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Been thinking about LSD after many years.
#26890071 - 08/20/20 01:12 PM (3 years, 5 months ago) |
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2011-2013 I went hard, eventually buying by the sheet.
I haven't tripped for almost 5 years now. It was kinda like a "once you get the message, hang up the phone" kinda thing.
....The last few weeks though, Idk, just been having memories of trips and having a strong strange desire to jump back in. Maybe It's because I feel I'm kind of at a crossroads in my life. A lot has changed.
I simultaneously don't remember what it's like as well while feeling as if it'd be like revisiting an old friend I know well.
Anyone ever take years or substantial amount of time off and then come back? How were the experiences?
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Re: Been thinking about LSD after many years. [Re: TheMule73] 1
#26890076 - 08/20/20 01:17 PM (3 years, 5 months ago) |
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Get the message, be the message, spread the message!
I sometimes take a few years off but I generally come back to psychedelics because they are always deeply valuable.
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Re: Been thinking about LSD after many years. [Re: The Blind Ass]
#26890082 - 08/20/20 01:20 PM (3 years, 5 months ago) |
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There's more messages.
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Re: Been thinking about LSD after many years. [Re: Crazy_Horse]
#26890085 - 08/20/20 01:21 PM (3 years, 5 months ago) |
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I can still hear it now...there’s one more shout coming!
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Re: Been thinking about LSD after many years. [Re: The Blind Ass]
#26890171 - 08/20/20 02:15 PM (3 years, 5 months ago) |
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The last few weeks though, Idk, just been having memories of trips and having a strong strange desire to jump back in. Maybe It's because I feel I'm kind of at a crossroads in my life. A lot has changed.
ive been feeling the same way lately. In fact i've had a 1/2 sheet of 200 mic tabs sitting in a darknet market cart for over two weeks now but i just can't pull the trigger. A big part of me wants to go again, but the other part of me just doesnt want to deal with it anymore. Hell I bought 1.5 oz's of MDMA crystal in march, capped up 10 doses of it, and still have yet to take one. The want is there but the drive to actually go do it isnt lol
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Re: Been thinking about LSD after many years. [Re: coda]
#26890225 - 08/20/20 02:51 PM (3 years, 5 months ago) |
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Op,yes. Before this year it was 5+ years since I tripped. This year with all the free time I figured I would give it another shot..... /10 would do again
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Re: Been thinking about LSD after many years. [Re: TheMule73]
#26890231 - 08/20/20 02:53 PM (3 years, 5 months ago) |
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TheMule73 said: It was kinda like a "once you get the message, hang up the phone" kinda thing.
....The last few weeks though, the phone started ringing again
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Re: Been thinking about LSD after many years. [Re: TheMule73]
#26890361 - 08/20/20 04:38 PM (3 years, 5 months ago) |
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I had just gotten into LSD right prior to the Pickard bust. Being in Texas, which is close to Kansas, I'm guessing that most (if not all even) the LSD we were getting was from the Pickard operations. I mean who knows though, but that would be my guess.
Then the Pickard bust happened and I shit you not I didn't find LSD again for like 8 years. It drove me crazy because I wanted some so bad, but ultimately that shortage did lead me here, which led me to learning how to grow my own mushrooms. So that's something positive to take from that dearth of LSD that I saw in the aftermath of that bust, which from what I could tell, had a massive impact on LSD availability for most here in the states at that time. And it lasted for years.
But I never stopped thinking about finding some and eventually I finally did.
Psychedelics are one of my great loves in life and I feel like I'd like to continue with them in some capacity until I'm gone.
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Re: Been thinking about LSD after many years. [Re: TheMule73]
#26890453 - 08/20/20 05:32 PM (3 years, 5 months ago) |
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“[P]sychedelic experience is only a glimpse of genuine mystical insight, but a glimpse which can be matured and deepened by the various ways of meditation in which drugs are no longer necessary or useful. When you get the message, hang up the phone. For psychedelic drugs are simply instruments, like microscopes, telescopes, and telephones. The biologist does not sit with eye permanently glued to the microscope; he goes away and works on what he has seen.”
