Greetings all!
Just wanting to share the experience of my trip yesterday! Happy to hear others thoughts opinions and ideas and if anyone can relate it is somewhat lengthy so I do apologize in advance!
It was the second time I have ever dropped acid. I dropped the first time approximately 3-4 weeks ago and stayed inside for almost the entire trip, supposedly at 250ug, it was fun but overall I did not learn or take anything from this. I took mushrooms around nine years ago and this regulates in some kind of awakening I guess you could say.
I dropped the tab at 12:10pm, Again I have been advised they are 250ug per blotter, I know there is a chance this could be off so I figured there is a chance it could be more around the 200ug mark. The weather was great, clear skies and just over 80 degrees. I went for a walk to our local park approximately fifteen minutes away and decided to walk through town, colors and traffic lights appeared more vibrant and bright around the thirty minute mark, I felt joyful, happy and excited. I made it to the park and just sat on a bench and enjoyed the weather and things started to become somewhat peculiar. I noticed there was what appeared to be strange unorganized patterns appearing on the ground, trees appeared to be dancing in the wind with the breeze and everything seemed to be getting louder. It’s 1pm and I decide to head back to my place as my other half was sunbathing in our back yard so I said that I would join her. I decided to head back through town as I was feeling great and expected that it would be a lot more fun.
I start passing people walking through the town center, I can hear people’s conversations as they pass, they appear to be echoing and somewhat blend with other noises that are surrounding me. I put my sunglasses on as this helps me feel more at ease in public. I’m about five minutes from our place and it is beginning to feel rather odd to walk. Almost like my legs are jelly like, it probably didn’t help that I was wearing slides rather than fully supporting footwear. I make it back home around 1:20pm, go inside and grab a large glass of iced tea, I feel somewhat nauseous, I am not sure if this is due to the heat, not eating or the fact that I have just dropped acid ninety minutes ago! I check the mirror and notice my pupils are almost the size of my eye lol.
I head outside and join my other half, we exchange a few words but she is happy sunbathing so I join lay back and let the magic happen. CEVS are quite intense at this point and I seem to be getting a lot of geometric patterns rearticulating back and fourth. Noises of construction workers and people talking nearby seem to be blending together and echoing somewhat.
Between 2-2:30 i realize the peak is beginning to hit me. I look around and the world appears to show itself in different shades. It is almost like looking at Things through a different filter, things may appear darker and somewhat have a grayish tint to them, I take another glance a few seconds later and things appear brighter once again. Time dialation is beginning to become more apparent as things are slowing down, what appears to be twenty minutes is actually five.
3pm my other half heads in the house as she has a conference call she has to make for work, she leaves me to relax outside. My other half looks somewhat digitalized at this stage. CEVS are becoming overwhelming, I start to see what looks like a tunnel. I start to see ridiculous geometry and shapes forming, what appears to be Egyptian architecture start to flow and blend. I see a bright pink/purple background with what looked like Egyptian pharaohs moving in a circle looking like it was some kind of portal, they start to spin rapidly.
I open my eyes and relax and start gazing at a few clouds that are passing. I start to blink and the clouds appear to replicate or move, I start having fun just laying there blinking at clouds lol. I stop and stare at them and the clouds change form, they become somewhat solid and like wire! Almost like strands of white coral under a clear sea bed. Things take a slightly dark turn as they now appear to be white demonic looking hands, they are not clouds, they are hands, they look gnastly! I simply remind myself this is the lsd causing this affect but get a little upset why I am projecting such dark hallucinations. The clouds change form and they appear to be changing into faces, some are demonic and unnerving to look at. Some change into the face of beauty! This reminded me of the song “Lucy in the sky with diamonds” The clouds continue to move and blend, it appears what looks like a huge snowy mountain over our home in the distance, it changes and looks like something you would see from a cartoon, sort of like the stairway to heaven. Clouds become wirey again and hands seem to be forming so I relax and close my eyes. I think about how the stress of everything going on across the globe, my personal life, my work life, how I have not been engaging in the things I am passionate about in life, I am just working but not enjoying life and the things that I use to do! I am taking things too seriously and it causing me to become miserable at times. I believe this is what the the trip is showing me with the negative hallucinations. This is my own anger, sadness and stress and it Is manifesting and projecting. I realize I need to go back to the things I was and am still passionate about and do things that I enjoy rather than just living to work and putting this much stress on to myself.
I kick back for another twenty or so minutes and close me eyes and relax. I start to become one and blend into my environment, noises and voices around me are still blending together, the peak has passed so I decided it is time to change my setting.
I get up and head back to the park and arrive just after 5. It’s pretty busy at this hour. I sit down in the grass and just let the sun hit me and observe. I FaceTime with my sister and she starts telling me about her day. I feel somewhat normal but I clearly am still under the influence as I begin to space out while she is talking and she notices. I feel kinda rude so I just play it off that I am tired and we talk for an hour about everything and anything, I never say that I am tripping.
After that some guy come over and asked me for a light, I politely say no as this throws me a little and I was not expecting it. He is clearly high AF himself and starts talking to me about my sleeves, he shows me his tattoos and starts asking me questions about myself. I get a little paranoid and try to answer however I know full well I am not making sense and he looks puzzled lol. We chat a little more and I try and keep it basic. He says it was nice meeting you and then tells me “I know that you are different from what you are” he knew I was clearly not sober but I never said that I was tripping as I don’t know this guy! He clearly realized something was up though lol.
I head back home around 8pm! I ended up being at the park for three hours lol. I get myself up and make my way home through town again enjoying the sun and the beauty of the different colors the sky is making.
I feel lethargic and tired so I lay down, drink and eat, salty foods seem to taste great, sour candy tastes amazing also. I remember chilling out and watching impractical jokers the rest of the night from 9-12. This helped me relax as I was coming back to reality. I also did not realize how much I burnt out in the sun! Although I did top up regularly or what appeared to be regularly.
The trip was good overall, I feel like I have something to take from it. I am now recovering and letting my body mind and soul repair itself. I think I am going to take some time off before tripping again as I have much information to process from this.
Thank you for taking the time to read. Please feel free to share your own trip reports and thoughts
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