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nomorefear
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~3g Cubensis, what a fucking trip (life is)
#26837996 - 07/22/20 10:57 AM (3 years, 6 months ago) |
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If you're looking for trip report describing mind blowing visuals, this is not it!!
Set & setting: I planned to trip one day prior. I built up momentum to have a nice Silent darkness-experience, but I fell ill and decided to post-pone it. My previous trip was on McKennaii and it was very visual & "dimensional". I had planned to go back into that headspace and explore closed-eye visuals, but boy was I wrong!
I ate breakfast and decided to trip as it was quiet. Dosage was 2.8g, but there were more big caps this time. It hit fast and I quickly got the vibe that I had tolerance to it. This time I had the feeling though that something big was going to hit me. Fear and resistance to it, wondering if I had enough energy for a big trip, but I was wrong (again)!
Brief summary: Trip was very emotional and I did not expect it. I had "Goa beach party"-type vibes. I felt that there's been a lot of lovemaking on these shrooms. I got the vibe that I want to be somewhere in the tropics. Feeling more connected to our true nature. I can't comprehend race, nationality and borders. One looping thought was that if child is born abroad (let's say on shrooms), how is the nationality chosen. To think there's millions of people in different countries is fascinating. More of this interconnected vibe that goes beyond race, nationality and language. I can't comprehend money and greed and what its doing to us. Still having this vibe like we are free-"do as you wish" creatures of expression. So definitely big part was my yearning to travel again and go back into the tropics.
At first I was resisting the idea to go naked, but it was a way to be fully vulnerable. You could say I was "delirious", feeling hyper-emotional and sensitive while sitting on a toilet. I had what felt like a reborn-experience. I remembered what it was like to be taken care of as a baby. This theme continued, how life is wonderful and divine in itself. It gave me new perspective as to what giving a life would be like. Peak happened here. Memory of my childhood home and current reality were morphing in my head. I cried a lot at this point of the trip.
Comedown from the trip: this was full blown serotonin-high afterglow. Good vibes, reflecting on memories. This state continued for a long time. Body is feeling great and its like my nerves are on fire (in a good way!). I do some spontaneous yoga & chi movements.
So the trip was not what I expected at all. It gave me a good mental reset and reassured me that life is wonderful. It is all just one expression. Then we build up resistance to it in our heads and mind. All it takes is just one spark to ignite life.
I actually feel a little bit off when coming down. I definitely experienced the high. Comedown from my last trip was more smooth. There wasn't a big "ego death" here. I knew where I was etc. but more I wondered as to why we want to destroy the ego. So definitely a more "feminine"-trip, I enjoyed it!
Edited by nomorefear (07/22/20 05:31 PM)
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sk8fast
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Re: ~3g Cubensis, what a fucking trip (life is) [Re: nomorefear]
#26838040 - 07/22/20 11:13 AM (3 years, 6 months ago) |
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Everytime I eat enough to get visuals on mushrooms, I'm to mindfucked to enjoy them. Afterwards I can think back to how cool they were though. The best visuals I've had were on 60g fresh of some cubes grown on medium that had crushed oyster shells and coffee grounds.
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