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Re: Bad trip I’m trying to make sense of [Re: Cherry44]
#26893562 - 08/22/20 12:57 PM (3 years, 5 months ago) |
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That was ego damage, not ego death. I don't think the ego can ever actually die, it just gets broken, then heals. i don't know ypu well enough to know what was trying to be revealed. But i would suggest doing things to lift yourself up, dedicate your whole being to yourself. Pick up a hobby, old or new, put on some tunes and dance with yourself while cooking a healthy meal, go eenjoy the sun and trees, moon and stars. Practice self love, but dont mistake it for apathy. Be present to the moment. Its all you have.
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Re: Bad trip I’m trying to make sense of [Re: Cherry44] 1
#26893581 - 08/22/20 01:05 PM (3 years, 5 months ago) |
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It's not necessarily "trying" to show you anything. It just gives you a pathway to follow to greater illumination. But whether you take the pathway is all up to you. And "ego death" is unmistakable if it happens.
Mushrooms are emotional amplifiers. If you had underlying anxiety it will bring it out. But it also gives you a way to see through it and make changes, from the outside as it were. Still, this really works best at higher dosages, so don't be concerned about taking too much - take as much as you feel comfortable with, integrate the experience, then increase the dosage slightly and see what happens.
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Re: Bad trip I’m trying to make sense of [Re: PrimalSoup]
#26893589 - 08/22/20 01:12 PM (3 years, 5 months ago) |
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"The mushroom journey is an individual's journey within"
They are a mirror
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Re: Bad trip I’m trying to make sense of [Re: Cherry44]
#26893591 - 08/22/20 01:14 PM (3 years, 5 months ago) |
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Cherry44 said: I think I definitely took my partner and life for granted before, now realised even though it was a horrible bad trip it did show me that. What do you think it was trying to show me ?
There you go. You did it. There's a lot of folks who get caught up in the negative and let these experiences ruin them. But, does a parent intend to ruin you with a hard lesson? I imagine not. It's kind of like that, you see. If say you're ready to move on, just be happy that all that time you spent in confusion lead to that epiphany. That's beautiful. You'll find that a lot of folks find the most benefit coming from AFTER the peak. After the most intense of effects. With that in mind if you do decide to do it again, just be happy,relax, and find the dose that feels right to you. My first dose was 7 grams as I was unaware. It was challenging, much like the one you describe. But I never gave up. And I'll tell you nothing is quite like that first time. It reminds me of a rollercoaster. It's that suspension of belief that makes it enjoyable but if you keep in mind that it's safe and you'll only come back down in the end to where you began. Idk about you but rollercoasters make me giggle
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Craziness
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Re: Bad trip I’m trying to make sense of [Re: Cherry44] 1
#26894882 - 08/23/20 07:26 AM (3 years, 5 months ago) |
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I wouldn’t get caught up in the whole ego death thing. It’s kind of a trap. You were still aware of yourself so, ego. You got your understanding of how things work questioned. At the end of the day we’re all still us living our lives here etc. Focus on living a healthy fulfilling life and doing what you can to help others.
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Re: Bad trip I’m trying to make sense of [Re: Amanita86]
#26895155 - 08/23/20 10:41 AM (3 years, 5 months ago) |
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I really dont believe bad tripps i believe tripps that are very overwhelming are trying to help you learn things about your self an analyze your life as well or put you in check.
Every tripp i have thats overwhelming is something i appreciated because it only makes you stronger knowing that you can overcome any thing if you can overcome your tripp an take the lesson you learned as well that the mushroom has shown you.
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Re: Bad trip I’m trying to make sense of [Re: Mach z 800]
#26895159 - 08/23/20 10:42 AM (3 years, 5 months ago) |
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Mach z 800 said: I really dont believe bad tripps i believe tripps that are very overwhelming are trying to help you learn things about your self an analyze your life as well or put you in check.
Every tripp i have thats overwhelming is something i appreciated because it only makes you stronger knowing that you can overcome any thing if you can overcome your tripp an take the lesson you learned as well that the mushroom has shown you.
very well put my friend
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Re: Bad trip I’m trying to make sense of [Re: Mach z 800]
#26895182 - 08/23/20 11:00 AM (3 years, 5 months ago) |
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Yes 100% I completely agree with you! Do you think it normal to get you understanding how things work questioned during a trip ? Do you think I was in any danger could I have a actually physically died from overdose during the trip ?
