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rustygrape
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What's up everyone? 1
#26811943 - 07/09/20 01:10 AM (3 years, 6 months ago) |
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How ye be? I Feel that we are riding some serious shifts this month... anyone been tuning in? More synchronicities...in fact they started to occur more and more leading up to my trip this past 4th of july weekend.
I have spent lotssss of time journeying and completing trauma cycles. The influx of new energy from source has been nothing short of mind-blowing and encaptivating. I cried a lot this weekend. So so powerful.
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Nonagon Infinity
Mycologist



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I'm having an existential crisis, but I'll get out of it eventually one way or another.
Glad to hear you had a powerful experience last weekend
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rustygrape
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Damn what's going on?
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Nonagon Infinity
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rustygrape said: Damn what's going on?
Well, I live in the United States, which is not the best place on the planet right now. I feel deeply ashamed of my country, mostly because of the way we handled (and are continuing to handle) the pandemic, because of the low quality of life of so many of our citizens, and because of the way we treat other countries using our military. It seems like things are going to be really tough here for a while, and I wouldn't be surprised if things continue to get much worse before they start to get better.
Being isolated from the social activities that used to keep me occupied has given me lots of time for quiet reflection, which has brought up a lot of really challenging questions for me: what is the purpose of my life? What is the legacy I want to leave behind? Does my life even have a purpose at all? Should my life have a purpose? What sort of legacy is humanity going to leave behind when we go extinct, and how am I contributing to that?
Sometimes, these questions can cause me a fair amount of distress, and I often find myself so distraught that I can't focus on anything, leading to my social and creative withdrawal. I'm finding that I need to face these questions head on if I'm going to make any progress. I'm not sure how much mushrooms are helping with that at this point. My last trip was two weeks ago and, while it was a pleasant experience, it was underwhelming compared to what I was expecting (damn multispore batches). I'm planning on taking another trip this coming weekend, so I'm trying to prepare myself for that.
In the end, I just have to trust that all things eventually pass, and that I'll get through this one way or another.
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Not to derail, but, I watched a dragonfly emerge from a nymph. Sat there for about an hour. When we arrived, the nymph was on a lily pad, left after the dragonfly flew off. Never had such an opportunity and my mind was boggled by the timing.
Was planning on eating a small dose that night but the incident solidified those plans.
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rustygrape
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Sending you my love 💛
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