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OfflineMike4aco
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Graphic pharmahuasca experience
    #26840315 - 07/23/20 10:48 AM (3 years, 6 months ago)

I used to post a lot on this site, a few of you may recognize my name. I stopped posting for a while because my experiences were becoming... well really out there.

Sometime last year (spring 2019) I took a thumbprint of crystal lsd. After that I had several experiences with pharmahuasca, which led up to the experience I am going to be sharing.

I usually do pharmahuasca sessions with a couple really close friends, like just the 3 of us, almost ritualistically once a month.

November of last year, I tried pharmahuasca, with some mescaline. Here I think, is where my problem began.

During this experience, I recall feeling almost no effects on anything, meanwhile my friends were exploring the universe. I saw a few random patterns but no real solid visuals.

Flash forward a month. I'm about to move so we want to have a last group experience. It's new year's Eve, we do mescaline. Everyone else has a grand time. I'm left feeling like something is holding me back from experiencing. I move away, almost 1000 miles from home. I try lsd, shrooms, just not getting that same experience as I was previously, like something was just keeping me from a full breakthrough experience.

Meanwhile, I go about my business, get a job, meet some friends. The guy I get weed from knows what psychedelics are. Someone gifts me some lsd, and I think man for some reason this stuff is not working on me anymore, so I gift it to my weed dealer. He in turn gives me some dmt, which I regift, because, nothing is working on me anymore. I have no idea why. We go through a few exchanges, and I make some tea for him, and some other things, and eventually he asks if we can do the dmt together, because my method was different than smoking. I agree and I obtain some harmalas. I decided to test everything myself first, since I have experience with it (albeit moreso with tea than crystals)

**warning this experience report is going to get extremely graphic and gory**

I check in with my buddies back home, I wanted to be able to share my experience with them since we are no longer physically close, and I wanted to get an idea of the dosing schedule.

*when I make tea, I administer it to my group, when they make fancy powders, I let them administer it to me, this was one of my first attempts without my two friends and guides*

7:20 I eat 80 some mg of harmalas. Both friends suggest around 50-100 mg, someone else suggests around 200-300 mg. Next I smoke a blunt with about 20 mg harmalas

7:55/8ish I eat a 4aco dmt gummy, no idea the amount.

8:15 I eat slightly over 100 mg dmt.

8:30 nothing
8:45 nothing
9 nothing

Not even a little bit of breathing walls. I'm messaging my friends, and the group where the guy told me 200-300 mg. I ultimately decide to up my harmalas, and eat another 50 mg

9:30 I don't even feel left of center, what gives? I just feel ill, kinda nauseous. I'm really worried that I messed up the dosing somehow. I eat another 50 mg harmalas. My thinking at this point was that I could up my harmalas enough to where my last 100 mg dmt would actually work. I eat the dmt.

9:45 i go out to smoke another blunt, I'm just feeling a little sluggish and like I want to throw up. After rolling a blunt tho, I tell my roommate I will smoke it alone as I felt like purging.

**I said this was gonna get graphic this is your last warning**

As I laid down and lit the blunt, a galaxy of stars swirled into view. A cluster of them formed next to me, and materialized into a blue skinned being, who sat on my bed near my right hip.

Hr showed me some typical lessons, music and sound, color, how to form your own pattern and outcome in life, how to manifest certain things, and oh by the way you have a parasite in you!

I have a what?

He looks at me, and says

The moment you are done smoking, you will throw up a snake. It attached itself to you when you went there last, and has prevented you from experiencing this.

As he said that, I saw some greenish bubbles forming in my left shoulder. They swirled around, and I swear I felt something moving inside me. The blue man continued with his lesson. My stomach discomfort went away, I didn't feel sick anymore. I can now fully see a snake now, crawling inside my body, but now being penned to my left arm where it couldn't vanish into my body.

The moment I finished smoking, i threw up in my mouth. I made it the 3 steps into the bathroom, and I swear in everything you consider Holy that I threw up a 3 foot snake. When I saw its head burst out of my mouth and fall into the toilet, the blue man told me it was no longer watching me and preventing me from entering "the other dimension" as I threw up I saw wires and cameras melt out of the snake. I bit its tail off and started choking, I couldn't breathe and suddenly I threw up again and the tail popped out. Now the whole snake was out of me, I saw it forming and melting and reforming until it ultimately died. The blue man told me that now was the time and I should lie down.

**just kidding this is the really graphic part proceed with caution**

As I laid down, I began moving forward, I would later realize it was because I was on a conveyer belt. I saw things like cars, furniture, jewels, buildings. As I moved around,  began to notice there were other humans in my dimension. I would see them choose a house, or car or thing, and then I would not see them again. I noticed something looking at me looking at it. Suddenly a shadow appeared out of the wall. It pulled off pieces of the other humans around me. I could see blood and sinew, raw meat being tortured into a grotesque shape, like this shadow was wearing human meat clothing. I saw it watching me watching it enslave these "humans" around me, I saw it feeding off of these farmed humans, like a person farm it made human skin so it could walk around and be unnoticed, it gave other humans weird powers so that they would feed it. And it told me that I knew too much and it would erase me. Not kill or injure, but erase from memory.

I ran, as best as one could while hallucinating, out of the human farm, and found myself in a swampy forest with a black river flowing next to me. As I walked around this spot, I came upon a pile of human intestines and veins. It formed a human shape, and cried out to me in tortured pain. It had something to tell me, which of course this one phrase or sentence is the only thing I cannot remember. This thing that used to be a human, also told me that there was something keeping us here. Like when we die, we respawn in this third dimension, and our energy is transferred to whatever entity is holding us here. The intestinal man told me that if we were not held hostage here, that when we died, we would have the choice of staying 3rd dimension or moving up, however we are not being given this option to advance. As I passed him, he dissolved into a pool of blood, and I found myself in a tower or room with no doors and only a couple very high windows.

