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Re: TRUE CONFESSlONS - of an amateur mycologist [Re: Wall.E] 1
#26896788 - 08/24/20 10:27 AM (3 years, 6 months ago) |
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My drugs of choice are booze and testosterone. I figure if women can take it to "become" something that they're not, why the fuck is it unacceptable for someone like me to take it to be more of what I already am?
I really need to stop drinking though, test is here for life though. I'm 41 and have the body of a 25 year old, I'd like to maintain that shit for as far into the future as I can.
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Re: TRUE CONFESSlONS - of an amateur mycologist [Re: jcm4620]
#26896814 - 08/24/20 10:39 AM (3 years, 6 months ago) |
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jcm4620 said: never liked uppers only sold coke to buy heroin lol 300$ a day up the ol arm 🤦🏻♂️🤦🏻♂️🤦🏻♂️god thats depressing if i could have all the $$ back from 25 years of shooting heroin id literally be a millionaire no bullshit i cant even think of it like that tho cuz it really makes me wanna just take this pistol n stick it right in my mouth and just fuckin end it. and i prolly eventually would have if it wasnt for psilocybin
Damm bro, gz on gettin off that shit. I was into pain pills for a long time. Tried heroin and didn't like it. I was disappointed that it wasn't much different than the pain pills. Guess I was expecting something different.
My brother died a few months ago. He never got off the pain pills. Smoked a perc that ended up being counterfeit and was actually fentanyl. Took 2 hits and the shit killed him. Its sad as fuck but at the same time such an eye opener. I could be right there with him... If I could give you a shroom rating I would just for being able to kick that shit.
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Re: TRUE CONFESSlONS - of an amateur mycologist [Re: Doctor Mario]
#26896857 - 08/24/20 10:57 AM (3 years, 6 months ago) |
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ya fuck fent that shit sux ass dope aint even dope anymore its all garbage fent pills and dormin or wtf else ever they cut it with. but honestly tho there is no bettr feeling in the world tho than loaded syringe of pure crystaline heroin not that garbage you buy in bags cut with god knows what but pure pharm grade diacetylmorphine id like to see anyone try that shit without wanting more lol its funny tho when ppl would ask me what its like all i could ever say was well it def dosent suck ppl dont lose everything and everyone cuz its just so horrible feeling lol
but the opioid problem is all by design anyway its not just by chance that we have the biggest problem ever and weve been in afghanistan for 20 yrs. hell opium is the only good thing that even comes out if that god forsaken hell hole. but just as the cia ran coke in the 80s they r runnin dope now and it was all planned out and id stake my life on that claim. i know ppl who served over there and they even told me wtf they were doin shits fucked up
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Re: TRUE CONFESSlONS - of an amateur mycologist [Re: Stipe-n Cap]
#26896859 - 08/24/20 10:58 AM (3 years, 6 months ago) |
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p9hu7 said: My drugs of choice are booze and testosterone. I figure if women can take it to "become" something that they're not, why the fuck is it unacceptable for someone like me to take it to be more of what I already am?
I really need to stop drinking though, test is here for life though. I'm 41 and have the body of a 25 year old, I'd like to maintain that shit for as far into the future as I can.
I’ve always been on a weight seesaw. I can put on and drop fairly quick. I can also build muscle fast so I used to slide up and down depending on how physical a job I was working. Now that I’m unemployed (soon hopefully self employed) it’s time to stick with the weight training. I’m 41 as well and having been 255 in my mid 30’s I don’t want to end up there anymore. Plus I sleep better and feel better when I’m trying to be active. Time for me to go do some concentration curls and hit the legs.
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Re: TRUE CONFESSlONS - of an amateur mycologist [Re: Pastywhyte]
#26896865 - 08/24/20 11:00 AM (3 years, 6 months ago) |
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its funny pasty i never pictured u looking like anything other than scarface till now lol
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Re: TRUE CONFESSlONS - of an amateur mycologist [Re: jcm4620]
#26896875 - 08/24/20 11:02 AM (3 years, 6 months ago) |
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Naw I’m 6’2” with a shaved head and lots of tattoos.
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Re: TRUE CONFESSlONS - of an amateur mycologist [Re: Pastywhyte]
#26896906 - 08/24/20 11:15 AM (3 years, 6 months ago) |
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If I don't train myself daily I get depressed and start boozing like a pirate. Having test in my body motivates me to work hard, allows me to work hard, and dissuades me from drinking daily because mixing the two is super bad for the ol internal organs. I'm naturally skinny so if I'm off the rails I get scrawny af.
I'm hung over today because I let my discipline slip, fuckin booze has stolen my future happiness and replaced it with drunken shenanigans.
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Re: TRUE CONFESSlONS - of an amateur mycologist [Re: Stipe-n Cap]
#26896920 - 08/24/20 11:19 AM (3 years, 6 months ago) |
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boy aint we just a group of happy go lucky fuckers😂😂😂
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Re: TRUE CONFESSlONS - of an amateur mycologist [Re: jcm4620]
#26896929 - 08/24/20 11:22 AM (3 years, 6 months ago) |
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Lol, people without problems are boring. We're all like walking talking works of Kintsugi
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Re: TRUE CONFESSlONS - of an amateur mycologist [Re: Stipe-n Cap]
#26896958 - 08/24/20 11:32 AM (3 years, 6 months ago) |
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😂😂 fuckin a man fuckin a
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Re: TRUE CONFESSlONS - of an amateur mycologist [Re: Pastywhyte]
#26897020 - 08/24/20 11:57 AM (3 years, 6 months ago) |
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Pastywhyte said: Naw I’m 6’2” with a shaved head and lots of tattoos.
