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trauma, dissociative amnesia, brink of depression -shrooms brought me back to happiness - and smells!
    #26845665 - 07/26/20 08:07 AM (3 years, 6 months ago)

A report of my last two years, most difficult years of my life. And how shrooms have brought me back to happiness:

Utter disrespect of my 3 elder siblings during inheritance issue had been traumatic, head spinning continuously in utter disbelieve and despair. No way to sleep unless smoking herb until near unconscious. Already 10 months into that a weekend with "friends' during which I had felt just as disrespected led to a state of fugue for a day or two. That had triggered dissociative amnesia, forgot much of last 20 years and then only slowly found out that I was almost completely unable to form new memories. That finally deprived me of confidence and I was at brink of depression.
Decided to simply go out and "do", to regain confidence. Worked alright. Knew that both shrooms and meditating would help me but for many months had felt too fragile, was not ready for either. Finally then had felt confident enough to take shrooms in attempt of therapy! Had taken 5 or 6 journeys during most fullmoon and new moon nights these last few months.

Has worked very well!!! Also got back into meditation. I am back to be a very happy person! Still many memories missing but I don't mind, actually feels very light and I feel much younger. Forming new memories still a bit impacted, but I am coping.

A few observations:

Almost constantly have tingling sensation in my brain!
Awareness of body continuously heightened.
Specially sense of smell is very much heightened.

Often I cry, actually out of joy or being moved, whenever I see act of kindness, compassion, also if only online. Used to get triggered badly, became easily angry whenever I witnessed act of egotism or disrespect. Have that under control by now, but e.g. seeing, only online, even if it was historic, a photo of someone about to be executed is too much for me, overwhelms me.


Ok. There are many details more, of course.
I just wanted to get this off my chest, so to speak.

Hopefully interesting to some, maybe reaction and discussion.

thank you very much,
be good, be happy


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Re: trauma, dissociative amnesia, brink of depression -shrooms brought me back to happiness - and smells! [Re: St.Pedro]
    #26858381 - 08/02/20 08:29 AM (3 years, 5 months ago)

Shrooms grow brain cells.


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LSD, mushrooms and DMT are different structural levels within the same magically simulated mystery sometimes blandly called 'life'

Your life, your call.


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Re: trauma, dissociative amnesia, brink of depression -shrooms brought me back to happiness - and smells! [Re: lostintimenspc]
    #26865949 - 08/06/20 07:53 AM (3 years, 5 months ago)

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lostintimenspc said:
Shrooms grow brain cells.




with my brain they still got lot's of work to do :wink:


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