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Lucidsid420
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Does this look lethal to you? 1
#26914988 - 09/03/20 05:50 AM (3 years, 4 months ago) |
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Re: Does this look lethal to you? [Re: Lucidsid420] 1
#26914991 - 09/03/20 05:57 AM (3 years, 4 months ago) |
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Depends, is it some kind of distillate, some kind of narcotic, is it apple juice? No one can tell by just the pic. But if you don’t know what it is - would be reckless & stupid to find out by using it.
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What's up, OP, how are you?
Life getting you down?
Feel free let it out here, many are here help and offer kind words.
Welcome to Shroomery!
I hope you stay for a while.
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Asante
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A brown liquid in a syringe is usually heroin and your syringe is filled to absolute maximum capacity.
You're not going to commit suicide by heroin injection are you?

Shroomery Suicide Prevention Thread
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Re: Does this look lethal to you? [Re: Asante] 1
#26915006 - 09/03/20 06:19 AM (3 years, 4 months ago) |
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Look, if you're suicidal, and can't or won't call a friend or relative, call 911 on yourself.
Being acutely suicidal is a VALID reason to call 911 as it constitutes a life threatening emergency.
If you got a syringe maxed out with heroin and paper and pen for the goodbye note I implore you to not do it but to seek help to try get your life back on the rails. Even if you're a puppet of that guy I had multiple disagreements with. That means nothing in thre face of life and death
DON'T COMMIT SUICIDE.
Let life be pried from your cold dead hands, dont seek death out if you can in any way help it.
Get help man, seriously.
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Lucidsid420
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Re: Does this look lethal to you? [Re: Asante] 1
#26915021 - 09/03/20 06:36 AM (3 years, 4 months ago) |
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No no suicide for me no worries. That'd be a hell of a way to go out though...
Downloaded off the internet. Just curious why so much loaded up...
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Re: Does this look lethal to you? [Re: Lucidsid420]
#26915026 - 09/03/20 06:41 AM (3 years, 4 months ago) |
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If in case you're still planning a suicide: don't do it.
Totally looks like a suicide photo.
If thats heroin, that totally looks lethal too, for nontolerant folks.
For days I'm envisioning a guy taking an IM OD of heroin, I hope that's not you.
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Re: Does this look lethal to you? [Re: Lucidsid420]
#26915039 - 09/03/20 06:52 AM (3 years, 4 months ago) |
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Lucidsid420 said:
Downloaded off the internet. Just curious why so much loaded up...
Can't find it on the internet but, maximally filled syringe of suggestive brown liquid, paper and pen for the goodbye note, that picture screams suicide - since you ask.
I ask that this is still you in that position, to not do it but choose life instead,. no matter how hard it may seem. The Afterlife is patient and the longer you wait the better it gets.
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Re: Does this look lethal to you? [Re: Asante] 1
#26915042 - 09/03/20 06:54 AM (3 years, 4 months ago) |
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Or just tolerance. Shit never stops building with opioids/opiates
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Re: Does this look lethal to you? [Re: Dark_Star] 1
#26915043 - 09/03/20 06:56 AM (3 years, 4 months ago) |
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Maximally filled though? Wouldnt he just get a bigger syringe?
If that's a 2ml syringe there can easily be over a gram of H in there, not counting Fentanyl.
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Re: Does this look lethal to you? [Re: Asante] 1
#26915045 - 09/03/20 07:07 AM (3 years, 4 months ago) |
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Yeah man, that’s common as fuck amongst hardcore junkies. At least with heroin. At my worst my syringes looked like that, as did a lot of people I knew. This was heroin & not fentanyl though.
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Re: Does this look lethal to you? [Re: Dark_Star] 1
#26915095 - 09/03/20 07:50 AM (3 years, 4 months ago) |
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The whole vibe man.. A newbies first post, mood tag Drunk, "does this look lethal", a setup for what seems a maximal heroin dose with pen and paper, makes a second post assuring its not him then logs off.
Says he got the image off the internet, image search is negative.
Posts from an IP a noteworthy member posted from, acquainted with heroin, last post yeaterday.
Bad vibes throughout.
Its like someone we know got drunk and found the courage to off himself. 
REALLY dont like the vibe of this.
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Lucidsid420
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Re: Does this look lethal to you? [Re: Asante] 1
#26915124 - 09/03/20 08:03 AM (3 years, 4 months ago) |
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You don't believe in euthenasia bro?
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Re: Does this look lethal to you? [Re: Lucidsid420]
#26915136 - 09/03/20 08:08 AM (3 years, 4 months ago) |
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Welcome back.
I completely believe in euthanasia, and in fact I legally authorized the euthanasia of my mother and oversaw it in that it was done right.
I'm 100% in favor of euthanasia if the time is there.
