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nomorefear
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3.3g PE6 - Bad trip too strong
#26919726 - 09/05/20 05:08 PM (3 years, 4 months ago) |
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My 5th trip and the first one gone bad.
Set: Alone in my appt. It's quiet and I feel good. I delay trip by 1 hour since there was random noise. I take shrooms on semi-empty stomach. Not very pleasant to eat as they were big shrooms.
So pretty much right away I get the feeling that something's a little off. They kick in after 30-40 minutes.
I don't remember too much. I decide to eat cranberry pudding and that was one reason why the trip got bad. I start to get heart palpitations and I'm not enjoying the trip. I start to panic thinking that there was blood on my mouth while it was the pudding (residue). This theme continued, my heart was beating like crazy and my pupils were very dilated. After 1 hour I'm looking at the clock and wishing it was going faster. Unfortunately that's not the case, and I begin like 1½ hours race against my mind and the shroom. I'm really fighting it. Eating is messy and doesn't slow down the trip. After like 2 hours of this battle it's starting to slow down, but my pupils are still very dilated. I can't focus on a video game. It was too much information hitting me at once. I felt the best to go to the bathroom and take off lights to cut down the sensory input.
While last 2 trips of same quantity were about 2-3 hours long, this one went on longer and was VERY aggressive. There were cool visuals, but I wasn't in a state of mind to enjoy them.
- There was a cool horizontal lightning open eye visual - I felt the reality and the visual field expanding in a strange way. There were these textures covering the visual field. - Very big synesthesia. - The feeling when you focus on something, your awareness expands to cover more area, and almost merging you with the view. - How I would describe the trip was that my head felt double the size. It was like giving birth to an alien with that massive (Simpsons style) head. - My mirror image was very wobbly and 3D. - I felt that I could merge my breathing with the (shroom), but I was too anxious.
Afterglow wasn't the usual positive one. It was more tough love manner. The transition out wasn't as smooth as the other ones. But I did feel absolutely amazing after the trip. It felt (once again) like I had hopped into a new body. The muscle memory connection was clear as day.
Main benefits of this trip were related to so called body-mind healing. At the end of the bad trip part, I realized how my mind was creating more and more of the same bad feeling (story) repeatedly. I have been worried about some health issues, but this trip was big insight in that those issues could just be psycho-somatic conditions. I started the trip slightly stressed out from the noise. In the future I wont trip unless I'm in a very good headspace to begin with. And also, the fluids and tactile contact feel very strange while tripping. I cough and spit a lot like I'm trying to get something out. This has happened on all my recent trips.
So yeah, not a pleasant one. I looked at clock tens of times, only to see it has passed 5 minutes. It was too intense, too much coming at once. Maybe in a another setting I could have handled it, but I have doubts. I would have had to fully merge in the experience without fear. But that was hard because my heart was racing like crazy.
After the trip my body feels great and is working better. I hope to get a good relaxing night sleep. This was good lesson about the more potent mushrooms.
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Re: 3.3g PE6 - Bad trip too strong [Re: nomorefear]
#26922959 - 09/07/20 12:24 PM (3 years, 4 months ago) |
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you cant expect a nice soft microdose type trip off 3g PE. Thats a reality shattering dose and you must be ready and willing to let go totally, be inmobile for 3hs.
be careful. you okay now?
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Re: 3.3g PE6 - Bad trip too strong [Re: FranxLove]
#26930952 - 09/11/20 10:39 PM (3 years, 4 months ago) |
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Hi. I didn't know it was PE6. I thought that it was same Cube's as last time. Only later he told me that it was different strain. PE6 is a hybrid between Cubensis Texas and Penis Envy. I did research and people said it's not as potent as Penis envy, but they also suggested to limit Penis Envy trips to <2.5g because of its potency.
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Thats a reality shattering dose and you must be ready and willing to let go totally, be inmobile for 3hs.
Interesting view. I certainly wasn't expecting a small hit. I let the mushroom guide me through the experience and I don't listen to music or watch TV. So I give it their time. I seemed to be able to handle 3g very well and even felt like it was underdose. Yes, there are reality shattering parts, but only during peak which lasts for a short duration. After this I definitely see the benefits of 1-2g trips just to lift your mood.
And to clarify. Last time I took 3g's, I was well in control. It was more like a gentle presence guiding me through altered state of mind. This was just rough, with many different effects showing themselves at rapid pace and me not being able to relax and keep up. I feel well now.
Edited by nomorefear (09/11/20 10:43 PM)
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Re: 3.3g PE6 - Bad trip too strong [Re: nomorefear]
#26933088 - 09/13/20 09:46 AM (3 years, 4 months ago) |
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Sounds rough. One piece of advice I give is dont fight the experience it only makes it worse. Its much better to let go in to what the experience is showing you. Could be intense but often very rewarding on the backend.
Safe travels!
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