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Re: Esoteric Musings of Carcosa | EMC/MDC/LNC | Part 2 Electric Boogaloo [Re: Jokeshopbeard] 6
#27038005 - 11/14/20 12:16 AM (3 years, 2 months ago) |
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Made a pact with myself not to divulge much for this one. All I can say is that I understand.... & that the state of understanding has been achieved. Not merely by a hallucinogenic experience, but coupled with a life long burning to cool down. I’m cool now, can’t get any cooler than this. I can see clearly, finally, not just temporarily. And I’ll only act in accord with that Uber-vision-logic of the pure heart mind to the best of my abilities, for as long as my body lives.
Back to Buddhist training for me very soon. Taking vows, cutting hair, taking up the robe , etc.
a wandering blind ass.
My love to you all.
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Edited by The Blind Ass (11/14/20 12:27 AM)
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Re: Esoteric Musings of Carcosa | EMC/MDC/LNC | Part 2 Electric Boogaloo [Re: The Blind Ass]
#27038044 - 11/14/20 01:00 AM (3 years, 2 months ago) |
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The Blind Ass said: Made a pact with myself not to divulge much for this one. All I can say is that I understand.... & that the state of understanding has been achieved. Not merely by a hallucinogenic experience, but coupled with a life long burning to cool down. I’m cool now, can’t get any cooler than this. I can see clearly, finally, not just temporarily. And I’ll only act in accord with that Uber-vision-logic of the pure heart mind to the best of my abilities, for as long as my body lives.
Back to Buddhist training for me very soon. Taking vows, cutting hair, taking up the robe , etc.
a wandering blind ass.
My love to you all.
Remember that it's just drugs. Learn from them , but don't take your trips too seriously and start giving away all of your possessions, housing, and be preaching about the apocalypse on the street corners.
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Re: Esoteric Musings of Carcosa | EMC/MDC/LNC | Part 2 Electric Boogaloo [Re: Lophosaurus] 4
#27038144 - 11/14/20 03:06 AM (3 years, 2 months ago) |
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Lmao, in my younger days - after a session - I had indeed experience a powerful jhana and following the meditation of that experience I did experience Satori- afterwards I gave away all my things when I first became a novice monk many many years ago, now though, I’ve been in and out of training to become a full monk and priest for years. I couldn’t ever really find the conviction to fully commit. But I resolved that now - and not because of the trip per say - rather that I know understand stand the trip as nothing but the mind - nothing more nothing less - with all its delusions and whatever the user has raised and maintained it to be. They (psychs). are just a a medicine/food. With a niche. Anyways, No matter who’s mind - there is pure primal goodness and wisdom in all sentient beings & it is inviolably and primordially unified with the rest of phenomena - wether one wants it to be or not - it is, no drug is ever needed for me to see & know that. Understanding what this truly means, deeply, and living with it though, takes practice - especially when living with others. To embody ones own magical illusion of enlightenment is the way for me.
Now through this path seen anew, I see it primarily is as a way to aid in humanity (in a small part) and with the help of the plenty - the lucrative - philanthropists, donors, etc, do some real good. Sure, I first go back and finish my final years of formal training, receive the dharmic lineage seal of transmission - but then, then a beautiful but humble temple can get built where it may enhance an entire community’s individuals interactions with their own heart & mind - finding out who they really are - at the heart of the core of the great matter of this life - and to also aid in inspiring & aspiring for relationships with each other world - over time. Adding on hospice care, urgent care, and fresh home grown organic foods, etc also helps (that’s just to name a few) All that’s achievable and more, Ive already seen it done well & seen it done bad. I want to go it well, so I’m going to take my time and give each drop of sweat till my dream comes true.
Anything to help a community of human beings live and thrive wholesomely and purely - ever reminded and humbled by and of all the hard work and grace our ancestors must have lived with - dying and living in this place - working it up to so we can have what we have now. Spiritually, scientifically, materially, etc.
A flame that’s always kept alive. Like a mirror confronting a form! Remember why you were born!
