alcohol to cope with anxiety or stress caused by my untreated adhd for years. I've never been on a bender or strung out on amphetamines, but I'll still classify it as an addiction because I use it every day.
Oh and nicotine. Chewed for 10 years, smoking along side recreationally for quite a few. Quit for a while because i was bored. Picked up chewing for another 4 or 5 years before I quit again. Still do use a nicotine vape a few times a day.
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Re: Which recreational drugs are you addicted to? [Re: Is Only Game]
#26926382 - 09/09/20 01:40 PM (3 years, 4 months ago) |
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Can't wait to be back to 0 again. Drugs are such a waste of time and life. IF I could go back in time and do it all over again I wouldn't even bother with the garbage. Psychs, opiates, speed, pot, Its all just a bunch of trash from someone who's done everything every way you can.
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Re: Which recreational drugs are you addicted to? [Re: Enjoywho]
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Don’t get me wrong I had a lot of fun riding every roller coaster in the park but imo it’s a waste of time
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Re: Which recreational drugs are you addicted to? [Re: Enjoywho]
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Enjoywho said: Can't wait to be back to 0 again. Drugs are such a waste of time and life. IF I could go back in time and do it all over again I wouldn't even bother with the garbage. Psychs, opiates, speed, pot, Its all just a bunch of trash from someone who's done everything every way you can.
I don't think psychs are trash
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Re: Which recreational drugs are you addicted to? [Re: Nonagon Infinity]
#26926467 - 09/09/20 02:39 PM (3 years, 4 months ago) |
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Anyone who hates, or loves, psychedelics is welcome to casually leave them at my home for consumption.
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Re: Which recreational drugs are you addicted to? [Re: Nonagon Infinity]
#26926468 - 09/09/20 02:39 PM (3 years, 4 months ago) |
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Re: Which recreational drugs are you addicted to? [Re: tyrannicalrex]
#26926510 - 09/09/20 03:04 PM (3 years, 4 months ago) |
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I'm addicted to alcohol and it's no longer recreational.
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Re: Which recreational drugs are you addicted to? [Re: Patlal]
#26926515 - 09/09/20 03:09 PM (3 years, 4 months ago) |
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I'm addicted to hydromprphone,Xanax, mirtzapine and pot slot of the recreation there is gone it's now for medical problems. When I was young I had a stomach condition that almost killed me because I couldn't keep food down. When I was 8mthey put me on hundreds of mgs of concerts and Ritalin and It broke my psyche to where I needed Xanax. I got addicted to diluadid at 15 when I got the news that my dad had 5 years to live. I did get clean one time but I've had a serious accident with major injuries since then and I haven't been able to function without it. I hate that it's in my life but I really do think the quality of life I would have without any kind of pain control or muscle relaxant control,panic attack meds,ptsd meds life would be torture without something to help the pain and my psychological well being
Neurologist says that I have occipital neuralgia and muscle tension that compresses on my spine but is not operable so he said I should be back on soma but because of the opioid national emergency there's 2 problems with that. My psychiatrist said the FDA is threatening his liscene if he gives me the proper dose of Xanax I need for my panic attacks,extra muscle tension and PTSD which has given me more pain and really ruined my life to the point where I couldn't finish colleges and barely see friends because of the anxiety and depression but also he said he can't prescribe me Xanax anymore if I get ANY muscle relaxers or opioids. So that on it's own is keeping me from the muscle relaxers the expert said I needed but also since I've had to self medicate with hydromorphone for 12 years, if I got past that I would still have to drug test for pain management and theydnfind the diluadid. I've been in this catch 22 since the national opioid emergency was announced in 2017.
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Re: Which recreational drugs are you addicted to? [Re: Patlal]
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Patlal said: I'm addicted to alcohol and it's no longer recreational.
That's a killer did that for 5 years. Honestly i'd rather be addicted to heroin than that fucking nightmare again.
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Re: Which recreational drugs are you addicted to? [Re: Enjoywho]
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Patlal said: I'm addicted to alcohol and it's no longer recreational.
That's a killer did that for 5 years. Honestly i'd rather be addicted to heroin than that fucking nightmare again.
I have close relatives going through that....I wouldnt wish it on anyone :/
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Re: Which recreational drugs are you addicted to? [Re: spirit_shadow]
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Patlal said: I'm addicted to alcohol and it's no longer recreational.
That's a killer did that for 5 years. Honestly i'd rather be addicted to heroin than that fucking nightmare again.
