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Doyledozo
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First real breakthrough... CRS
#26881869 - 08/15/20 03:23 PM (3 years, 5 months ago) |
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I've gotten very comfortable and fearless over the last few weeks. Typical I load up 40mg or so. Just bumped up to 70 ... Ya know... For science. Came back with no memory of it. Anyone else get this?
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FranxLove


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Re: First real breakthrough... CRS [Re: Doyledozo]
#26906119 - 08/29/20 02:20 PM (3 years, 4 months ago) |
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no memory of it...no. Out of 200 dmt trips, I cant say that ever happened.
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Re: First real breakthrough... CRS [Re: FranxLove]
#26906917 - 08/29/20 11:29 PM (3 years, 4 months ago) |
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Yea it can be like that sometimes... can get simply a blank experience, the feeling of being denied or shut out, or no tangible memory of what you may have experienced.
I have different theories based on personal experience that the DMT wasn't that pure, inhaled improperly, or some kind of mental block. Another theory is there's just a blackout threshold.
What's your mental state besides fearless lately? Fearlessness could also be tied to apathy. I think one of my blank trips, I had a totally blank, apathetic mindstate. I think I was depressed and just recklessly loading the DMT expecting it to wow me and was rather disappointed. I'm guessing your disappointment led you to make this post?
Try again later is my advice. Having a blank mindspace can be a good thing, but I think my DMT trips really excel when I have a playful or creative mindstate. It's hard to describe and may just be personal to me.
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redgreenvines
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Re: First real breakthrough... CRS [Re: Icon] 1
#26907286 - 08/30/20 09:03 AM (3 years, 4 months ago) |
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more is not better in every case.
when you hit your sweet spot you know it: everything resonates fantastically and keeps on ringing like a gong.
This rich state where every thought and sensation mingles is amazingly different and complex in each environment each time. A tiny bit more effect will be a breakthrough. More than that goes flat.
When you do go past the sweet spot, the ringing echoes overtake the main signal on all channels and the mind drops off - no awareness - no perception - unconsciousness.
But, if you only took a little too much, you may go back and forth between blackout and really amazing visionary experiences - this is often called breaking through: i.e HIGH -> GONE -> HI AGAIN -> GONE -> HI AGAIN...
that can be excellent. but if you take more than a tad too much it just goes "HIGH -> GONE".
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Ferdinando


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yes 70 mg is blown psychedelia experinece
have the best stash possible
sometimes with lower doses it is better than expected and incredible
you are so happy you get to experience it
and see it
you want 10-20 more mg than this
so if 30 mg does this
puts you in an amazing magical wonderful state
then 40-50
you want to dose high but not that high
I never doses right with it except low
maybe 2 to 5 mg more
and that was like 30 mg
I acknowledge the amazing about psychedelics but after having retired smoked dmt on something else is what is most on my mind
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Re: First real breakthrough... CRS [Re: Ferdinando]
#26907584 - 08/30/20 11:20 AM (3 years, 4 months ago) |
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I've whited out a few times by pushing it too far. Whole world fades to white, then the next moment fades out of white back to this place and I'm sat there all post trip wondering why I even did that.
I find my tolerance is significantly lower outdoors though. If I take the same dose I take on my couch in the garden I'm pretty sure to remember nothing. Hit the vortex moving too quickly.
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