- Alan Watts
I think when Alan Watts originally made the phone reference that is often quoted in these circles, he wasn't implying people walk away from psychedelics forever, or that psychedelics are even the primary way to get 'the message'. I think the original meaning has drifted away from us overtime, but the advice is sound. Don't stay on the phone all day, everyday when there are other ways to communicate and other things to do. But phones are a pretty useful tool for communication when the situation demands it.
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Re: Been thinking about LSD after many years. [Re: PatrickKn]
#26890825 - 08/20/20 09:43 PM (3 years, 5 months ago) |
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I did not know the original usage, so thank you for that.
Nevertheless, yes, I would be quite slow to believe that when he used the compariskn to a biologist that he didn't consider the biologist is likely to return to that same microscope for tens of not hundreds of other insights in the future.
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Re: Been thinking about LSD after many years. [Re: TheMule73]
#26890912 - 08/20/20 11:28 PM (3 years, 5 months ago) |
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I normally get really into psychedelics for about 8 months, stop for awhile and then get back into them again. I've been doing this pattern repeatedly for awhile now. I haven't trip in a couple of years and about a couple of weeks ago I got a strong desire to explore them again. So, I got some DMT(haven't broken through yet) and I plan to pick some LSD, shrooms, a few bridgesii cuttings and some Syrian Rue next week. I'm looking forward to trying mescaline and LSD together, something I've been wanting to try for a long time. I'll make sure to write up a trip report when I do it. I think I haven't even scratch the surface of everything psychedelics have to offer me. So, I'll continue to explore them until I do.
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Re: Been thinking about LSD after many years. [Re: no_one]
#26903448 - 08/28/20 03:33 AM (3 years, 4 months ago) |
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I lost my connection my last purchase was 2 sheets and I ate 95% of it less than 2 months and saved the last of it for a trip with the next girl I fell in love with so it just be that much more special then my mom found it and threw it away. I’m so upset cuz I don’t have anymore and I have no clue what the hell to do about it cuz I can’t find it anywhere and I haven’t the slightest clue how To even get on the dark web or even learn how to
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Re: Been thinking about LSD after many years. [Re: TheMule73]
#26903472 - 08/28/20 04:35 AM (3 years, 4 months ago) |
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Same here, its been years since I tripped. Still have half a sheet in the freezer
With having a family now, there just isn't enough time. But when the occasion does arise I get all excited in advance but when the time comes I find myself looking for excuses to not take.
Last couple experiences weren't the best and maybe I am over the whole thing 
But yeah definitely feel ya on getting nostalgic for those magic times of days gone by
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Re: Been thinking about LSD after many years. [Re: Theshrooms420] 2
#26903486 - 08/28/20 04:56 AM (3 years, 4 months ago) |
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If you're eating a sheet a month you probably don't need acid in your life.
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#26903664 - 08/28/20 07:59 AM (3 years, 4 months ago) |
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I had my 1st LSD trip in 1979 at 14yo (half hit of wow only), and then not again until 19yo. I have been doing it on and off ever since. I have also taken years at a time of breaks. I feel like psychedelics reset me in certain ways. I do not think everyone should do them. I have gotten back to LSD since there seems to be a flood of real LSD around again. I'm 55yo by the way. I do think sometimes if I'll still be tripping with my mate and friends in a decade or more. I've asked them and they say yes! I'm sure I'll at least be doing mushrooms occasionally if anything. I like to grow them as well. It would be like making LSD and then taking what you made (or mdma), it's magical. If you do it again, start with half a hit.
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Re: Been thinking about LSD after many years. [Re: larry.fisherman]
#26903669 - 08/28/20 08:05 AM (3 years, 4 months ago) |
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larry.fisherman said: If you're eating a sheet a month you probably don't need acid in your life.