I have close relatives going through that....I wouldnt wish it on anyone :/
Same here. Every adult figure I had when I was growing up were alcoholics, and still are. Rough shit.
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Re: Which recreational drugs are you addicted to? [Re: Nonagon Infinity] 1
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Enjoywho said: Can't wait to be back to 0 again. Drugs are such a waste of time and life. IF I could go back in time and do it all over again I wouldn't even bother with the garbage. Psychs, opiates, speed, pot, Its all just a bunch of trash from someone who's done everything every way you can.
I don't think psychs are trash 
Natural (Plant based) psychs that have oral ROA are not so bad when used in moderation and as a tool to motivate you to improve your life. Psilocybin is a good one.
Chemical psychs are just brainfry.
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Re: Which recreational drugs are you addicted to? [Re: RogerTheRetard]
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Re: Which recreational drugs are you addicted to? [Re: RogerTheRetard]
#26927290 - 09/09/20 10:35 PM (3 years, 4 months ago) |
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RogerTheRetard said: Natural (Plant based) psychs that have oral ROA are not so bad when used in moderation and as a tool to motivate you to improve your life. Psilocybin is a good one.
Chemical psychs are just brainfry.
Where do you draw the line between Natural psychs and Chemical psychs? Let's take a popular example: LSD. LSD can be synthesized from Lysergic acid and alkaloids found naturally occurring in Ergot (another mushroom, incidentally). Lysergic acid can be synthesized, but it can also be acquired via hydrolysis of naturally occurring lysergamides. It might be synthesized in a laboratory, but LSD can still ultimately be made (and has been made) from naturally occurring chemicals, some of which come from mushrooms.
I don't think the difference between a harmful chemical and a medicinal one comes down to whether it's plant based or not. Arsenic is deadly, but it can be found in apple seeds. Phallolysin is found naturally occurring in Amanita phalloides, but a small dosage of that will make you die a slow and painful death.
Besides, the claim that chemical psychs are "just brainfry" is, in the best case, hyperbolic and, in the worst case, demonstrates a misunderstanding of neuroscience. I'm making the assumption that LSD falls under the "chemical psychs" category in your book and, if it does, there is no neuroscientific research to suggest that it can induce permanent brain damage at the dosages commonly used for recreation. There is a massive body of research to support this claim, some of it dating all the way back to the early 1940's, when Sandoz Laboratories started mass-producing LSD specifically for usage in psychiatric research projects. When used at a proper dosage, in a safe setting, and with psychological preparation, LSD poses little to no bodily or psychological risk to a user over the age of 18 and with no personal or family history of psychosis.
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Re: Which recreational drugs are you addicted to? [Re: Nonagon Infinity]
#26927333 - 09/09/20 11:14 PM (3 years, 4 months ago) |
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Dabs. Recently i cut back big time and its helped a lot. I only dab at night and took a 2 week tolerance break . Spent sooo much money mindlessly taking huge globs. Easy 30 dollars a day on a gram of live res. Did that for a solid 2 years. Wish I could get the money and time back.
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Seriously_trippin said: I'm addicted to hydromprphone,Xanax, mirtzapine and pot slot of the recreation there is gone it's now for medical problems. When I was young I had a stomach condition that almost killed me because I couldn't keep food down. When I was 8mthey put me on hundreds of mgs of concerts and Ritalin and It broke my psyche to where I needed Xanax. I got addicted to diluadid at 15 when I got the news that my dad had 5 years to live. I did get clean one time but I've had a serious accident with major injuries since then and I haven't been able to function without it. I hate that it's in my life but I really do think the quality of life I would have without any kind of pain control or muscle relaxant control,panic attack meds,ptsd meds life would be torture without something to help the pain and my psychological well being
Neurologist says that I have occipital neuralgia and muscle tension that compresses on my spine but is not operable so he said I should be back on soma but because of the opioid national emergency there's 2 problems with that. My psychiatrist said the FDA is threatening his liscene if he gives me the proper dose of Xanax I need for my panic attacks,extra muscle tension and PTSD which has given me more pain and really ruined my life to the point where I couldn't finish colleges and barely see friends because of the anxiety and depression but also he said he can't prescribe me Xanax anymore if I get ANY muscle relaxers or opioids. So that on it's own is keeping me from the muscle relaxers the expert said I needed but also since I've had to self medicate with hydromorphone for 12 years, if I got past that I would still have to drug test for pain management and theydnfind the diluadid. I've been in this catch 22 since the national opioid emergency was announced in 2017.
