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Re: Does this look lethal to you? [Re: Big_Dub] * 2
    #26915583 - 09/03/20 12:24 PM (3 years, 4 months ago)

As someone that treats TBIs all the time, I know the struggles you’re facing OP. I also know that with time & work you can work through this stuff & still find that life is worth living. Don’t give up just yet :hug:


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Re: Does this look lethal to you? [Re: Lucidsid420] * 2
    #26915589 - 09/03/20 12:29 PM (3 years, 4 months ago)

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Lucidsid420 said:
TBI. Significant TBI..
I live in a mental hell bro. Psychotic thoughts severe social anxiety.. persistent acute mental anguish.. it was a bad car wreck





I have a friend who got his head smashed open with a glass pitcher at a bar. It took him several years to get back to normal, then after he got back to normal, he got better than his old normal.


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Re: Does this look lethal to you? [Re: Lucidsid420] * 1
    #26915826 - 09/03/20 03:04 PM (3 years, 4 months ago)

Lucidsid420 :hug: don't do that please :heart: we are hear to listen


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Re: Does this look lethal to you? [Re: Lucidsid420] * 1
    #26915897 - 09/03/20 04:06 PM (3 years, 4 months ago)

I doubt anything I could post would make much of a difference compared to all the events that might bring a person to contemplate suicide, but fwiw OP, I hope your life improves to the point that you don't ever have to say you live in any sort of hell. One thing I know for certain about you, without even knowing who you are:

You were made for more than this and there is a path back to your purpose.


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Re: Does this look lethal to you? [Re: Srirachi] * 1
    #26915904 - 09/03/20 04:08 PM (3 years, 4 months ago)

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He's either sleeping off his alcohol, getting help or crossed over. :sad:


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Re: Does this look lethal to you? [Re: Asante] * 1
    #26915920 - 09/03/20 04:16 PM (3 years, 4 months ago)

Yeah, I just saw your post in the RIP thread and wished I could have prayed for him sooner. On the bright side, God knew I would pray before I did, so timing isn't really an issue.

This sucks though. Nobody was made for suicide. Every person who reads this, please know - you are needed. Even if you aren't loved, someone needs you. You were put here for that person, and if you're gone, I don't know if the one you were put here for will ever be the same.

Everyone matters.


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Re: Does this look lethal to you? [Re: Lucidsid420] * 1
    #26915932 - 09/03/20 04:25 PM (3 years, 4 months ago)

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Lucidsid420 said:
TBI. Significant TBI..
I live in a mental hell bro. Psychotic thoughts severe social anxiety.. persistent acute mental anguish.. it was a bad car wreck





I second what Asante and Ice9 said, medication can really do wonders for mental anguish and help place you in a mental state that allows for recovery. It can sometimes be hard to admit that you need meds and proffesisional help, but the way I look at it is that you're already self-medicating in a way that's destructive, might as well start medicating under the guide of a medical professional.


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Re: Does this look lethal to you? [Re: Srirachi] * 1
    #26915939 - 09/03/20 04:30 PM (3 years, 4 months ago)

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Sugabearcrisp said:
Lucidsid420 :hug: don't do that please :heart: we are hear to listen



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Srirachi said:
I doubt anything I could post would make much of a difference compared to all the events that might bring a person to contemplate suicide, but fwiw OP, I hope your life improves to the point that you don't ever have to say you live in any sort of hell. One thing I know for certain about you, without even knowing who you are:

You were made for more than this and there is a path back to your purpose.