Lies! you are Tony Montana
I started with Opanas after I told someone I didnt want to do their coke cause I didnt like the comedown. (trying to relate my single bath salt experience) They responded with "oh man, you know whats perfect for coming off coke, fucking OPs man"
I was 18 and ignorantly ended up buying a couple 40's that night that I got a single line out of. Instantly loved every bit of the puking and scratching and fucking god blanket that opiates are..lasted a few months till they started to cost like 100 or better for a 40 OP snorted dope, didnt like it..smoked it and loved it until I had an affair with the needle (from the same guy who introduced me to OPs) that train wreak lasted until 1/31/17 and havent had an opiate since. Just circled the sun for the 27th time earlier this month with no sights set on them eiher
I confess: The old LC to 10 days post PC oats are taking off, not as much as I would expect from 10cc per quart but we'll see how they do. Been having a hell of a time trying to stay motivated for awhile now. Plates overgrown sitting in SAB waiting for transfers for about a week now...
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Re: TRUE CONFESSlONS - of an amateur mycologist [Re: jcm4620]
#26897023 - 08/24/20 12:02 PM (3 years, 6 months ago) |
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I spend way too much time deciphering molecular structures I've spotted in the wild. Today I've seen a woman with a tattoo of what seemed to be a THC molecule (spanning her whole shoulder) and identified a graffiti of toluidine (benzol ring with CH3 and NH2 sticking out).
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Re: TRUE CONFESSlONS - of an amateur mycologist [Re: Gan]
#26897027 - 08/24/20 12:04 PM (3 years, 6 months ago) |
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Gan said: Glad I'm not the only one. I was high most every second of the day when I wasn't at work. A functional high. I was like that for years. Then one day I just started getting bad paranoia and anxiety out of nowhere. Now, I havent bought bud in about a year, and have smoked maybe 4 or 5 times in the last 6 months. I still get bad paranoia and anxiety. No clue why cause I'm the most relaxed and happiest I've been in a while right now with life. Shit is weird man
Happens to me. I've noticed a correlation between the paranoia/anxiety and my caffeine intake.
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Re: TRUE CONFESSlONS - of an amateur mycologist [Re: Camera93]
#26897028 - 08/24/20 12:05 PM (3 years, 6 months ago) |
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It's almost like we need a thread for all addicts, current and former and how psilocybin has helped us kick our habits. These threads fill up quickly with this rofl. Guess we're not too much different
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Re: TRUE CONFESSlONS - of an amateur mycologist [Re: Wall.E] 1
#26897031 - 08/24/20 12:08 PM (3 years, 6 months ago) |
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<--- hasnt shot smack in almost 20yrs...
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Re: TRUE CONFESSlONS - of an amateur mycologist [Re: LotKid]
#26897049 - 08/24/20 12:23 PM (3 years, 6 months ago) |
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lol thatd be every thread myc lol <------ almost 4 years no smack but i went 25 yrs where i never missed a day of doin dope only times i was dope sick was cuz i couldnt get any lol i had fuckn ppl all over town if 1 was out id just go somewhere else id have dope dealers callin me with deals n shit tryn to get me to go to them.
this is no lie
in one of the projects here they had free bags on sundays you should have seen the ppl lined up man it was insane. then the same ppl even had punch cards for every 12 bags ud buy u could hand the cards in on the sunday giveaway and get 2 xtra bags with ur free 1
of coarse that lasted all of about a year and they all got busted lol there was even a story in the paper about it lol what a bunch of dumb fucks but they had to have made so much $$ it was crazy the amount of ppl in line
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Re: TRUE CONFESSlONS - of an amateur mycologist [Re: jcm4620]
#26897064 - 08/24/20 12:31 PM (3 years, 6 months ago) |
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Looooooool. Youre not kidding jcm
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Re: TRUE CONFESSlONS - of an amateur mycologist [Re: Wall.E]
#26897069 - 08/24/20 12:34 PM (3 years, 6 months ago) |
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no man im dead fuckin serious il see if i can find the paper article if i can il link it i swear im not putting yall on here
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Re: TRUE CONFESSlONS - of an amateur mycologist [Re: jcm4620]
#26897073 - 08/24/20 12:37 PM (3 years, 6 months ago) |
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Re: TRUE CONFESSlONS - of an amateur mycologist [Re: jcm4620]
#26897102 - 08/24/20 12:57 PM (3 years, 6 months ago) |
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Lol I had a friend that moved to Rockford for a few months and said he’d be sitting on a wall waiting on his dealer and in 20 mins two cars pulled over and gave him free sample bags and phone numbers.
Now I confess Ive got about 15 quart jars in the garage full of moldy grain along with probably 10 tubs with dried mold stuck to them. Everytime shit popped up and I was too lazy to deal with it I’d just toss it in the garage.
I want them all back for gourmets right now but don’t want to go near them but can’t find more at the store and can’t really afford to buy more right now anyway.
One of the things I miss about having a girl living with me is their compulsive need to clean and arrange stuff.
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