It's this shit right here that is fucking brutal for chronic pain patients! I feel for you. I am in pain management and am seeing this very thing with meds for people that have never gone astray of their scripts. It's sad and sickening how the pharmacies and docs are being threatened by those fucking assholes who basically found a way to cut back on expensive meds supplemented by the state/medicaid/medicare. I also blame the companies that produce the meds and charge outrageous fees for helping people with them. I have seen a med that cost $3.50 a month marked up to 187.00 bucks or more!
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Re: Which recreational drugs are you addicted to? [Re: Nonagon Infinity]
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RogerTheRetard said: Natural (Plant based) psychs that have oral ROA are not so bad when used in moderation and as a tool to motivate you to improve your life. Psilocybin is a good one.
Chemical psychs are just brainfry.
Where do you draw the line between Natural psychs and Chemical psychs?
I reckon that natural plant/fungi/cacti (living) crops that grow out of our planets soil are natural produce and were created by allah/the planet and plants and animals and humans were supposed to consume like in the ancient days.
Chemical laboratory made or semi-synthetic produce or drugs or whatever you want to name them are not really intended "naturally" for humans to consume so in my theory are rougher for the body/brain to consume and perhaps are not the most ideal things a human being should be ingesting. And they were made by humans, not god.
Humans will never be able to substitute what god made naturally for human beings to consume. In terms of things that the human body was designed to consume/digest... That is my philosophy anyway.
And yes, I do in fact know that nature has plants/mushrooms that will poison and kill you or make you sick if you consume them. This point is invalid and distracts from the point at hand. I always get told this in return...
Psilocybin mushrooms is a great natural psychedelic because you can just eat them fresh if you want to or dehydrate them for future consumption. No need to prepare them or anything they are good to go just raw out of the earth...
LSD is a chemical psychedelic.
My brain and body was designed to consume magic mushrooms. My brain and body was not designed to consume LSD.
Yes, I technically can consume chemical drugs and have them effect my brain receptors and distort my perception of reality. And I can perceive the chemical drugs as "enjoyable" sure...
But this does not necessarily mean that my brain and body was actually designed by nature to consume chemical drugs, if that makes any kind of sense.
Just my perspective anyway.
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Re: Which recreational drugs are you addicted to? [Re: RogerTheRetard]
#26928707 - 09/10/20 05:44 PM (3 years, 4 months ago) |
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I'm with Roger on this, I feel it too.
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Re: Which recreational drugs are you addicted to? [Re: RogerTheRetard]
#26928786 - 09/10/20 06:20 PM (3 years, 4 months ago) |
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RogerTheRetard said: I reckon that natural plant/fungi/cacti (living) crops that grow out of our planets soil are natural produce and were created by allah/the planet and plants and animals and humans were supposed to consume like in the ancient days.
Chemical laboratory made or semi-synthetic produce or drugs or whatever you want to name them are not really intended "naturally" for humans to consume so in my theory are rougher for the body/brain to consume and perhaps are not the most ideal things a human being should be ingesting. And they were made by humans, not god.
Humans will never be able to substitute what god made naturally for human beings to consume. In terms of things that the human body was designed to consume/digest... That is my philosophy anyway.
And yes, I do in fact know that nature has plants/mushrooms that will poison and kill you or make you sick if you consume them. This point is invalid and distracts from the point at hand. I always get told this in return...
Psilocybin mushrooms is a great natural psychedelic because you can just eat them fresh if you want to or dehydrate them for future consumption. No need to prepare them or anything they are good to go just raw out of the earth...
LSD is a chemical psychedelic.
My brain and body was designed to consume magic mushrooms. My brain and body was not designed to consume LSD.
Yes, I technically can consume chemical drugs and have them effect my brain receptors and distort my perception of reality. And I can perceive the chemical drugs as "enjoyable" sure...
But this does not necessarily mean that my brain and body was actually designed by nature to consume chemical drugs, if that makes any kind of sense.
Just my perspective anyway. 
Yeah, I respect your perspective, and I'm not trying to convince you to change your opinion on it or anything. If you'd rather stay away from LSD and other synthetic drugs, then that's obviously your choice.
