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Re: Esoteric Musings of Carcosa | EMC/MDC/LNC | Part 2 Electric Boogaloo [Re: Lynnch] 1
#27079881 - 12/09/20 04:00 AM (3 years, 1 month ago) |
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Recurring Tarot card throughout my life is this one:

Divinity has taken to bonking me on the head with the extra cup, in case I fail to notice whats offered
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Re: Esoteric Musings of Carcosa | EMC/MDC/LNC | Part 2 Electric Boogaloo [Re: Asante] 1
#27080203 - 12/09/20 10:14 AM (3 years, 1 month ago) |
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We are watching the Hebrew Hammer Friday for movie night! 8 pm mountain
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Re: Esoteric Musings of Carcosa | EMC/MDC/LNC | Part 2 Electric Boogaloo [Re: SARAtonin]
#27082230 - 12/10/20 01:41 PM (3 years, 1 month ago) |
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I am just chilling today
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Re: Esoteric Musings of Carcosa | EMC/MDC/LNC | Part 2 Electric Boogaloo [Re: ShroomedOcean]
#27083095 - 12/10/20 09:47 PM (3 years, 1 month ago) |
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I made a brownie cheesecake! Brownie on the bottom and Cheesecake on the top! Going to try some soon and then invest some money in stocks and look around at crypto. Hoping XRP or something gets moving soon.
Also have to send some bills and do some work. I mostly worked from home today which is nice because that is about as close to a day off as I give myself.
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Re: Esoteric Musings of Carcosa | EMC/MDC/LNC | Part 2 Electric Boogaloo [Re: Lophosaurus]
#27083109 - 12/10/20 09:56 PM (3 years, 1 month ago) |
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once again i am struggling with hearing this voice pisssing me off greatly, it does i'ts stupid kissing then i blow up and hold myself back so i don't destroy my room in a jealous rage. i hate it's kissing and i want it dead, there is nothing i can do and it rejects the hope i have which when lost hope i have thoughts of death because the x is gone, and then i lose my whole future completely, while having PTSD might be a med concern. either way i can't stop avoiding it;s annoying sounds and i cant fucking do anything about it, i just want this shit to end im so fed up.
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Asante
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Re: Esoteric Musings of Carcosa | EMC/MDC/LNC | Part 2 Electric Boogaloo [Re: ShroomedOcean] 1
#27083376 - 12/11/20 02:22 AM (3 years, 1 month ago) |
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FUUUUCK that morning pain when the Naproxen no longer diminishes the inflammation reaction and the associated pain.
Switched from Dakin's to Povidone-Iodine.
I feel like giving the Povidone-Iodine company customr service a call regarding their claim of it being "pain free iodine":
Willing to change back if the P-I wont give the daytime relief that Dakin's does.
The fucking antibiotic is not fucking working so far.
Using the combination of a sucking antiseptic wound dressing covered with a 10mm Hg compression sock to squeeze out more.
HOW CAN A WOUND THAT LOOKS SO GOOD BE SO EXCRUCIATING?!
The only thing that helps with the pain is Naproxen.
Willing to make a deal and sprinkling heroin into the wound for Christs sake!
I can't even TEXT CHAT, it hurts so much.
Its an abomination how much this hurts.
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Re: Esoteric Musings of Carcosa | EMC/MDC/LNC | Part 2 Electric Boogaloo [Re: Asante]
#27083495 - 12/11/20 06:36 AM (3 years, 1 month ago) |
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Do you know if the wound is eroding beneath/around the superficial opening? It could be that the wound looks good superficially, but it's a mess below and around. Perhaps you have bone involvement at this point; something that is reasonably common.
Did your Dr suggest wearing a compression sock? I ask, because you may be decreasing blood flow to the area. It's possible that the wound is already non-healing as a function of vascular insufficiency-- and of course a non-resolving infection, which can also be related to compromised blood flow. If you're in so much pain you should try to get back to your Dr if you can safely do so. Foot wounds are nothing to be taken lightly if they are not healing well.
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Re: Esoteric Musings of Carcosa | EMC/MDC/LNC | Part 2 Electric Boogaloo [Re: ShroomedOcean]
#27083505 - 12/11/20 06:45 AM (3 years, 1 month ago) |
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Quote:
ShroomedOcean said: once again i am struggling with hearing this voice pisssing me off greatly, it does i'ts stupid kissing then i blow up and hold myself back so i don't destroy my room in a jealous rage. i hate it's kissing and i want it dead, there is nothing i can do and it rejects the hope i have which when lost hope i have thoughts of death because the x is gone, and then i lose my whole future completely, while having PTSD might be a med concern. either way i can't stop avoiding it;s annoying sounds and i cant fucking do anything about it, i just want this shit to end im so fed up. 
Were you high when you wrote this? It sounds like you might need to talk to a psychiatrist about that and get something to make the voice go away.
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Re: Esoteric Musings of Carcosa | EMC/MDC/LNC | Part 2 Electric Boogaloo [Re: Ima Trooper]
#27083519 - 12/11/20 07:02 AM (3 years, 1 month ago) |
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Will second that. ShroomedO: Whatcha doing, drug wise?
Asante, did I read you have trenchfoot?! What happened?
Antibiotic will just piss it off and make things worse.. Bleach?! Didn't take you as a Trumpster.
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Re: Esoteric Musings of Carcosa | EMC/MDC/LNC | Part 2 Electric Boogaloo [Re: birdeatingspider]
#27083576 - 12/11/20 08:07 AM (3 years, 1 month ago) |
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ShroomedOcean has mentioned recently that they are on meds for this situation but the negative symptoms persist anyway.