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Re: Esoteric Musings of Carcosa | EMC/MDC/LNC | Part 2 Electric Boogaloo [Re: The Blind Ass]
#27038780 - 11/14/20 01:25 PM (3 years, 2 months ago) |
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Beautifully Said Blind Ass 
Sounds like one incredible, strong mushroom trip of life-changing proportions
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Re: Esoteric Musings of Carcosa | EMC/MDC/LNC | Part 2 Electric Boogaloo [Re: The Blind Ass]
#27038844 - 11/14/20 01:55 PM (3 years, 2 months ago) |
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Wow man. 
Finding a purpose and satisfaction in life through helping others and the community is what keeps me going. Without it, for me there is nothing to transcend through.
I wish you the best on your journey but I assume at some point you'll be leaving us to rejoin your studies .
/sadface.
Without TheBlindAss OTD will be terrible. We've already missed you this last couple of weeks.
But hey man! It's awesome what I"m hearing!@

Just remember, life is like a wave- there are highs and lows... don't get stuck in a trough and remember the peaks!
 
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Re: Esoteric Musings of Carcosa | EMC/MDC/LNC | Part 2 Electric Boogaloo [Re: The Blind Ass] 1
#27038862 - 11/14/20 02:00 PM (3 years, 2 months ago) |
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The Blind Ass said: Ate 12g dry of fungi a couple nights ago. 

Holy moley
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Re: Esoteric Musings of Carcosa | EMC/MDC/LNC | Part 2 Electric Boogaloo [Re: Texas Honey Badger] 1
#27038878 - 11/14/20 02:07 PM (3 years, 2 months ago) |
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I'd probably die on the come up of 12g
Seriously
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Re: Esoteric Musings of Carcosa | EMC/MDC/LNC | Part 2 Electric Boogaloo [Re: Niffla]
#27038884 - 11/14/20 02:10 PM (3 years, 2 months ago) |
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You get to choose that in my experience.
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Re: Esoteric Musings of Carcosa | EMC/MDC/LNC | Part 2 Electric Boogaloo [Re: Niffla] 1
#27039025 - 11/14/20 03:34 PM (3 years, 2 months ago) |
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Niffla said: I'd probably die on the come up of 12g
Seriously
I was never that brave, most i ever consumed was probably 4 dry gms
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Re: Esoteric Musings of Carcosa | EMC/MDC/LNC | Part 2 Electric Boogaloo [Re: Texas Honey Badger] 1
#27039049 - 11/14/20 03:48 PM (3 years, 2 months ago) |
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Spicemaster said:
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Niffla said: I'd probably die on the come up of 12g
Seriously
I was never that brave, most i ever consumed was probably 4 dry gms
Yeah that's probably give or take around the highest dose I've done with mushrooms as well. I've done probably close to 10 in a single night but that was redosing so not the same (or even close) obviously to dosing ten at one time.
My largest single dose of LSD was probably around 4-5 strong blotters, and I was really young and stupid at the time, so safe to say it was not a positive experience.
These days I am strictly or a light recreational dose tripper -- one blotter or even a half is way more than enough for me.
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Re: Esoteric Musings of Carcosa | EMC/MDC/LNC | Part 2 Electric Boogaloo [Re: Niffla]
#27039062 - 11/14/20 03:56 PM (3 years, 2 months ago) |
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God I hate Saturdays when I'm at home bored with not shit to do
I drank last night and have a stout hangover, so I really, REALLY do not want to drink tonight because I don't want to be hungover AGAIN tomorrow with the work week looming on Monday, but...boredom makes me want to go get a 6 pack and a few tall ones anyway right now. And then watch some college football. And there's a really good boxing fight tonight on ESPN.
Sports makes me want to drink beer
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Re: Esoteric Musings of Carcosa | EMC/MDC/LNC | Part 2 Electric Boogaloo [Re: Niffla]
#27039255 - 11/14/20 06:09 PM (3 years, 2 months ago) |
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i am bored and worrying that my family is sad that ive been gone all alone an they forgot about me like i died and now they all cry in a funeral over me
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Re: Esoteric Musings of Carcosa | EMC/MDC/LNC | Part 2 Electric Boogaloo [Re: Niffla] 1
#27039573 - 11/14/20 09:07 PM (3 years, 2 months ago) |
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Niffla said:
Sports makes me want to drink beer
Get another hobby then.