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Re: Does this look lethal to you? [Re: tyrannicalrex] * 1
    #26915985 - 09/03/20 05:00 PM (3 years, 4 months ago)

i read a story once about a guy who was severely depressed and was ready to end it all, but decided to go fuck loads of hookers and do loads of coke. he ended up having a realization that living life carelessly and just having fun was a lot more pleasurable than suicide.
i dont even know if the story is true but it always inspired me. if ever i feel the need to end it there is always more pleasure to be had from just having a crazy blowout. its amazing how freeing it is to just give up caring about society and our worries, even if for just one night.

its much easier said than done though, but if youre going to go out then you might as well try something extreme that youve never done before.

that said, suicide is better than rape :wink: and if you are going to murder then it would be great if you could select somebody who really deserves it. other than that, live life for your own purposes. it is amazing what is out there to appreciate once we change our mindset and look around.


good luck brother <3 i hope i see many more replies from you in the forum, if not then i hope i see you on the other side. maybe we can share a fat one and laugh about the dumb shit that goes on around us :smile:

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Re: Does this look lethal to you? [Re: Lucidsid420] * 1
    #26916025 - 09/03/20 05:24 PM (3 years, 4 months ago)

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Lucidsid420 said:
TBI. Significant TBI..
I live in a mental hell bro. Psychotic thoughts severe social anxiety.. persistent acute mental anguish.. it was a bad car wreck



somebody very close to me was raped many, many times by her own parents when she was a child, as well as by others who her parents allowed to do it. her situation was much like the worst case scenario you hear on the news, but can never quite fathom.

the result of that was a life of complete mental breakdown resulting in everything from complete social detachment to hallucinations on par with severe schizophrenia with attempted suicides all over the timeline.

she is now just over 50 years old and is now feeling like she is glad she didnt end it. somehow she failed to kill herself all those years and reached a point where she is glad to be alive again. she still has tough moments but overall she can take enjoyment from the simple things in life again and she feels the need to live on to experience all the things she has not done yet.

physical brain injury and mental brain injury are different, however it is not the end all in any of those situations, there are plenty of examples of people who have lived to tell the tail and are glad they did. they all thought there was nothing in their future and almost all of them were wrong.

i know its not that simple and i wont even pretend i understand what you are going through, but know that you are not alone and know that people love you, even if you dont know them. most importantly know that there is SO MUCH fun stuff to do before you die. get yourself a bucket list at least :wink:

i cant wait to read about all the things you have done that i wish i had!
if you dont post publicly about them then i want a PM at least!


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Re: Does this look lethal to you? [Re: greenladel]
    #26929773 - 09/11/20 10:55 AM (3 years, 4 months ago)

:sad:I'm just now looking at this thread and can't help but fear the worst. One thing I love about this community is how relative strangers go to all lengths to try and help. Godspeed OP...whatever your decision was.


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Re: Does this look lethal to you? [Re: Thayendanegea]
    #26929790 - 09/11/20 11:03 AM (3 years, 4 months ago)

We may never know what happened but I'm glad this person at least received positive advice here.


A thread here that will always haunt me is WakeboardrB's final thread, not too long after he killed a would-be home invader in self-defense.
https://www.shroomery.org/forums/showflat.php/Number/16411186


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Re: Does this look lethal to you? [Re: psi]
    #26930051 - 09/11/20 01:55 PM (3 years, 4 months ago)

I second this. I hope youre okay, OP.



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Re: Does this look lethal to you? [Re: birdeatingspider]
    #26930072 - 09/11/20 02:11 PM (3 years, 4 months ago)

Dont do it op. We are all here for you <3


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Re: Does this look lethal to you? [Re: spirit_shadow] * 1
    #26930083 - 09/11/20 02:21 PM (3 years, 4 months ago)

Just want to share mndfreezes RIP list from last year... It has taken many lives to get to where our response is with this matter. I commend those who responded here.

We're all here for you, OP.  Shroomery Strong.


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Dreamer987
Jeelix
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Mr Mushrooms
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Enter
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Jamio
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Nirvhead
mattritt
LakeViewMJ
Diploid
ZippoZ
GnuBobo
zappaisgod
AheardOfYaks
Acidic_Sloth
OrgasmicBanana
mile69
Morbiddoctor
Solitude
Dankington
Rob Cypher
Pseudopod
ThatKidWithTheFace
Shlong
Toilet duk/Le canard
Cyclohexylamine/Tymoteusz3
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Re: Does this look lethal to you? [Re: birdeatingspider]
    #26931896 - 09/12/20 02:01 PM (3 years, 4 months ago)

OP where are you?
is your name chris? PM me if it is.
hope you are still here :/


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