So me and a friend took 2 dried grams each of golden teachers.
Effects came on after 30 mins, mind wandering confusion, looking at the walls with stripes on, they was coming in and out of eachother, looking at a doorframe you could notice the frame flutter left, then flutter back, some insight happened over relationships with girls on how when your growing up you can become so attached and infatuated with someone your talking to just in school yet they never even came to your house, how just flirting and written letters can be enough to cause a heartbreak when the little relationship ends and your 13 years old 😄 Funny to think of.
For some reason looking in the mirror called on both of us, we was intrigued to find out what we'd see. My friend went first, a few minutes later said, 'you need to go and look at the mirror and tell me what you see' So I stared at the mirror, seen my pupils like big black wholes with barely any outer blue left. First I could tell what I'd look like as an elderly man, then my face changed as if I was looking back at myself but poking my face through like 'surprise, boo, I'm here' then my facial features started to dissapear and in came through a completely didifferent face looking at me, it gave me the idea that maybe this is tapping into something deeply mysterious maybe inviting in spirits by mirror looking on Psilocybin, but another part of me knew I was just staring myself in the face and my brain was just having a hard time interpreting what's actually in the reflection.
I came from the mirror and confirmed I seen another person come through in the mirror and he saw he same however my friend saw an Egyptian looking face similar to his, with jewels on his cheeks, some sort of Egyptian prince, followed by an Egyptian cat for a face... We wondered if it has some spiritual connection and if Egyptians actually have something going on in the psychedelic headspace...
We read online looking in the mirror isn't recommended and is stuff of urban legend, and can be psychologically traumatizing... We was still tempted to take a few more looks, and what we began to see was harrowing, unspeakable, frightening, warped, nasty images come through looking at the mirror, we could both handle it but could understand why some people would be vulnerable to going completely insane from seeing this... We just looked at it as, we can stare evil/death/devil in the face no problem and then we ended up finished with the idea of looking in the mirror.
Next, the come down, afterglow, was the most amazing part, complete and utter clarity on my own life and what to do going forward. The mushroom spirit was like 'So you needed to grow your own mushrooms, to be told, you already know what it is your not doing, so I'll be the thing to tell you yes you need to go and do it and make the change now not at some point in the future, it shown me why I didn't do the necessary things I needed to do, such as a lot of hard times in life and a medical condition that made it harder to do things but the mushro simply said 'yeah but you could still do more to help yourself, simple, you don't look after yourself, you don't even try, you just suffer when you don't have to nowhere near as much' 'Take action, don't let these issues grow into bigger monsters than what they are, nothings gonna change unless I change now and stop putting these changes you know you need to make to some point in future cos can you tell it's never going to come'
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So what do you think is happening when you look in the mirror?
Anyone got any insight on what actually has happened in this trip, is it spiritual guidance of some sort?
Edited by EvolvingVRNode (08/09/20 01:45 PM)
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