I don't hang out with, or watch TV that makes me want to drink.
Get away from the TV and get into yourself. Learn more about your space in life and the goals you want.
Alcohol is just going to cloud those.
Now, I won't deny. Alcohol has it's uses, but seriously... it's the pits, almost like legal heroin. So we all know how bad that is.
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Re: Esoteric Musings of Carcosa | EMC/MDC/LNC | Part 2 Electric Boogaloo [Re: Fiery]
#27039637 - 11/14/20 10:17 PM (3 years, 2 months ago) |
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I strongly feel that psychedelics are most safe and give most when taken in doses that floor you fast.
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Re: Esoteric Musings of Carcosa | EMC/MDC/LNC | Part 2 Electric Boogaloo [Re: LeningradCowboy]
#27039718 - 11/14/20 11:47 PM (3 years, 2 months ago) |
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LeningradCowboy
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Re: Esoteric Musings of Carcosa | EMC/MDC/LNC | Part 2 Electric Boogaloo [Re: cannabinated]
#27039742 - 11/15/20 12:18 AM (3 years, 2 months ago) |
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No time to panic when you are floored all most instantly and there in 7-15 minutes.
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Re: Esoteric Musings of Carcosa | EMC/MDC/LNC | Part 2 Electric Boogaloo [Re: LeningradCowboy]
#27041782 - 11/16/20 08:03 AM (3 years, 2 months ago) |
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Sup Pub
I had a few treats. Its a shitty day shitty weather but ok. Gonna crack a few beers and chillax.
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Re: Esoteric Musings of Carcosa | EMC/MDC/LNC | Part 2 Electric Boogaloo [Re: LeningradCowboy] 2
#27042236 - 11/16/20 01:18 PM (3 years, 2 months ago) |
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LeningradCowboy said: No time to panic when you are floored all most instantly and there in 7-15 minutes.
You know you might be onto something.
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Re: Esoteric Musings of Carcosa | EMC/MDC/LNC | Part 2 Electric Boogaloo [Re: CookieCrumbs]
#27042375 - 11/16/20 02:56 PM (3 years, 2 months ago) |
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This is just my personal experience but. When taking doses that take you there with out question and floor you quickly. You dont have 1h+ time to freak out before it peaks.
Really in my opinion most people have bad experiences when they are stuck in "middle" proper dose but not strong enough to reap every thought that tries to resist and control the experience and situation.
And as the ego will in most(all most all) cases try to keep in control this is where the shit hits the fan. You can still function and your ego is trying to control situation by going in panic mode.
Fight or flight kicks in. Usually flight luckily so no harming of other people.
People should really learn to control their thoughts before starting to dose big.
I know I should have
Meditation should be mandatory to every psychonaut IMHO!
Yoga too.
Prepare to big doses. Really prepare.
I have taken my share of mg doses without thinking first. And thinking it though first.
Happy to be as stabile that im now.
Safe journeys everyone. Just play smart to stay safe and sane.
Peace&Love
Disclaimer: Do not read this like: Hey that stranger on internet said that it is safe to start with epic dosages so im going to go 1mg/10g for my first trip, No dont do it to your self please Maybe good idea in calm please with EXPERIENCED people who love you around you to take care and guide you though it.
Disclaimer2:I dont use psych anymore for fun/recrational. Trip really rarely. Should probably eat shrooms more often for the sake of my mental health Last trip with traditional psychs like 2 years a go maybe.
Yoga is my high now. Ok Amanita sometimes too. Weed sometimes but I easily get stuck in the 5g day habit and that does not serve me anymore. Last time like month a go.
Plant medicine etc. when needed.
Sorry for the wall of text, hope somebody gets some new thought out of it.
Good night everybody. Drink my Amanita tea and little walk outside to clear my mind and to bed.
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Re: Esoteric Musings of Carcosa | EMC/MDC/LNC | Part 2 Electric Boogaloo [Re: LeningradCowboy]
#27042408 - 11/16/20 03:26 PM (3 years, 2 months ago) |
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Why is it so quiet?
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