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OfflineJesusFearer
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Need Advice on taking 10g of Golden Teachers for Healing
    #26899926 - 08/26/20 05:27 AM (3 years, 5 months ago)

Hope y’all’re well,

I have aphantasia and aphasia. As such I cannot use my imagination or language ability well. I experience flow, focus, silence, and blackness primarily in my internal world, and I am pretty much completely responsive to the external world, almost completely 0% forethought or predictive ability I posses.
I wish to experience images and sounds in my internal world eyes closed. Last time I saw closed eye colors came from 2 tabs of LSD in 2013(my only lvl 4 trip). That trip and a car crash tripped schizophrenic hallucinations. Got out the ward and had neurologists fix me up a bit, and now I don’t have an internal world.
Anyway, fear has ruled me from messing around with psychedelics, until a few weeks ago August 2020, I decided to try some and hopefully gain some ability to tap into images and voices I haven’t been able to relate with for awhile. I did 5g of Golden Teachers(Lvl 3 trip), only got feelings of drowning, dying, and being controlled and fooled by everyone. No visions or sounds just a little waviness. It was another bad trip that fed off my last trip (2013) and my schizophrenic delusions.

I was freaked but I did not want to end there, the next day I took 2g and had a 1 hour Level 2 trip( I learned that life is fun at its best and adventurous at its worst). The next day I had 1g (lvl 1 trip) I just talked out loud to myself about how fun life is. A week later I did 6g (lvl 3 trip) and I just felt more strongly that I was being controlled and fooled by everyone.
Then I was doing 1,2,3,4,4 grams day after day and they did nothing but make me heavy and tired, but I couldn’t sleep. This is my 5th day of no sleep. I am now only drinking water for 14 days to hopefully lose my tolerance. Then I hope to do 10g of Golden Teachers to allow me to close my eyes and get images and voices from my internal world.

Some say do it others say I am a fool. I was told to post here and get your experienced advise 12 days to go to 10grams. I weight 250lbs and am 6ft tall 28 years old. I have no responsibility except my 4 kids and wife right now. Super vacation mode, hoping to get back some of my internal world that I have lost from extreme stress and fear of not being able to control my perceptions and delusions

Really I think I am just trying to get to a strong lvl 5 trip and 6g haven’t don’t it for me, and since their is such a tolerance breaking wait for me, I would rather not waste time and shrooms on doing 7-8g and not get the effect I am looking for.

Please ask questions and tell me what I don’t know I don’t know which is a lot,
Wanting your best,
JesusFearer


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Offlineleadorfollow
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Re: Need Advice on taking 10g of Golden Teachers for Healing [Re: JesusFearer]
    #26900124 - 08/26/20 08:49 AM (3 years, 5 months ago)

Hi, sorry to hear you are having a hard time. At a glace - it seems higher doses aren't working - only intensifying your original mindset.

Have you tried micro-dosing :-)

I thought such a low dose would kind of have minimal affect, but it really does bring on an improved perception. I wouldn't rule it out

Im doing .3g (not exactly sure what species) every other day and just continue to go about my business. Try it, give it time, read more about it!


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Re: Need Advice on taking 10g of Golden Teachers for Healing [Re: JesusFearer]
    #26922844 - 09/07/20 11:18 AM (3 years, 4 months ago)

Hi Stranger...After reading your story amd after picking my heart up off the floor,I felt that I should share with you that I am a very new beginner in using shrooms for depression and to wake up my INNER power.  I've never heard of your condition till now. I am so very sorry, thing is I suffer with a bit if that. I have a very hard time with certain thought processes. I will tell you that for me of the 3 types of psilocybin I've tried, with Golden being the most recent, A few weeks ago, I too had a very negative experience with it. But the Penis Envy seem to give me the very most positive, mind opening and a will to want to do. It opened those channels of expression and really feeling the power I've been gifted with and have always really had. I can't wait to do more so I can go deeper. I hope this helps some. I pray you are healed from this debilitation and realize your power even more so than before. It's there, you just have to tap into it. You are blessed, Claim it, take it, run with it.....
Peace,Cindy


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Re: Need Advice on taking 10g of Golden Teachers for Healing [Re: JesusFearer]
    #26925618 - 09/09/20 01:54 AM (3 years, 4 months ago)

dont take any shrooms for 48 hours remain clean. after 48 hours on empty stomach get fresh lemons not bottle lemon or any of that but fresh lemons cut a average size lemon make a lemonade and eat 10g of any shrooms of your choice and drink lemonade report back.


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Re: Need Advice on taking 10g of Golden Teachers for Healing [Re: leadorfollow]
    #26927128 - 09/09/20 08:37 PM (3 years, 4 months ago)

Quote:

leadorfollow said:


Have you tried micro-dosing :-)

Try it, give it time, read more about it!




:whathesaid:


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Re: Need Advice on taking 10g of Golden Teachers for Healing [Re: JesusFearer]
    #26944665 - 09/19/20 06:14 PM (3 years, 4 months ago)

Hi JesusFearer! Your story is very interesting to me and you seem like an extraordinary individual. You articulate yourself quite well despite your aphasia. I am sorry for your car accident and recent troubles. Please tell me, why do you wish to experience images and sound in your internal world eyes closed? Is it so you can return to who you were before? Or is there something specific want to see in your internal world?

Also, please be careful with your dosing of mushrooms. Psychedelics do have tremendous healing potential but in cases like yours I suspect that 'less is more'. Consider microdosing instead of increasing your dose. Your instincts that Golden Teachers can help you are probably correct, but it can backfire if you consume too much.


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Re: Need Advice on taking 10g of Golden Teachers for Healing [Re: pantocyclus]
    #26944757 - 09/19/20 07:03 PM (3 years, 4 months ago)

Buy a trampoline.


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Re: Need Advice on taking 10g of Golden Teachers for Healing [Re: GreenLotus]
    #26986656 - 10/15/20 09:08 AM (3 years, 3 months ago)

My most powerful,healing, life changing, eye opening experience on mushrooms happened when I asked God something related to my issue. He came through and gave me everything I didnt even realize I needed. Ask God to guide your trip and heal the source root of your problem. Ask him to show you what it is to and to know what to do if you need to do anything on your part. It could just be healed through the process. Ask His name and you shall receive, seek and you shall find. May Christ guide you to salvation from your problem my friend, and Ill keep you in prayers when ever you enter my mind. <3

I dont have experience with your problem but it sounds like you are in the midst of a unique form of spiritual warfare. Perhaps those trips where you feel like everyone is controlling you is true in a way. If you let people around you tell you how to feel, or what to do, or even if you just let everyone around you influence you into any direction they go. Then you are allowing everyone to control you. If thats the case then you just need to think for yourself and ask God to help you recognize when you are letting others controll you. You have the power to not let this be. :smile:


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Know thyself. KNOWING is salvation. If you can't come to know the true reality of this realm, in the least know yourself. Know who you are and hold on to that knowing unto death.


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