Yeah that's insane, lol.
I don't even know how it's possible. I mean yeah it is possible but in order to put that much in an individual in that short of time would (I would think) equate to a hell of a lot of waste
Like having to eat a ten strip just to feel anything because you've doses 3 times in the past week type of waste
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#26903671 - 08/28/20 08:06 AM (3 years, 4 months ago) |
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Tripsurfer said: Same here, its been years since I tripped. Still have half a sheet in the freezer
With having a family now, there just isn't enough time. But when the occasion does arise I get all excited in advance but when the time comes I find myself looking for excuses to not take.
Last couple experiences weren't the best and maybe I am over the whole thing 
But yeah definitely feel ya on getting nostalgic for those magic times of days gone by
Plus having the responsibilities of a family would definitely color your trips. I can't imagine the anxiety. I'm in a different mindset at my age now and trips seem more full and better to me. I am more settled, responsible, and have a place to trip fully in my own place without fear of parents or something like that making me anxious. We used to drive for hours around town tripping because no one had a place of their own to trip at. Highly dangerous, but I never did more than one usually, and the speed limit was 30mph, no excuse still but man that seemed like a fun and unique time. We did go to parks a lot and park for an hour or two, or other places.
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#26903676 - 08/28/20 08:08 AM (3 years, 4 months ago) |
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larry.fisherman said: If you're eating a sheet a month you probably don't need acid in your life.
Yeah that's insane, lol.
I don't even know how it's possible. I mean yeah it is possible but in order to put that much in an individual in that short of time would (I would think) equate to a hell of a lot of waste
Like having to eat a ten strip just to feel anything because you've doses 3 times in the past week type of waste
Agreed 100%. I never did more than 3 and that was only once or twice. I did trip for a year (with my lsd dealer) every weekend sometimes 2 times a week, but again never more than 1-2 usually.
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Re: Been thinking about LSD after many years. [Re: tyrannicalrex] 1
#26903678 - 08/28/20 08:10 AM (3 years, 4 months ago) |
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tyrannicalrex said: We used to drive for hours around town tripping because no one had a place of their own to trip at. Highly dangerous
Yeah my friends and I would do this shit too growing up. Incredibly dangerous looking back. At the time we were too stupid to even consider that or something. We would eat some acid and then pack a car full of dumb 17 yr olds and go to downtown Dallas at night and just drive and walk around.
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Re: Been thinking about LSD after many years. [Re: Niffla] 2
#26903682 - 08/28/20 08:11 AM (3 years, 4 months ago) |
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HA! us too! The lights were fucking amazing, and we had deep ellum back then too. We would also go to the airport and ride the trams for a few hours. Can't just walk in there and hang out now, lol.
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Re: Been thinking about LSD after many years. [Re: tyrannicalrex]
#26903692 - 08/28/20 08:15 AM (3 years, 4 months ago) |
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tyrannicalrex said: I did trip for a year (with my lsd dealer) every weekend sometimes 2 times a week, but again never more than 1-2 usually.
When I was up in Wyoming for a 2 year job project at the time, I had FINALLY learned to grow mushrooms. And I had a bunch. In the middle of nowhere (well really all of WY is the middle of nowhere...least populated state in the USA). Those mushrooms became my best friend and I tripped pretty much every weekend I was out there 
Good times, good times. I was always a pretty light dosing lightweight though -- a lot of times I'd eat just a gram and a half. In some cases just a gram.
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Re: Been thinking about LSD after many years. [Re: Niffla]
#26903693 - 08/28/20 08:16 AM (3 years, 4 months ago) |
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Yep, I still have never eaten more than 5 grams of mushrooms, only once or twice as well, and the 1st time I did 5 grams was what I grew back in 2003. 2-3.5 is my usual dose for those.
