Some people are just off. One can pick it up quite quickly and nothing against Anime fans. Just watching this video it is something like, I don't feel comfortable around this person. His mannerisms, how he talks, it is off and I have lived around mentally ill people. For some reason they like me for the most part I guess because I just accept them for who they are.
This guy. Just everything in me was have nothing to do with him if I came upon him in real life and those simular. Thank you psychedelics. Is easier to view oneself and others more honestly. The vibes which is an old term but really, through body language and talking one can sense it easily. This guy is just really fucked up.
So on to his life. God the host is like a sane life perserver from from this guy. Some people I have met in my life, you know there is no hope for them and they can't get just the basics of social interaction and living. Violent people I have no tolerance for. And I have been around those that just want to go out and look for a fight. They don't say it but I sense it being drawn to the person and hence, me. So get in where you fit in I would say.
But this is a bit more serious. And no, I am accepting of many people but him and those like him, that are really off, they make psych wards and mental hospitals for a reason.
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Yeah vacationed to Austin last year. No vacations this year which sucks of course but doesn't surprise me. Just a weird vibe there. Not saying it wasn't a fun vacation but went into the city and just wanted to go back to my hostel and the lake and feed ducks and shit. What is with the lone star symbol everywhere one goes? It is like an occult/cult symbol and I get Texas pride but really? Perry threw out of the option of suceeding from the states. That many?
Had fun though, many good people. The ducks and sereneness were better, lol. Like I wrote, just the vibe of the city and this is liberal Austin and I have been to Dallas/Ft. Worth, amazed me to see a black guy in a cowboy outfit and hat and boots. Never seen that before with respect. Carried himself with pride.
Just watching this video again it reminds me of people I just avoid at all costs and that is just the first impression. I always look for an out to get away from sketchy people but of course what some people can do in life is amazing to me.
Used to think people progressed. That inate feeling of human progression spiritually, physically, mentally, but some just go the opposite way and I am no saint. I could choose to like anyone else. But like I said sometimes one reads someone and something just isn't clicking right in their brain. There, done thinking about it. It is making me miserable. God I need a vacation.
Edited by Barnaby (08/13/20 11:13 PM)
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That was fucked up. I had never heard of him, and the video starts out relatively tame, but by the end, holy shit. I was not ready for that conclusion, that has to be one of the worst most fucked up (not to mention depressing) things I've heard in weeks.
Some people are just evil. As much as it's tempting to talk about how weird he looks/acts, there are plenty of weird people with odd looks and odd mannerisms that post cringy shit on youtube who don't methodically slaughter their entire family and plan to shoot up a bunch of kids. I think the real thing here is how purely evil that fucked up shithead is. His nerdy weirdness is like a disguise, it hides how deeply fucking evil he is. And I think if we focus just on his weird mannerisms, we might miss the deeper fucked up shit, like his killing animals, or using firearms in public with zero proper safety while drunk, or pointing real firearms at people with zero fucks given, or him alluding to reading about shootings "filling his mind" with stuff...
On the other hand, you're right, there is something really off about this guy in all of his videos, and I too would have absolutely nothing to do with him. Not to mention that he clearly doesn't give a fuck about proper firearm safety. I mean I guess you might say "of course he doesn't" but if you look at how he's handling those firearms, there is just such a casual total lack of even basic proper firearm use. It's such a blatant disregard that it's almost mindblowing. Anyone who has been around firearms will almost unconsciously obey basic firearm safety, and he just does none of that at all. Just the opposite, he does some of the most unsafe things you can do. That, in and of itself, throws off a ton of red flags. Then again, a lot of stuff in that video throw off a ton of red flags.
I almost wish people didn't make videos about people like this. For one thing, it brings attention to them, and it can end up inspiring others. But more than that, there are so many amazing people doing amazing things who could really use some attention, and I think it's sad that we end up focusing on losers like this asshole instead. I also have the same problem with netflix documentaries about serial killers and shit. I really wish we would totally forget assholes like this loser, and instead make documentaries about awesome people who actually deserve it for doing wonderful things.
Edited by nooneman (08/14/20 02:59 AM)
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