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Anonymous #1
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Raped women turn me on
#26825716 - 07/15/20 06:03 PM (3 years, 6 months ago) |
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Ive recently put into words something that turns me on. And it makes me think Im gross. But I cant help what I like.
I like being with women who have been raped as a child. Often these girls like to be used hard. Throat fucking. Rape fantasy. (100 percent so far that ive seen).
And I think what I am enjoying about this is that they are pretending they are back to the days they were being raped. And I am playing that rape character for them. Even if its subconscious.
They often fall in love with me. (also 100 percent) But when they start showing they really love me I push them away and eventually break up. They quickly turn from hot as fuck to "dirty" in my mind. "I could never marry someone like that. What would everyone think???" I say to myself.
I know I'm a shit person. This is all just horrible to say. But I think it might be true.
I can still enjoy being with normal girls. I just want the hotness of a broken girl but not the reality of it.
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Anonymous #2
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I dont think you are a "shit person". At least you admit it and feel that there is something wrong with it. But it sounds like you're not hurting these women yourself, instead you like to feel as if you were the person who did this to them. Because you say that "I think what I am enjoying about this is that they are pretending they are back to the days they were being raped. And I am playing that rape character for them"
So OP I'd say if you can afford it you should seek therapy before this morphs into something else. This may be due to underlying thoughts and feelings you have about yourself and women. You dont feel this is healthy now, and you dont know how much worse it may be in the future. Not only in terms of relationships and possible children but also in terms of your own well being.
I dont know how much porn you may consume, but recent studies are showing more and more sexual issues linked to excessive porn use, as well as type of pornographic material used. So depending on how you that situation is for you, you may consider also working on that. But definitely get therapy!
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Anonymous #3
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They are all "raped" according to them men are the reason for all their problems so they are "mentally raped" by the society of men at birth and taught to be passive and wear dresses and jewelry and make up and can only get ahead in life if they have sex with men and other women only respect them if their pussy can do the job and they can cook and clean. According to them "men" remove their personality and only living in CHOP/CHAZ as extremely indistinguishable lesbians totally opposed to every rule of society can they be free.
Despite people calling the earth "mother" no woman thinks they ever given a bit of respect historically. So if like me you love women all the time you love them and want to see them in every job you go to and love their hair and feet and would kiss their ass for a little bit of attention and want every person you ever work with or who hires you or who you interact with or do anything with or for to be a girl then you in fact are turned on by women who have been raped. They have all been raped. If you a straight heterosexual male you like women who have been raped multiple times and it turns you on.
Sometimes life is a bitch. Haha but then there is some real talk in there as well
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Anonymous #4
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Anonymous #2 said: So OP you should seek therapy before this morphs into something else.
Basically this. Really, really this. Because you really don't want this to turn into something more, and what you describe is just how these things start before they become more.
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Anonymous #3
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There are still real bitches. There are still bitches that think they have to work just as hard as any male. They bust their ass and sweat and puke and don't pull that feminist "you don't respect women" crap every time something doesn't go their way. These women probably have no respect for those fake little feminist hos that fuck whoever then blame the guy for raping them physically mentally and culturally. And while there is some truth to crying feminists that at points in history women were not well respected and culturally raped and sometimes physically most of those bitches now complaining about unequal rights could go run for president and just want to pull a major guilt trip on every guy they ever met to be cruel and evil.
These remaining women that want to work and sweat and bleed as hard as any other man and not complain they are not respected enough are hard to find but are out there and could possibly fall in love with a male a man with a name who needs love every night.
OP will never find one of these bitches. He wants the easy hos. The drug addict shove the cock in my ass go complain about men all day then fuck as many as you can hos. He is too desperate and not smart and intelligent and just wants to rape bitches that just want to be raped. Sweet dreams are made of these who am I to disagree I travel the world and the 7 seas everybody is looking for someone some of them want to use you some of them want to be used by you some of them want to abuse you some of them want to be abused.