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Re: Been thinking about LSD after many years. [Re: tyrannicalrex]
#26903696 - 08/28/20 08:18 AM (3 years, 4 months ago) |
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tyrannicalrex said: HA! us too! The lights were fucking amazing, and we had deep ellum back then too. We would also go to the airport and ride the trams for a few hours. Can't just walk in there and hang out now, lol.
Lol that's great, dude. Who knows we may have crossed paths in Ellum and didn't even know it. Yes man, the lights!! It was a different world from the suburbs we were coming from. And that is awesome about the airport
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Re: Been thinking about LSD after many years. [Re: tyrannicalrex]
#26903698 - 08/28/20 08:19 AM (3 years, 4 months ago) |
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tyrannicalrex said: Yep, I still have never eaten more than 5 grams of mushrooms, only once or twice as well, and the 1st time I did 5 grams was what I grew back in 2003. 2-3.5 is my usual dose for those.
I have had a legit out of body experience when I ate a little over a half oz dry.....let's just say I have not felt the need to go that deep since lol
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Re: Been thinking about LSD after many years. [Re: spirit_shadow]
#26903699 - 08/28/20 08:21 AM (3 years, 4 months ago) |
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tyrannicalrex said: Yep, I still have never eaten more than 5 grams of mushrooms, only once or twice as well, and the 1st time I did 5 grams was what I grew back in 2003. 2-3.5 is my usual dose for those.
I have had a legit out of body experience when I ate a little over a half oz dry.....let's just say I have not felt the need to go that deep since lol
A half ounce...good lord
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Re: Been thinking about LSD after many years. [Re: Niffla]
#26903700 - 08/28/20 08:21 AM (3 years, 4 months ago) |
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It would have been late 80's to mid 90's for me, and I was 22-30 years old. You're a decade or more younger than me, I think. Who knows though. If you were in deep ellum in that time frame, maybe so. I was boning a lot of chicks back then too.
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Re: Been thinking about LSD after many years. [Re: spirit_shadow]
#26903703 - 08/28/20 08:22 AM (3 years, 4 months ago) |
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Jeebus! No thank you helpy helperton! 5 grams would be my max, and I have been very nervous to go there again.
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Re: Been thinking about LSD after many years. [Re: Niffla]
#26903708 - 08/28/20 08:25 AM (3 years, 4 months ago) |
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tyrannicalrex said: Yep, I still have never eaten more than 5 grams of mushrooms, only once or twice as well, and the 1st time I did 5 grams was what I grew back in 2003. 2-3.5 is my usual dose for those.
I have had a legit out of body experience when I ate a little over a half oz dry.....let's just say I have not felt the need to go that deep since lol
A half ounce...good lord 
You have NO IDEA....I honest to god thought I died lol
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Re: Been thinking about LSD after many years. [Re: tyrannicalrex]
#26903721 - 08/28/20 08:40 AM (3 years, 4 months ago) |
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tyrannicalrex said: It would have been late 80's to mid 90's for me, and I was 22-30 years old. You're a decade or more younger than me, I think. Who knows though. If you were in deep ellum in that time frame, maybe so. I was boning a lot of chicks back then too.
We were going in the late 90's. God Ellum was nuts back then. Then it completely died for a while and has now made a comeback, although the vibe is considerably more hipster (like so many places these days). Back then it was mostly a hard edged metal crowd.
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tyrannicalrex said: Yep, I still have never eaten more than 5 grams of mushrooms, only once or twice as well, and the 1st time I did 5 grams was what I grew back in 2003. 2-3.5 is my usual dose for those.
I have had a legit out of body experience when I ate a little over a half oz dry.....let's just say I have not felt the need to go that deep since lol
A half ounce...good lord 
You have NO IDEA....I honest to god thought I died lol
Shit I think I would've died
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Re: Been thinking about LSD after many years. [Re: Niffla]
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Yeah, it died for me in the early to mid 90's. That hard metal bar and the skinheads, and the hip hop crowd took over just like the music at the time. 85-95 was a very unique time for music and such. Really all of the 80's for me mainly.
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