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JimJohnDavistha3rd
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#26821601 - 07/13/20 06:22 PM (3 years, 6 months ago) |
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So I was shroom huntin and in the backyard of my cousins there was a shroom that was flat cap and a lil orange brown point mushroom in patches where they dump their dog poop. I was skeptical at first since i thought it was nothing but I'm looking at this pic and realising this is the mushroom I saw. Should I go back and take pics?. I'm pissed if they were cubes cuz it hasn't rained what do?

Also when does the season start?
Edited by JimJohnDavistha3rd (07/20/20 03:25 PM)
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Typerwritermonky
shboop a doop a doop


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Where do you live? I believe those were cubes pictured, but there are many lookalikes.
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JimJohnDavistha3rd
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Bedford texas. The dog kept eating the dried shroom caps and he's fine soo even tho i tried to stop him but he was growlin. I'm pissed cuz I searched in washington state and texas im about to blow my goddamn brains out hunting is impossible for me. I'll pay 90 bucks for someone to show me where to hunt or like search around my area for me.
Edited by JimJohnDavistha3rd (07/13/20 06:46 PM)
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JimJohnDavistha3rd
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Bro I think Imma give up tbh, I am just really fuckin pissed since I went off my ssri's and tryina find a alternative route and the people I live with don't believe in pharmacuticals. I think Imma go through withdrawals soon sooo yeah hopefully I don't kill myself. Yeah I'm pretty sure these aren't cubes anyway since the others had the ring around the shroom kinda reversing and I picked It didn't turn blue even though I pinched it n shit. I just wanna fuckin blow my brains out goddamn I just don't wanna feel shitty anymore why the fuck am I posting this shit anyway I'mjust a fuckin statistic anyway. YEAH no cubes no feelin fukin happy yay.
Edited by JimJohnDavistha3rd (07/13/20 08:25 PM)
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doctorghosty
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Dude, PM me, I can try to help you out
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HAKR ELITE
"Sure. Mushrooms Friends."

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Gonna send you a message as well bro dont do no shit like that im 34 and been through a heap of shit battles after battles with the mother of my kids on top of tons of other shitty shit...We feel you around here for sure i will tell you right now studying mushrooms and being out in nature on the search for them saved my life literally...I feel at one with myself these days it def brought me out a very dark place i was traveling into just keep your head up brother and we all will do our best to help you out...We are all family on here
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Nitro87
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Keep your head up bro. I am 33 and been there in a sense. You got this. Being outside has help me tremendously. PM if you want to talk some more. Just being able to vent might help for sure. Us men don’t like to talk about our shit, but it really does help. PM me anytime if you feel Iike it.
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MpSeph
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Quote:
JimJohnDavistha3rd said: So I was shroom huntin and in the backyard of my cousins there was a shroom that was flat cap and a lil orange brown point mushroom in patches where they dump their dog poop. I was skeptical at first since i thought it was nothing but I'm looking at this pic and realising this is the mushroom I saw. Should I go back and take pics?. I'm pissed if they were cubes cuz it hasn't rained what do?

Also when does the season start?
Psilocybe Cubensis Does Not Grow From Dog Dung, & Won't Be Found In A Yard, Unless There Is Manure Or Cakes There.
Those Are Cubes In That Pic (Someone Else's Pic) But I'm Confident To Say The Ones You Ate Were Not Cubes. Mushroom Hunting Is A Very Serious Hobby, You Should Be More Careful & Cautious In The Future.
-------------------- Tips For A Beginner Mushroom Hunter https://www.shroomery.org/forums/showflat.php/Number/27146775 One Who Hunts Mushrooms Is A Mushroom Hunter. One Who Eats Them Without Knowing What They Are, Is A Dumb Mushroom Hunter. - Seph
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MentalPariah
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Re: I think I fucked up [Re: MpSeph] 3
#26822023 - 07/13/20 10:11 PM (3 years, 6 months ago) |
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You're in texas man, just gotta keep your head up and your eyes open! Dude I feel you on the mental issues. The absolute worst thing you can do though is cold turkey on SSRI meds, rebound depression is a MOTHERFUCKER!!! We're all family here, like HAKR, I've been through the fucking wringer and then some. It does get better but it takes time. Shoot me a PM too if you need to, I've got some techniques that work for me and maybe theyll work for you.
-------------------- Whoever appeals to the law against his Fellow man is either a fool or a coward Whoever cannot take care of himself without that law is both For a wounded man shall say to his assailant If I live I will kill you, if I die you are forgiven Such is the rule of honor
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HSapiensAmericanus
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I’d quote this entire thread and follow with a thumbs up, but I’ll save the space and just say; there is something in common with most of us here and that’s why we’re a solid community. I think we’re an ideal model of support, I think honesty comes with having some anonymity. I’ve been there too. Bipolar depression in my case, along with all kinds of baggage from my past. Two big trips a year does way more for me than any medication/therapy I’ve tried. I’d help you out as well if you’re ever back hunting in WA. But in the mean time, just keep in mind that everything we go through provides something to take away from it.
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OOISI
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Hey mate,
I have schizoaffective disorder and went off the meds and went back into a mental health ward. Ive not wanted to be on meds multiple times but i do feel they actually work, and hopefully will ease off them in the future.
Ive struggled with sucidial thoughts a little bit, but the thought of breaking my mothers heart stopped me. Ive found out recently that ive shut people out of my life, family and friends and have recently realized what a gift they truly are.
Hope you feel happier soon, the Shroomery is a great community!
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JimJohnDavistha3rd
over everything