I think part of the reason you and I don't come to the same conclusion is that there's a theological angle to your argument (you reference that plants were created by allah, and refer to them as "what god made naturally"). I'm an atheist, so the idea that plants were created or designed by an intelligent being is something I'm skeptical of. Again, not trying to change your position on this or anything, just contrasting my own position with yours. There's also one point where you substitue allah for the planet (e.g. plants were created by the planet). Weren't humans also created by the planet? Weren't the naturally occurring lysergamides that can be used to extract Lysergic acid also created by the planet? Ergot is a mushroom, so I think you'd agree it was created by the planet. Why is it that all of these chemicals can be created by the planet, but when they are combined to create LSD, it's stripped of that status and no longer considered something that was created by the planet? These questions are mostly posed as rhetorical. I'm using them as tools to illuminate my own philosophical belief that the distinction colloquially made between natural and synthetic is an arbitrary one. In my opinion, everything that exists is natural, even synthetic things are still synthesized using naturally available processes. That's why the claim that a drug ought not be consumed solely on the grounds that it's synthetic isn't convincing to me, personally.
I see what you're saying about poisonous plants and mushrooms as well. Point taken.
Finally, I'll just mention something about your point that synthetic psychedelics are "perhaps not the most ideal things a human being should be ingesting". I'll reiterate that the research that we have done on LSD, in particular (don't want to say anything about other synthetic psychs right now), suggests that there is virtually no physiological risk involved with ingesting a dosage commonly used for recreation, and that psychological risks can be greatly mitigated with proper preparation and attention to setting. I agree that there may be consequences we have not yet discovered, and it's good to be skeptical, but there have been almost eighty years of research done on LSD, and based off my own understanding of it, I'll assert that I think LSD is safe to consume.
Again, whatever floats your boat. I'm not trying to tell you that you ought to take LSD. I guess I'm more just defending my own usage of it.
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Re: Which recreational drugs are you addicted to? [Re: tyrannicalrex]
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Seriously_trippin said: I'm addicted to hydromprphone,Xanax, mirtzapine and pot slot of the recreation there is gone it's now for medical problems. When I was young I had a stomach condition that almost killed me because I couldn't keep food down. When I was 8mthey put me on hundreds of mgs of concerts and Ritalin and It broke my psyche to where I needed Xanax. I got addicted to diluadid at 15 when I got the news that my dad had 5 years to live. I did get clean one time but I've had a serious accident with major injuries since then and I haven't been able to function without it. I hate that it's in my life but I really do think the quality of life I would have without any kind of pain control or muscle relaxant control,panic attack meds,ptsd meds life would be torture without something to help the pain and my psychological well being
Neurologist says that I have occipital neuralgia and muscle tension that compresses on my spine but is not operable so he said I should be back on soma but because of the opioid national emergency there's 2 problems with that. My psychiatrist said the FDA is threatening his liscene if he gives me the proper dose of Xanax I need for my panic attacks,extra muscle tension and PTSD which has given me more pain and really ruined my life to the point where I couldn't finish colleges and barely see friends because of the anxiety and depression but also he said he can't prescribe me Xanax anymore if I get ANY muscle relaxers or opioids. So that on it's own is keeping me from the muscle relaxers the expert said I needed but also since I've had to self medicate with hydromorphone for 12 years, if I got past that I would still have to drug test for pain management and theydnfind the diluadid. I've been in this catch 22 since the national opioid emergency was announced in 2017.
It's this shit right here that is fucking brutal for chronic pain patients! I feel for you. I am in pain management and am seeing this very thing with meds for people that have never gone astray of their scripts. It's sad and sickening how the pharmacies and docs are being threatened by those fucking assholes who basically found a way to cut back on expensive meds supplemented by the state/medicaid/medicare. I also blame the companies that produce the meds and charge outrageous fees for helping people with them. I have seen a med that cost $3.50 a month marked up to 187.00 bucks or more!
I appreciate the understanding, it really is unconscionable to not treat patients that have proven it's an effective medicine for their lives without abusing. It puts you into real addiction and makes you a non functioning member of society. Destroyed my life. If I had meds for everything I needed I may be able to go back to school,date again but it's all been essentially taken away because they scared doctors out of treating patients right. Yeah I spent 3 weeks thinking I had pinworms because I couldn't afford the good medication for it. Turns out they think it's some other parasite after 3 weeks all because I couldn't try the strong stuff once because it was 800$. I'm still awaiting for results on which parasite I have.
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Re: Which recreational drugs are you addicted to? [Re: Patlal]
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Patlal said: I'm addicted to alcohol and it's no longer recreational.