Basically OP = fail troll 😠mad at the internet
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Anonymous #2
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Anon #3 I think you have your own problems to think about mate. And the stuf you're typing dont make much sense to most other men or women. I dont know what type of niche websites, forums and subreddits you're using. But basically you speak like someone who has been in an extreme echo chamber for some time. And frankly you also sound like you are on something. Take care of yourself man.
As for OP, Ill just repeat it again. Go see someone and be honest about everything. And if that someone cant help you let them refer you to someone that can.
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Anonymous #1
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Lotta yall taking this as if I might rape in the future. That is entirely not the case lol.
Its more like I get in a relationship with one of these broken women and instantly i want to escape. Because Im embarrassed im with them.
But if I am with a non-broken woman I can enjoy the relationship but sexually I am unfulfilled and find myself daydreaming of cheating.
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Anonymous #2
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Anonymous #1 said: Lotta yall taking this as if I might rape in the future. That is entirely not the case lol.
Its more like I get in a relationship with one of these broken women and instantly i want to escape. Because Im embarrassed im with them.
But if I am with a non-broken woman I can enjoy the relationship but sexually I am unfulfilled and find myself daydreaming of cheating.
And that sounds healthy to you? In your original post you made it seem like you wanted out of it? And even if its not about you raping someone in the future, you seem to want to not feel like this. Then the answer is still the same: go talk to someone. Like you literally have nothing to lose.
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Anonymous #1
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Anonymous #1 said: Lotta yall taking this as if I might rape in the future. That is entirely not the case lol.
Its more like I get in a relationship with one of these broken women and instantly i want to escape. Because Im embarrassed im with them.
But if I am with a non-broken woman I can enjoy the relationship but sexually I am unfulfilled and find myself daydreaming of cheating.
And that sounds healthy to you? In your original post you made it seem like you wanted out of it? And even if its not about you raping someone in the future, you seem to want to not feel like this. Then the answer is still the same: go talk to someone. Like you literally have nothing to lose.
I am a huge advocate of therapy. I cant go atm due to cash. But I would never say its not healthy to go. I think almost all (if not all people) should have a therapist.
What I'm commenting here is that it appears people think i will eventually start raping underaged women lol. That is not the case.
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Anonymous #2
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Thats a healthy perspective imo. Therapy is great, I agree. As for what it may turn into, thats what we said: it may. You have no idea, we have no idea. Either way, I have learned by now that some issues we can never foresee and they hit ut from nowhere. Other issues can potentially take a turn for the worse and its worse to take precautions. As it is, it feels like the current situation is hitting you most of all. Ofc these women you are with are having a partner that fetishize their trauma, which is certainly not healthy for them either.
It could help you to start journaling, and writing down these thoughts you are having. Sometimes an inner discussion with the clarity and structure of a regular discussion can help. Seems to me like you want to feel better OP.
So I wish you good luck with that.
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Anonymous #3
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Anonymous #2 said: Anon #3 I think you have your own problems to think about mate. And the stuf you're typing dont make much sense to most other men or women. I dont know what type of niche websites, forums and subreddits you're using. But basically you speak like someone who has been in an extreme echo chamber for some time. And frankly you also sound like you are on something. Take care of yourself man.
As for OP, Ill just repeat it again. Go see someone and be honest about everything. And if that someone cant help you let them refer you to someone that can.
Mr Magenta?
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Anonymous #2
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Anonymous #3 said: Mr Magenta?
Sorry dude I don't understand half the things you say. I even tried to google that and google doesn't get it either.