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Re: Bad trip I’m trying to make sense of [Re: Cherry44]
#26895201 - 08/23/20 11:06 AM (3 years, 5 months ago) |
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"Mushrooms are a food, eat until you are full" -RogerRabbit
You cannot physically overdose on mushrooms... Unless you eat enough to pop your stomach... But thats another problem entirely.
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Re: Bad trip I’m trying to make sense of [Re: tryptkaloids]
#26895207 - 08/23/20 11:08 AM (3 years, 5 months ago) |
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The people who you hear about not coming back from psychedelics are the people who have underlying mental illness like schizophrenia that they are unaware of. It doesnt make them have schizophrenia, it shows them they have it
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Re: Bad trip I’m trying to make sense of [Re: Cherry44]
#26895268 - 08/23/20 11:45 AM (3 years, 5 months ago) |
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Mach z 800 said: I really dont believe bad tripps i believe tripps that are very overwhelming are trying to help you learn things about your self an analyze your life as well or put you in check.
Every tripp i have thats overwhelming is something i appreciated because it only makes you stronger knowing that you can overcome any thing if you can overcome your tripp an take the lesson you learned as well that the mushroom has shown you.
I feel the same way. The mushrooms or whatever it happens to be just offers up thoughts and feelings. It’s how you react to it that makes it a ‘good trip’ or a ‘bad trip’. The ball is in your court when it comes down to action. “You don’t have to believe everything you think.” It’s really just an intense brainstorming session where you get a different angle to view things..
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Cherry44 said: Yes 100% I completely agree with you! Do you think it normal to get you understanding how things work questioned during a trip ? Do you think I was in any danger could I have a actually physically died from overdose during the trip ?
Depends on how you reacted. Sounds like you reacted well to it physically. The whole point (for me at least) is to get what I believe questioned. The bullshit goes up in flames and what seems to be resounding truth grows stronger in foundation. There’s a reason these things are used as religious sacraments. As far as physical danger psilocybin mushrooms aren’t poisonous so no danger there. The only possible danger is in how you choose to react.
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Re: Bad trip I’m trying to make sense of [Re: Cherry44]
#26895330 - 08/23/20 12:17 PM (3 years, 5 months ago) |
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Cherry44 said: Do you think it normal to get you understanding how things work questioned during a trip ? Do you think I was in any danger could I have a actually physically died from overdose during the trip ?
Of course. Certainly not.
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Re: Bad trip I’m trying to make sense of [Re: PrimalSoup]
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#26895388 - 08/23/20 01:06 PM (3 years, 5 months ago) |
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Mach z 800 said: I really dont believe bad tripps i believe tripps that are very overwhelming are trying to help you learn things about your self an analyze your life as well or put you in check.
Every tripp i have thats overwhelming is something i appreciated because it only makes you stronger knowing that you can overcome any thing if you can overcome your tripp an take the lesson you learned as well that the mushroom has shown you.
very well put my friend
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Re: Bad trip I’m trying to make sense of [Re: InnerWisdom]
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Re: Bad trip I’m trying to make sense of [Re: Cherry44]
#26895397 - 08/23/20 01:16 PM (3 years, 5 months ago) |
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Yeah bro, with my limited experience I think it is like with any other challenge or skill in life that it comes with experience. Gotta go in there and swim a little

That being said I have been a gigantic pussy myself the last month, in this regard. Next week I'mma do it !! 
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Re: Bad trip I’m trying to make sense of [Re: InnerWisdom]
#26895429 - 08/23/20 01:38 PM (3 years, 5 months ago) |
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I think no matter the experience you occasionally get that curve ball where it’s like what the fuck was that about?
And the shrooms etc are like, caught you slippin’
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Re: Bad trip I’m trying to make sense of [Re: Amanita86]
#26895437 - 08/23/20 01:44 PM (3 years, 5 months ago) |
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Now I wanna trip so hard and it's too late for this weekend again! Fuck me.. I have to trip my balls off next, I just gotta do it. Do it man !
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