Yaaaaa.... me two. Its too easy to get. Its like living with a hard drugs dealer. Any gas station. Any social gathering. Shit is hard because its always around.
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Fucking parasites! I'm interested in the diagnosis. People with chronic pain are more or less forced into being addicted to opiates/opioids in a way. It's terrible. I am also more careful driving now and am scared of getting into a wreck and getting in a chronic pain position.
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Re: Which recreational drugs are you addicted to? [Re: Nonagon Infinity]
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Nonagon Infinity said: There's also one point where you substitue allah for the planet (e.g. plants were created by the planet). Weren't humans also created by the planet?
Yes. Humans and Animals were indeed also created by "the planet" or "god"...
Well I would suggest that "god/allah/jah" and "the planet" are the same energies in this context, so basically mean the same thing to me.
If "god" created the "natural planet" before money and government and trickery and all that other lame modern day shit I despise... And if the plants and the fruits and the vegetables and the mushrooms and the cacti and all other things natural to have a perfect symbiosis with the human brain and body were the only options for "things to consume".
I wish I was alive during these times... Imagine how healthy I would be as a man in ancient times before all this artificial bullshit that makes me sick...
This is because this is what "god" "the planet" provides us humans in it's pure un-modified form. This was the original food source and drug/entheogen source used by human kind.
You don't have to believe in "god" to understand exactly what I'm trying to say, even "the planet" will suffice in getting my point across to the exact same meaning.
"god" created the planet in it's most beautiful and natural form, a living paradise.
Then humans ended up destroying what was already perfect for the sole purpose of controlling other human beings like fucking cattle.
Humans are fairly sick/un-aware creatures and can be very self destructive. Just look at what the fuck kinda destruction is going on in this world on a daily basis, something is seriously wrong/un-ethical and humans as a whole are too powerful for their own good and too stupid for thier own good and they do such destructive things to "the planet" to "god" and to "THEMSELVES".
Humans are retarded. Even me. I'm completely fucked in the head...
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Re: Which recreational drugs are you addicted to? [Re: RogerTheRetard]
#26929481 - 09/11/20 07:34 AM (3 years, 4 months ago) |
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RogerTheRetard said: Imagine how healthy I would be as a man in ancient times before all this artificial bullshit that makes me sick...
I seriously do. I have consumed so much carcinogenic bullshit of various forms throughout my life.
Be it unhealthy food like Doritos and Fanta... All those Monsanto brand foods and all those artificial preservatives and artificial colors... All that sugar...
Or how about getting myself addicted to carcinogenic chemical drugs such as meth, molly, cigarettes, alcohol, recreational abuse of pharmaceutical pills... Not to mention everything else... How much brain/body and lung damage I have given myself from these toxins. Especially with the smoking habit.
My lungs are really bad and I'm always hacking up phlegm, I sound like an 80 year old chain smoker the way I cough up a lung.
I have a fairly decent cavity in my back tooth and another smaller hole developing in another tooth.
I bet I would have perfect teeth if I stayed away from sugar and fizzy drinks and never picked up a methamphetamine habit. This hurts me to think about. Fucking sucks so much.
All this fucking carcinogenic garbage is 100% not good for my poor human brain and body. That type of government manufactured junk food and junk drugs are just not good for humans and humans are just fucking fools and they know this at heart yet humans as a whole will continue to buy this junk produce because they are ignorant and don't see the world how I see it.
Everyone got morals to some fucking degree...
I may be kinda autistic and a bit fucked in the head as a person. But I am also very energy sensitive person and I see the world for what it is and I try to keep myself happy and healthy as best as I can and look after my human creature because I have to put up with him/live my life as him and it is my responsibility to take care of him as best as I can. He's a human.
Especially someone like me who can be overly-emotional at times and get depressed fairly easily. I have to look after myself and keep my mental and physical health in check and keep my environment comfortable or else I'm just being a foolish and self destructive human like the rest of them.
I wish to be a productive and self-healing person. Not a human that destroys himself and harms his health with toxic food and drugs.
I have excellent morals and I know what is right and wrong deep down in my heart, I wish to become the greatest version of myself.
You are what you eat. It is true... You literally make what you consume apart of your body as you ingest it...
May as well do the right things and control my human on the right path rather than letting him destroy himself, I don't fancy getting cancer from the things I have consumed over the course of my life. Yet I would honestly not be at all surprised if I ever do get/have some sort of cancer I'm not yet aware of since my diet was full of carcinogens since day 1...
