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Shop: Kraken Kratom Red Vein Kratom   Unfolding Nature Unfolding Nature: Being in the Implicate Order

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Anonymous #1

moving on
    #26837188 - 07/21/20 10:02 PM (3 years, 6 months ago)

the 2nd most fucked up person ive ever met was a 35 y o woman who was continually drugged and abused as a teenager by a group of pedophiles. at first glance at least she had transcended her mean circumstance, the broken home, poverty, a cruel mother, a deviant father, alcoholism, abuse etc.. and the pedophile thing.

she had not only transcended them financially by becoming a self reliant professional (a teacher), but physically by literally moving away.. and away and away and away. she was an international jetsetter and had travelled the world for over a decade when i met her. she was an activist, had been to all kinds of places to teach, to learn, to protest and engage. she had never stopped for more than 6 months anywhere… and i couldn’t help but feel that perhaps she was still running from something.



as a person she could be fun and outrageous to be around but could also turn nasty. she could be narcissistic and inconsiderate and could use people. particularly with the men she slept with i observed she’d seek out confrontation, insulting and belittling them. she did it with me too.

sometimes she would order me to do things for her and get angry if i disobeyed. one time she felt me up when i was asleep. another time she locked the doors to the house and i couldn’t get back in when i returned late at night.

our friendship ended on bad terms. she blocked me on facebook just before leaving to iran (to meet her fiancé, she had converted to islam).

the feeling i had around her was hopelessness. she seemed doomed to travel this earth forever repeating the same maladjusted behaviours. to form and fall out of relationships again and again and again. she didn’t want help but didn’t seem happy. the fact she had cobbled together the semi functional life she had seemed almost miraculous to me.

she didn’t get married. i don’t know how or where she is now. i don’t know why i am writing about her except that sometimes she reminds me a bit of me..


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Re: moving on [Re: Anonymous #1]
    #26837355 - 07/22/20 12:09 AM (3 years, 6 months ago)

Youll make it bud. Youve got a good heart.

Lifes hard when you care but its pointless if you dont.


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