But, my mother had dead tisue rotting inside of her, she was on life support with a great number of IV bags and IV syringe machines pumping drugs into her, bed positioned feet over head, nech swollen to engulf her chin, emergency surgery unstitched in case there was a glimmer of hope to go back in.
That was her situation.
A situation where there was no way out.
Are you sure you are absolutely at the utmost end of your rope?
Is the story of your life over, or have you lost hope?
Whats going on in your life?
Want to talk?
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Lucidsid420
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Re: Does this look lethal to you? [Re: Asante] 1
#26915163 - 09/03/20 08:22 AM (3 years, 4 months ago) |
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TBI. Significant TBI.. I live in a mental hell bro. Psychotic thoughts severe social anxiety.. persistent acute mental anguish.. it was a bad car wreck
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Re: Does this look lethal to you? [Re: Lucidsid420] 2
#26915210 - 09/03/20 09:03 AM (3 years, 4 months ago) |
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Lucidsid420 said: TBI. Significant TBI.. I live in a mental hell bro. Psychotic thoughts severe social anxiety.. persistent acute mental anguish.. it was a bad car wreck
I have a good friend who was once in this position. She came out the other side of it into spontaneous enlightenment, a la Eckhart Tolle.
She's the happiest person I know now.
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Re: Does this look lethal to you? [Re: Lucidsid420] 2
#26915275 - 09/03/20 09:51 AM (3 years, 4 months ago) |
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Lucidsid420 said: TBI. Significant TBI.. I live in a mental hell bro. Psychotic thoughts severe social anxiety.. persistent acute mental anguish.. it was a bad car wreck
I lived most of my life in a mental hell, but I managed to get out of it with a lot of self help and entheogens played a role in that.
Traumatic brain injury can be had with a far more positive mindset. Your mindset is changable because the parts of your biocomputer that still function right are reprogrammable.
What you describe, psychotic thoughts, severe social anxiety and that it keeps on tormenting you, thats where I came from man.
Note the from.
Please get help for yourself, squirt that death syringe out across the room and get help for yourself.
Look if its your time I cannot stop you, and if its your time then that is fine but, I must urge you to dispose irreversibly of that OD and get help for your issues.
Its mental man, mental can change. Theres people with unspeakable disabilities competing in te paralympics. They have Hope.
You can manufacture closure experiences for what ails you which shield you from the hurt of them and start anew.
We must urge you, to the utmost, to not give up on us, all 7.7 billion of us, on that fantastic gem of a planet.

Go do something else instead, somwthing out of your loop of usual activities.
Go sit on a bench in the park or by the water and just listen to the birds.
Something else.
If there is any part of you no matter how small that wants to live, squirt that syringe across the room shouting I WANT TO LIVE and then get help.
If you dont have understanding friends to fall back on, 911 if you have to if you cannot contain yourself.
If otherwise, dial a suicide hotline.
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WhiskeyClone said: Suicide is a topic that comes up often here, so please, before you do anything drastic, talk to somebody. You are not alone, and there are services to help you.
There is always someone to talk to, 24/7, at National Suicide Prevention Lifeline. Call if you're concerned about yourself, or somebody else. It's free, and confidential.
1-800-273-8255
And it's not just for concerns about suicide, they can also help with:
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- Relationship problems
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Click here for more information about the National Suicide Prevention Lifeline.
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Re: Does this look lethal to you? [Re: Asante] 1
#26915310 - 09/03/20 10:23 AM (3 years, 4 months ago) |
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Haldol for bedtime, valium for breakfast, gone are the psychotic thoughts and social anxieties.
Get help man. Even if talk therapy wont work there are pills who help.
I urge you to seek out help at all cost, please do not do it under any circumstances, but if you are unstoppable in your hunger for death I wish you a safe and secure journey to the Great Beyond, blessed by the Lord our God.
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Re: Does this look lethal to you? [Re: Asante] 1
#26915334 - 09/03/20 10:39 AM (3 years, 4 months ago) |
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A TBI can cause all sorts of hell for certain, but although neurons don't grow back, it is known they make new pathways/circuits that can lead to near normal or normal function again, but it takes time my friend, the axons on neurons grow very slowly, so generating these new circuits takes time. Physical therapy can also force the brain to repurpose an existing neural circuit. Depends on severity of TBI and since I do not know your circumstances I won't make assumptions.
You can post on the internet though, including uploading pics, and probably play games, even if they are slower video games that are more story oriented.
I think you may find with the help of a good doctor a combination of meds that makes life tolerable and you able to take joy from what you CAN do, and not just see what you can't do. 
Hoping for the best and you find the will brother.
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Re: Does this look lethal to you? [Re: Ice9] 3
#26915347 - 09/03/20 10:48 AM (3 years, 4 months ago) |
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Talk it out with some people. All of us shroomerites are here for you. Im sure many of us have been through a similar situation (or at least had similar thoughts). It's not worth it. Life can be tough, but life can also be beautiful!!
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