Kinda scares me to think about, a bit of motivation to watch the fuck out what I put into my humans body, I need to look after him, if he dies then I die. I am this stupid human creature and I have to live life as this poor little creature. And in his lifetime he has not been the healthiest...
Even more reason to have the desire to keep myself on the right path and be extra careful of what I'm putting inside my humans body.
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Re: Which recreational drugs are you addicted to? [Re: RogerTheRetard] 2
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RogerTheRetard said: Natural (Plant based) psychs that have oral ROA are not so bad when used in moderation and as a tool to motivate you to improve your life. Psilocybin is a good one.
Chemical psychs are just brainfry.
Where do you draw the line between Natural psychs and Chemical psychs?
I reckon that natural plant/fungi/cacti (living) crops that grow out of our planets soil are natural produce and were created by allah/the planet and plants and animals and humans were supposed to consume like in the ancient days.
Chemical laboratory made or semi-synthetic produce or drugs or whatever you want to name them are not really intended "naturally" for humans to consume so in my theory are rougher for the body/brain to consume and perhaps are not the most ideal things a human being should be ingesting. And they were made by humans, not god.
Humans will never be able to substitute what god made naturally for human beings to consume. In terms of things that the human body was designed to consume/digest... That is my philosophy anyway.
And yes, I do in fact know that nature has plants/mushrooms that will poison and kill you or make you sick if you consume them. This point is invalid and distracts from the point at hand. I always get told this in return...
Psilocybin mushrooms is a great natural psychedelic because you can just eat them fresh if you want to or dehydrate them for future consumption. No need to prepare them or anything they are good to go just raw out of the earth...
LSD is a chemical psychedelic.
My brain and body was designed to consume magic mushrooms. My brain and body was not designed to consume LSD.
Yes, I technically can consume chemical drugs and have them effect my brain receptors and distort my perception of reality. And I can perceive the chemical drugs as "enjoyable" sure...
But this does not necessarily mean that my brain and body was actually designed by nature to consume chemical drugs, if that makes any kind of sense.
Just my perspective anyway. 
One could argue that LSD for example was made to be discovered by God  
After all, God works in mysterious ways. Nature is a pretty straight forward entity, let's say..
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Re: Which recreational drugs are you addicted to? [Re: InnerWisdom] 1
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Re: Which recreational drugs are you addicted to? [Re: Shiithead]
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Re: Which recreational drugs are you addicted to? [Re: RogerTheRetard]
#26930134 - 09/11/20 02:44 PM (3 years, 4 months ago) |
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RogerTheRetard said: Or how about getting myself addicted to carcinogenic chemical drugs such as meth, molly, cigarettes, alcohol, recreational abuse of pharmaceutical pills... Not to mention everything else... How much brain/body and lung damage I have given myself from these toxins. Especially with the smoking habit.
Just to be clear, my claim is not that all synthetic chemicals are safe to consume. I'm just claiming that some are and that some aren't. I believe the division of "natural" chemicals as "healthy" and "unnatural" chemicals as "unhealthy" is incredibly reductive, and not reflective of reality. In reality, there are many natural chemicals that are deadly to humans, and there are many synthetic chemicals which pose no harm to humans. All I'm saying is that we ought to discuss the particular effects of particular chemicals (at particular dosages) when we're talking about toxicity rather than making sweeping generalizations.
To be clear: I don't think that smoking meth, smoking cigarettes, drinking alcohol, or abusing pharmaceutical drugs is a healthy thing to do. All I'm saying is that LSD, which is synthetic, is pretty damn safe to use under the right conditions and at the right dosage.
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Re: Which recreational drugs are you addicted to? [Re: Nonagon Infinity]
#26930156 - 09/11/20 02:55 PM (3 years, 4 months ago) |
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Nonagon Infinity said: All I'm saying is that LSD, which is synthetic, is pretty damn safe to use under the right conditions and at the right dosage.
LSD should definitely not be taken with a cop kneeling on your neck for nine minutes, but in general you are right.
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Re: Which recreational drugs are you addicted to? [Re: Asante]
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LSD should definitely not be taken with a cop kneeling on your neck for nine minutes, but in general you are right.