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Re: I think I fucked up [Re: OOISI]
#26834463 - 07/20/20 03:13 PM (3 years, 6 months ago) |
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Its crazy why do people care about me? I found a whole bottle of prozac and am considering throwing it away since I have passed my withdrawals. I just can't go back on it. It makes me feel numb and worse. Should i get back on it i don't have a refill.

I have low self esteem and feel like i'll look like I'm begging I'm sorry I'm sorry i dont want to feel terrible anymore. AM i repeating Just hnhnhnhhggh I cant type what I feel.
Edited by JimJohnDavistha3rd (07/20/20 03:18 PM)
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Nickoloxious
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Even if you feel like the world is against you. Its almost always not the case. there'll always be people close to you in your life who do care. Even if you don't feel that way... I like to think of this site as a tight close knit community where we look out for one another. That may not always be the case. But a lot of people here care as you can see.
In regards to the Prozac. No one here can advise on such a thing. That's something you'll need to discuss with a professional and more importantly with yourself as to whether that is a good decision.
All the best man.
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MentalPariah
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Why do we care about you? Because I'm sure a large portion of us here have been through something like what you're going through. Hell, my bipolar lost me my family. Wife left me, see my kids 2 times a month, lost my house, lost my racecar, lost a very large chunk of my financial well being....you get the idea. I still have days where I cant get out of bed but I do it anyways. Find a routine and get some fresh air or exercise, that will help alot. Above everything else though TALK ABOUT IT!!! we've got you dude and we understand you. Its gonna take time but I promise it does get better bud.
-------------------- Whoever appeals to the law against his Fellow man is either a fool or a coward Whoever cannot take care of himself without that law is both For a wounded man shall say to his assailant If I live I will kill you, if I die you are forgiven Such is the rule of honor
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Shroomhunts
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MentalPariah said: Why do we care about you? Because I'm sure a large portion of us here have been through something like what you're going through. Hell, my bipolar lost me my family. Wife left me, see my kids 2 times a month, lost my house, lost my racecar, lost a very large chunk of my financial well being....you get the idea. I still have days where I cant get out of bed but I do it anyways. Find a routine and get some fresh air or exercise, that will help alot. Above everything else though TALK ABOUT IT!!! we've got you dude and we understand you. Its gonna take time but I promise it does get better bud.
Some of the realest shit I've seen on any internet forum. God bless
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Boodoo
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JimJohnDavistha3rd said: Its crazy why do people care about me? I found a whole bottle of prozac and am considering throwing it away since I have passed my withdrawals. I just can't go back on it. It makes me feel numb and worse. Should i get back on it i don't have a refill.

I have low self esteem and feel like i'll look like I'm begging I'm sorry I'm sorry i dont want to feel terrible anymore. AM i repeating Just hnhnhnhhggh I cant type what I feel.
Man I remember being on Prozac. I was on an 80mg a day dose for about 2 years. Stopped my suicidal thoughts but made me really keen on other harmful behaviour like stupid risk-taking behaviour and self-harm. I wouldn't go cold turkey, I did and it has definitely had long-term effects (my sex drive is 10% of what it should be for a 20 odd year old!) Go to your doctor and tell them "I really want to start coming off the meds, the side-effects are affecting my life too much." and begin the weaning process. Trust me, it's what is best for you. If you've been off them for a few months then you really should tell your doctor that and just let them know how you're doing. A doctor at the end of the day doesn't know what's going on inside your head all they want to do is help you, so your communicating is such an essential part of that.
As for the foraging, it really is tough as hell for newbies and dare I say a little dangerous. I'm lucky my father was a psychonaut so I'd go picking with him as a young lad but I still suck at it. Persistence and practice is key. As long as it is in season for you it's really only a matter of time till you find one. Plus going out on nice long walks is always cathartic for your soul. If I remember right, Texas is a great place for Cubes to grow. Plenty of cattle and just brilliant weather, but I don't know when they'd be in season over there.
Just in regards to your first post, you wouldn't find Cubes growing in dog poop because like humans the poop is too acidic, you need herbivore poop over carnivore. Remember to post all mushies you find on here for an ID before you consume them.
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