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DJ Ed
Mushroom Engineer


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Re: Every day that goes by seems to make it harder and harder to take the first sip of mushie tea.. [Re: PrimalSoup]
#26884327 - 08/17/20 06:26 AM (3 years, 5 months ago) |
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Happened to me. Phone call from daughter’s school headmistress during school disco night; daughter had accident and had to come home, mum and all the other mothers in the local pub with no phone signal. Me having partaken in 5g dried cubensis.
The peak was on the way down, but all the same. Had a face to face conversation with head teacher. It’s amazing what a shock and adrenaline can do.
DJ Ed
-------------------- “It’s like when you see a mountain lion,” he suggested. “If you run, it will chase you. So you must stand your ground.” Michael Pollan: How To Change Your Mind “The problem is not to find the answer, it’s to face the answer.” Terence McKenna

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WeebleWobble
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Re: Every day that goes by seems to make it harder and harder to take the first sip of mushie tea.. [Re: DJ Ed]
#26884500 - 08/17/20 09:13 AM (3 years, 5 months ago) |
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I feel the same way, good to know I'm not alone...The longer you go, the harder it is to jump back in.
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Eclipse3130
Servant of the Fungi



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Re: Every day that goes by seems to make it harder and harder to take the first sip of mushie tea.. [Re: DJ Ed] 1
#26884510 - 08/17/20 09:20 AM (3 years, 5 months ago) |
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It's just nervousness and respect for me. Nervousness comes before I do anything that could alter my mind, something as small as a microdose of mushrooms I feel the same nervousness. Daily life things as well such as riding a roller coaster, having a tooth pulled, the list goes on. The vast unknown outcome probably creeps in. The thing is the choice is always yours, and you get to choose when you want to trip. Not every trip will be enjoyable and some harsh learning lessons, you realize that will be a possibility.
I use the mushrooms as medicine, when I'm feeling desperate enough, or mentally ill enough I can't find my own way back to my self and happiness, I will turn to them like a therapist. Using them recreationally isn't respectable for me.
Sometimes the best way to do it is spur of the moment, eat them before you have time to think about it and especially for me occupy the body and mind during the come up, usually with a destination in mind. I always have irrational fears floating around in my mind but it's always your choice to observe them and believe in them take them as your minds opinion, which could hold real value to your safety, but remember they are based on traumas, past experiences and irrationality, 2 of which you have grown stronger and wiser from and 1 being sheer fear driven baseless thought 99% of the time your fears never become reality. Trust in this truth
-------------------- "In The Material World One seeks retirement and grows Old In The Magical World One seeks Enlightenment and grows Wiser In The Miraculous World One seeks nothing and grows Lighter As we all tread the Homeward Path we will explore many Realms And one day... we will all Realize that all experiences are Simply Different ways in which The All-That Is Perceives Itself"
Edited by Eclipse3130 (08/17/20 09:28 AM)
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