I would definitely not place a cop kneeling on my neck for nine minutes under the "right conditions" category
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Re: Which recreational drugs are you addicted to? [Re: Stampy]
#26930193 - 09/11/20 03:10 PM (3 years, 4 months ago) |
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kratom, weed
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Re: Which recreational drugs are you addicted to? [Re: Whyterye]
#26930561 - 09/11/20 06:40 PM (3 years, 4 months ago) |
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Whyterye said: Dabs. Recently i cut back big time and its helped a lot. I only dab at night and took a 2 week tolerance break . Spent sooo much money mindlessly taking huge globs. Easy 30 dollars a day on a gram of live res. Did that for a solid 2 years. Wish I could get the money and time back.
People saying dabs are natural. That's hilarious.
The only natural weed is shitty ditch weed. 30% thc flower is not natural.
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Re: Which recreational drugs are you addicted to? [Re: Enjoywho]
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People don’t have to inhale as much plant material to get the same effect with stronger weed
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Re: Which recreational drugs are you addicted to? [Re: Yeetusdeetus]
#26931016 - 09/12/20 12:16 AM (3 years, 4 months ago) |
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Yeetusdeetus said: People don’t have to inhale as much plant material to get the same effect with stronger weed
I feel the same way about benzodiazepines, I don't have to eat as much if they are more potent. but I will anyways.
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Re: Which recreational drugs are you addicted to? [Re: Enjoywho]
#26931236 - 09/12/20 05:23 AM (3 years, 4 months ago) |
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The only natural weed is shitty ditch weed. 30% thc flower is not natural.
Nah you can get good weed feeding nothing but bat shit, bug shit, fish shit and bird shit.
I've got a sweet tooth for alcohol, tobacco, firearms and cannabis. I can live without pshycidelics but I choose not too. Also congrats on the sobriety dude!
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Re: Which recreational drugs are you addicted to? [Re: Asante]
#26931244 - 09/12/20 05:41 AM (3 years, 4 months ago) |
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Asante said: Tomorrow marks the start of my 10th month of not having used any psychoactives, a single occasional cup of coffee being exempt from that.
Before that, I was addicted from 1988 through 2019 to tobacco, weed, MDMA, stimulants and MXE, basically.
I always had some addiction going on.
For 10 months I havent taken a recreational drug.
I'm unaddicted now, something that hasnt happened in 31 years.
Its actually a wonderful feeling 
I ask The Pub: what recreational drugs are you addicted to?
Massive props! I know we haven't always seen eye to eye in philosophy and mysticism, but I will humbly bow and admit that I am as old as your start date for your addictions. Perspective!
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Re: Which recreational drugs are you addicted to? [Re: Loaded Shaman]
#26931250 - 09/12/20 05:49 AM (3 years, 4 months ago) |
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I feel the same way about benzodiazepines, I don't have to eat as much if they are more potent. but I will anyways.
Most people who wanna get high are gonna do it regardless of how much they they have to consume
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Re: Which recreational drugs are you addicted to? [Re: Yeetusdeetus]
#26931414 - 09/12/20 09:09 AM (3 years, 4 months ago) |
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Lately I've been recreationally abusing sarcasm
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Re: Which recreational drugs are you addicted to? [Re: spirit_shadow]
#26931683 - 09/12/20 11:51 AM (3 years, 4 months ago) |
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spirit_shadow said: Lately I've been recreationally abusing sarcasm 
Hey if it's bitter it might be recreational
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Re: Which recreational drugs are you addicted to? [Re: Asante]
#26931687 - 09/12/20 11:52 AM (3 years, 4 months ago) |
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Hey if it's bitter it might be recreational 
Yeah I really need to stop :/
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Re: Which recreational drugs are you addicted to? [Re: spirit_shadow]
#26931739 - 09/12/20 12:29 PM (3 years, 4 months ago) |
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right now, im addicted to cigarettes and booze because i have to work at a serious job as a spark watch. its great.
i just walk around hosing shit down making sure not to electricute the fuck out of a circuit breaker and everyone around it and or trying not to hose my coworkers as well.
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Re: Which recreational drugs are you addicted to? [Re: spirit_shadow]
#26931746 - 09/12/20 12:33 PM (3 years, 4 months ago) |
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spirit_shadow said: Lately I've been recreationally abusing sarcasm 
Sarcasm, good name for a supper hoppy IPA
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Re: Which recreational drugs are you addicted to? [Re: Ice9]
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Re: Which recreational drugs are you addicted to? [Re: spirit_shadow]
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spirit_shadow said: Lately I've been recreationally abusing sarcasm 
Hey if it's bitter it might be recreational 
Yeah I really need to stop :/
Yeah dude seriously watch it with that sarcasm. I thought I was just playing around with it but apparently it's genetically predisposed in my family. We're all douchebags like you wouldn't believe. I don't think I could turn back even if I wanted to. Just promise you'll keep the sarcasm to just a couple S-holes a month. Don't end up a douchebag like me.