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Anonymous #3
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I think everyone on this site is "on something" bud and I doubt you are excluded. I would not be surprised if you are tripping face level 10 trip right now life is a cartoon and you are drooling 10 hits of LSD plus a bunch of shrooms and other stuff. Word I am not judging. I simply offered my opinion to help the man change his perspective. Looks like you disagree. Word I respect. The personal remarks about my personality and lifestyle are pretty much un needed unless it makes you feel better about yourself. We cannot all be stock brokers like you with a psychologist job on the weekend and expect to live in the suburb with a wife willing to allow a two way marriage where you have 5 kids with her then once a month fly back to Russia for your life with your other wife who you have 4 kids with. Is that wrong of me to not be able to live plush like that? We are in the midst of corona. Perhaps the advice OP should have gotten maybe should be "its time to socially distance and not be putting your tongue in every self abused females mouth out there spreading covid." Instead I offered him another perspective and got torn down for it. Personally I don't appreciate it mate but then I guess this is a free country. Free to do and say as you wish. Who exactly can change that for ya bud? If it was Australia I am not sure those laws may be different. So maybe I was wrong after all to think you were a man from Australia. I must say though for someone who needs to google most of what I say you sure picked me apart pretty well and decided to give me harsh judgement. I hope you sleep really well tonight on your satin pillows with your 2 wives and 9 kids and spectacular stock portfolio you use to travel the 🌎 world and swipe up any good career right away. With your level of prestige and your plush mansions I assume you have a great life. Enjoy it buddy. You deserve. Next time just be a little more sensitive with the criticism alright? Enjoy your day
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Anonymous #1
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Bro you like broke into song for a solid 5 sentences in your first reply.
And this latest response is only interesting because of how randomly placed it is.
But I get it bro. Youre bored. I do the exact same stuff. Just drift off into a detailed rant. Occasionally stumbling on to a bit that makes me giggle.
Respect. You do you bro. Just dont let the downs bring you too down when they inevitably come. Much love and good vibes.
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Anonymous #3
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Real talk
Best of luck to OP
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Anonymous #5
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Anonymous #2 said: Anon #3 I think you have your own problems to think about mate. And the stuf you're typing dont make much sense to most other men or women. I dont know what type of niche websites, forums and subreddits you're using. But basically you speak like someone who has been in an extreme echo chamber for some time. And frankly you also sound like you are on something. Take care of yourself man.
As for OP, Ill just repeat it again. Go see someone and be honest about everything. And if that someone cant help you let them refer you to someone that can.
Mr Magenta?
op is mr. magenta
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Anonymous #6
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Anonymous #3 said: They are all "raped" according to them men are the reason for all their problems so they are "mentally raped" by the society of men at birth and taught to be passive and wear dresses and jewelry and make up and can only get ahead in life if they have sex with men and other women only respect them if their pussy can do the job and they can cook and clean. According to them "men" remove their personality and only living in CHOP/CHAZ as extremely indistinguishable lesbians totally opposed to every rule of society can they be free.
Go outside.
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Anonymous #7
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I have a friend who might be similar in a way. he has recently started acting out dominance and submission fantasies, inflicting pain.
The parallel I see is in the controlling of the situation. I suggested to him he might be on a slippery slope but he is not too sure.
He has mother issues
OP: do you have mother issues?
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Anonymous #8
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Listen, as a woman, it's hot to me the thought of my partner just coming up and taking what he wants whether i know it's coming or not.
I think it correlates more to the primal desire of dominance than procreation/or intimate relations.
Shit sometimes I just wanna jump on top of my man and ride it whether he likes it or not but it takes a lot more work trying to get something hard that wasn't expecting it in the first place.... a lot easier to fulfill that fantasy by putting it in then waiting for something to get hard and riding it.
It's cool, I'll tell you as a woman that the "rape fantasy" doesn't bother me.
What bothers me is the intentional malicious action of trying to harm... what you work out with you and your partner is between you two. Ya digggg
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Anonymous #3
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How does he know the difference between "stop trying to hurt me you are raping me" like you are actually turned on and "stop trying to hurt me you are raping me" like you are about to call the cops? Like in one scenario do you wink? Or is there a safe word? Wow tell me
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