Here I saw faces manifest and was told how certain information is passed genetically through DNA and certain forms or shapes or energies are allowed to pass, to advance and others have been manipulated and engineered to not advance. I saw many acts that were initially disturbing, but were explained to me that they were necessary, to a science minded controlling entity.

Now the thing that kinda creeps me out is that several of my friends have told me they saw similar things on other experiences, has anyone else felt something so demonic and evil?


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Re: Graphic pharmahuasca experience [Re: Mike4aco]
    #26840463 - 07/23/20 11:50 AM (3 years, 6 months ago)

Yeah.  I can relate to having experienced dreams & trips with similar themes, elements, and messages.

Draw the blue man please!  I want to see what he looked like to you. :lol:


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Re: Graphic pharmahuasca experience [Re: The Blind Ass]
    #26840501 - 07/23/20 12:08 PM (3 years, 6 months ago)

Thanks for sharing.

How are you feeling right now?

Sounds like a fun ride if you ask me.


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Re: Graphic pharmahuasca experience [Re: pablokabute]
    #26840593 - 07/23/20 12:48 PM (3 years, 6 months ago)

@tba oh man that will be a challenge. It was such a raw negative energy that approached me at first, but by the end of the trip it just all made complete sense and was the opposite of evil, like it just was, and was neither good or bad.

@pablo I feel tired like my mind is racing and my body is rested, there was so much information I got. It was weird because it was so... Visceral, like I was watching everything happen around me like I was inside a giant machine made of organs


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Re: Graphic pharmahuasca experience [Re: Mike4aco]
    #26840812 - 07/23/20 02:35 PM (3 years, 6 months ago)

Of course we remember you, welcome back from hiatus. Have you seen this video? It was big in 2012. There's a part with a kid that has a snake parasite made of cameras projecting a malicious looking blue entity. :shrug:
t=150

Sounds like a cool trip. I wouldn't judge it in a negative sense. A little gruesome imagery but life is inherently deadly and grotesque. It's cool to speculate on the meaning and mechanisms of our reality, and it sounds like you had a great session of that. Hopefully you're cured and able to trip better now.


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Re: Graphic pharmahuasca experience [Re: Mike4aco]
    #26840870 - 07/23/20 03:13 PM (3 years, 6 months ago)

Hey mike! I remember you, and when you got that box of RC's. What an intense experience. I have been tripping on and off for 36 years and still will not go that far. I am more comfortable in life as I have ever been now, and I have been wanting to take a major/deeper journey. I need to extract some more DMT actually.


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Re: Graphic pharmahuasca experience [Re: tyrannicalrex]
    #26840953 - 07/23/20 04:07 PM (3 years, 6 months ago)

graphic is good.
that snake trick was great!


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Re: Graphic pharmahuasca experience [Re: redgreenvines]
    #26841103 - 07/23/20 05:10 PM (3 years, 6 months ago)

Epic.  The blue man showing up the way he did and then the feeling of throwing up that organic/machine combo like snake must have been completely surreal.

Also,  the snake bit pulled up the memory of this movie in my mind - “Await Further Instructions” (2018 Horror)


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Re: Graphic pharmahuasca experience [Re: The Blind Ass]
    #26841509 - 07/23/20 08:33 PM (3 years, 6 months ago)

I saw that  video a long tjme time ago too man that was a trippy video!

Yeah that snake... It was like a huge blockage, I wonder if I can trip again like normal now? That would be wild!

The fact that you guys are enjoying The snake and blue figure visual makes me want to paint it, so I'll work on something like that.

The more i reflect on it, the less horrible and scary it seems. It didn't seem frightening at the time, but as it was wearing off and the visuals changed, it seemed like wtf? Like I was the one doing it and creating the humans and other figures in .

It almost seems as if I was looking through the muscle and flesh, like I was seeing my own body from the inside out. That makes weird sense with the things I was shown


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Re: Graphic pharmahuasca experience [Re: Mike4aco]
    #26841593 - 07/23/20 09:29 PM (3 years, 6 months ago)

Sounds awfully Buddhist in some ways.  Not really much to be worried about compared to certain forms of tantric practice I've read about...

Amazing what the hallucinating mind can conjure up, though. :cookiemonster:


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Re: Graphic pharmahuasca experience [Re: PrimalSoup]
    #26841659 - 07/23/20 10:19 PM (3 years, 6 months ago)

Any suggested reading or sources for me to check out? That sounds interesting


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Re: Graphic pharmahuasca experience [Re: Mike4aco]
    #26842265 - 07/24/20 09:13 AM (3 years, 6 months ago)

Have you drawn any meanings or lessons from it?

What have you made from the experience about its meaning to you, if any

Maybe a sort of purging?

Very wild man, glad you came and shared


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Re: Graphic pharmahuasca experience [Re: Enkidu]
    #26842292 - 07/24/20 09:29 AM (3 years, 6 months ago)

Mike I love your trip reports and how far you go. It is always an interesting and relatable read


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Re: Graphic pharmahuasca experience [Re: Mike4aco]
    #26842807 - 07/24/20 02:24 PM (3 years, 6 months ago)

Quote:

Mike4aco said:
Any suggested reading or sources for me to check out? That sounds interesting




Not particularly.  But check out Shambhala Publications, I recall they had some interesting books in that vein.


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Re: Graphic pharmahuasca experience [Re: Mike4aco]
    #26842958 - 07/24/20 03:43 PM (3 years, 6 months ago)

Trippy report yo.  Kinda feel like I was along for the ride in a way..:uhoh:


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