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Re: Which recreational drugs are you addicted to? [Re: GreenHorns]
#26931826 - 09/12/20 01:23 PM (3 years, 4 months ago) |
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Supper hoppy...good name for a super hoppy IPA
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Re: Which recreational drugs are you addicted to? [Re: Nonagon Infinity]
#26934516 - 09/14/20 04:26 AM (3 years, 4 months ago) |
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Nonagon Infinity said: To be clear: I don't think that smoking meth, smoking cigarettes, drinking alcohol, or abusing pharmaceutical drugs is a healthy thing to do. All I'm saying is that LSD, which is synthetic, is pretty damn safe to use under the right conditions and at the right dosage.
I agree entirely, LSD is much lower in toxicity in comparison to the other "chemical drugs" I suggested.
Magic Mushrooms is a much more "healthy" alternative anyway. But I do agree that LSD is an awesome chemical and I do enjoy a tab from time to time. Lucy is one of my favorite drugs.
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Re: Which recreational drugs are you addicted to? [Re: RogerTheRetard]
#26934527 - 09/14/20 04:44 AM (3 years, 4 months ago) |
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I've been addicted to benzos since I was about 22, so about 7 years). Been addicted to amphetamine (adderall) for about 5 years
My addiction to benzos has never been severe. I learned early on how painful benzo withdrawals are, so I've been careful all these years to never let me tolerance get too high. I've been taking them continuously for 7 years but would still get fucked up if I were to take just 2-3 bars
Amphetamines are deceptively addictive. I can stop taking for several days, even weeks. I've even gone like almost a full year without taking them. But kicking them completely seems impossible. Everyone has points in their lives where they feel like if they just a little more oomph, a little more energy, drive, etc. you could clear a particular life hump. So you start taking again to get shit done, then you just keep taking them because you full dull if you don't
I've dabbled with opioids, had withdrawals a couple of times. Mainly I did pills like hydrocodone, codein, tramadol. But the worst by far was Black Tar Heroin. I'd just chase the dragon, I never dared to shoot up. But kicking it sucked just because doing it felt so damn good
But BY far the worst addiction I've had is to alcohol. That's the one that has done the most damage to my life. I'm only a few months sober from it at this point, but I went over 2 years drinking on a daily basis. Classic alcoholic behavior. I'd wake up in a puddle of my own urine. I'd black out on a weekly basis and wake up fearing finding out what I'd done the night before. I'd cycle between the diff liquor stores in my city so that I wouldn't be looked at as a "regular", but I could finish 2 750mL bottles in 3 days. Maybe not the greatest amounts, but when they're combined, on a daily basis, with benzos, amphetamine, weed, etc. it meant getting pretty trashed every night. I ended in the ER about 3 times these last few years
I managed to get sober from alcohol before growing shrooms and consuming them, but I think that they have helped me stay away from booze. I have no craving for it, and seeing it just disgusts me
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Patlal said: I'm addicted to alcohol and it's no longer recreational.
That's a killer did that for 5 years. Honestly i'd rather be addicted to heroin than that fucking nightmare again.
Ya. Quitting heroin just took some willpower. Quitting alcohol, I'm still not sure how I did it but I honestly live every day in fear that I will fall off the wagon
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Re: Which recreational drugs are you addicted to? [Re: Perusha_Kyuden]
#26934830 - 09/14/20 09:48 AM (3 years, 4 months ago) |
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Perusha_Kyuden said: trying not to hose my coworkers as well.
There's one here I won't hose, but the thought is there, lol!
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Re: Which recreational drugs are you addicted to? [Re: tyrannicalrex]
#26935107 - 09/14/20 11:55 AM (3 years, 4 months ago) |
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Re: Which recreational drugs are you addicted to? [Re: Whyterye]
#26935583 - 09/14/20 05:03 PM (3 years, 4 months ago) |
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Definitely pot, haven't been able to find any where I live now for two months and I realize how much it keeps me content with doing nothing with my life. A good realization but I'm still dying to buy some herbs
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