Asante, am I remembering right that you were recently diagnosed with diabetes? The foot situation seems potentially quite dangerous.
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Re: Esoteric Musings of Carcosa | EMC/MDC/LNC | Part 2 Electric Boogaloo [Re: psi] 1
#27083593 - 12/11/20 08:25 AM (3 years, 1 month ago) |
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Go to the hospital Asante. The superficial opening of the wound is small fries compared to what could be going on down under right now. We don't want you to go septic on us. When the pain gets like that it's getting close usually. HVe you taken your temperature. If you even have a slightly elevated temp above 99.0 go now
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Re: Esoteric Musings of Carcosa | EMC/MDC/LNC | Part 2 Electric Boogaloo [Re: Asante] 1
#27083615 - 12/11/20 08:46 AM (3 years, 1 month ago) |
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Quote:
Asante said: FUUUUCK that morning pain when the Naproxen no longer diminishes the inflammation reaction and the associated pain.
Switched from Dakin's to Povidone-Iodine.
I feel like giving the Povidone-Iodine company customr service a call regarding their claim of it being "pain free iodine":
Willing to change back if the P-I wont give the daytime relief that Dakin's does.
The fucking antibiotic is not fucking working so far.
Using the combination of a sucking antiseptic wound dressing covered with a 10mm Hg compression sock to squeeze out more.
HOW CAN A WOUND THAT LOOKS SO GOOD BE SO EXCRUCIATING?!
The only thing that helps with the pain is Naproxen.
Willing to make a deal and sprinkling heroin into the wound for Christs sake!
I can't even TEXT CHAT, it hurts so much.
Its an abomination how much this hurts.
Stop using the topical antiseptics. They cause tissue damage and kill immune cells along with microbes. You probably have cellulitis. You need IV antibiotics. You need proper medical intervention.
Keep your leg raised at the same level as your heart to maximize circulation
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Edited by koods (12/11/20 08:47 AM)
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Re: Esoteric Musings of Carcosa | EMC/MDC/LNC | Part 2 Electric Boogaloo [Re: psi]
#27083626 - 12/11/20 08:54 AM (3 years, 1 month ago) |
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theRealrollforever said: We don't want you to go septic on us.
Plus gangrene.
Any recent antibiotic use can also cause yeast overgrowth. Some filler indulgences, please go to ER.
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psi said: ShroomedOcean has mentioned recently that they are on meds for this situation but the negative symptoms persist anyway.
Mental illness persisting despite medication is one thing, psychosis caused by recreational drug use is another.
Would also suggest a visit to doctor, ShroomedOcean.
When do ya move in psi?
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Re: Esoteric Musings of Carcosa | EMC/MDC/LNC | Part 2 Electric Boogaloo [Re: birdeatingspider] 1
#27083646 - 12/11/20 09:11 AM (3 years, 1 month ago) |
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We can move in at the end of February. 
It's unclear to me whether ShroomedOcean is saying other non-prescription drugs are involved, not sure if the mention of x means MDMA or if it's used in the "variable representing whatever" sense.
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SARAtonin
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Re: Esoteric Musings of Carcosa | EMC/MDC/LNC | Part 2 Electric Boogaloo [Re: psi] 1
#27083748 - 12/11/20 10:12 AM (3 years, 1 month ago) |
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We are watched The Hebrew Hammer tonight on discord!
8 pm Mountain!
https://discord.gg/V9DMtjmv
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Re: Esoteric Musings of Carcosa | EMC/MDC/LNC | Part 2 Electric Boogaloo [Re: psi]
#27083782 - 12/11/20 10:37 AM (3 years, 1 month ago) |
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Or an ex.  Call it projection, but IME once psychosis sets in, it's difficult to have the cognitive means to seek help.
So yeh, doesn't matter at the end of day what is causing the symptoms, guess my thought process was an expected episode is one thing.. In regards to level of concern.
Would imagine if this is symptoms persisting despite medication, the shrink would be in the loop(heres hoping).
Not sure if that was conveyed to make sense, but let us know you're okay, ShroomedOcean.
You must be super amped! Saw someone ask but fell off- any remodeling plans?
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Re: Esoteric Musings of Carcosa | EMC/MDC/LNC | Part 2 Electric Boogaloo [Re: birdeatingspider]
#27083815 - 12/11/20 10:53 AM (3 years, 1 month ago) |
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Yeah I hope ShroomedOcean's doctor is aware of the current situation. Maybe there are other medication possibilities.
We had been looking at mostly fixer upper type places but everything at this house looks pretty good. It will just need a couple of accessibility adaptations for our older son.
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Re: Esoteric Musings of Carcosa | EMC/MDC/LNC | Part 2 Electric Boogaloo [Re: psi]
#27083889 - 12/11/20 11:53 AM (3 years, 1 month ago) |
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did you say it was out in the boonies? are you in simcoe county?
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Re: Esoteric Musings of Carcosa | EMC/MDC/LNC | Part 2 Electric Boogaloo [Re: gopher]
#27083964 - 12/11/20 12:52 PM (3 years, 1 month ago) |
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Don't want to say where exactly on the board but east of GTA.
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Re: Esoteric Musings of Carcosa | EMC/MDC/LNC | Part 2 Electric Boogaloo [Re: Asante] 1
#27084061 - 12/11/20 02:12 PM (3 years, 1 month ago) |
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hope your situation improves Asante and that the pain lessens. definitely sounds like it may be a good idea to seek more medical attention
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