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Re: Musings Divination of Carcosa | EMC / MDC / LNC | Part 2 Electric Boogaloo [Re: PumpJackTeX] 5
#26918179 - 09/04/20 08:28 PM (3 years, 4 months ago) |
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Hey!!! Don’t you bring that Scorpio let down in here as an excuse!!
We’re mother effingn phoenixes!! We crash, burn, and rise out of our ashes into new forms!! We are death and rebirth!! We reinvent ourselves better and better! WE ARE SPARTA SCORPIOS!!!!

But for real tho, and also
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Re: Musings Divination of Carcosa | EMC / MDC / LNC | Part 2 Electric Boogaloo [Re: pachoo]
#26918209 - 09/04/20 08:43 PM (3 years, 4 months ago) |
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pachoo said: We crash, burn, and rise out of our ashes into new forms!! We are death and rebirth!! We reinvent ourselves better and better! WE ARE SPARTA SCORPIOS!!!!

But for real tho, and also 
How many times am I gonna die?
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Re: Musings Divination of Carcosa | EMC / MDC / LNC | Part 2 Electric Boogaloo [Re: PumpJackTeX] 1
#26918215 - 09/04/20 08:48 PM (3 years, 4 months ago) |
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Hope everyone’s well.
Much love ❤️
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Re: Musings Divination of Carcosa | EMC / MDC / LNC | Part 2 Electric Boogaloo [Re: The Blind Ass]
#26918310 - 09/04/20 10:02 PM (3 years, 4 months ago) |
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Re: Musings Divination of Carcosa | EMC / MDC / LNC | Part 2 Electric Boogaloo [Re: PumpJackTeX] 2
#26918319 - 09/04/20 10:05 PM (3 years, 4 months ago) |
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PumpJackTeX said:
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pachoo said: We crash, burn, and rise out of our ashes into new forms!! We are death and rebirth!! We reinvent ourselves better and better! WE ARE SPARTA SCORPIOS!!!!

But for real tho, and also 
How many times am I gonna die?
I dunno. Probably alot. I feel like I have. I'm still going, and each one is a blessed silver lining. It's like the mini deaths with psychedelics. We must sacrifice that which does not serve us anymore within ourselves to birth something better. If we are still miserable with ourselves, then it means we need to change something. What do you need to change? Start small, take your time, be persistent. The hardest thing is patience with this. Patience with time and patience in understanding what is in yourself. No one is racing against each other. It's not a competition and it doesn't need judgments. We are only on our solitary paths. Find what you need to change, and then slowly start fixing it. Cut off the bad parts, like rotted flesh. Acknowledge it's in your past, forgive yourself and the pain, drop it off, and move on.
Start with your environment, then your diet, then your physical health. The more you change your surroundings to what you feel is right, the more you will start to see hope. The more you help your diet, the more nourished you will feel. The more you work on your physical health (and also sleep!), the more you will feel more balanced. The mental and emotional parts will begin healing throughout all of this time, the behaviors will change when you push yourself to a healthy routine.
But this is all behavior, mental and emotional things. Small changes and if there is a severe problem I would suggest you consult a professional. I like to believe there are still those professionals who want to help. And after getting help, start helping yourself by changing, evolving.
You got this man
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Re: Musings Divination of Carcosa | EMC / MDC / LNC | Part 2 Electric Boogaloo [Re: pachoo]
#26918457 - 09/05/20 12:09 AM (3 years, 4 months ago) |
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I wreaked my bike 4X here in Boulder
A new record for me
I'm so fucked
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Re: Musings Divination of Carcosa | EMC / MDC / LNC | Part 2 Electric Boogaloo [Re: PumpJackTeX] 1
#26918472 - 09/05/20 12:22 AM (3 years, 4 months ago) |
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Re: Musings Divination of Carcosa | EMC / MDC / LNC | Part 2 Electric Boogaloo [Re: PumpJackTeX] 2
#26918828 - 09/05/20 08:29 AM (3 years, 4 months ago) |
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People pay good money to get their ass spanked like that
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Re: Musings Divination of Carcosa | EMC / MDC / LNC | Part 2 Electric Boogaloo [Re: PumpJackTeX]
#26919013 - 09/05/20 10:27 AM (3 years, 4 months ago) |
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But also, what'd you do that for?
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Re: Musings Divination of Carcosa | EMC / MDC / LNC | Part 2 Electric Boogaloo [Re: koods] 2
#26919023 - 09/05/20 10:31 AM (3 years, 4 months ago) |
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koods said: People pay good money to get their ass spanked like that
From my phone I thought I was looking at a belly, lol.
People get paid good money to spank like that, too.
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Re: Musings Divination of Carcosa | EMC / MDC / LNC | Part 2 Electric Boogaloo [Re: birdeatingspider] 3
#26919115 - 09/05/20 11:41 AM (3 years, 4 months ago) |
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GOOD MORNING YALL I LUV YALL SO MUCH BIG DAWG YALL ARE DA BEST EVA 4REAL YO
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Re: Musings Divination of Carcosa | EMC / MDC / LNC | Part 2 Electric Boogaloo [Re: zZZz] 3
#26919127 - 09/05/20 11:52 AM (3 years, 4 months ago) |
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Had a crazy night last night, we had some friends over for a party for my wife. We got pretty high on some MDMA last night, my head hurts today. 
I’m excited to get out to Mt. Shasta for some camping but until my head gets better I just wanna lay around half naked in the AC.
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Re: Musings Divination of Carcosa | EMC / MDC / LNC | Part 2 Electric Boogaloo [Re: tyrannicalrex] 1
#26919144 - 09/05/20 12:00 PM (3 years, 4 months ago) |
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tyrannicalrex said: Is that where that soda was made?
Whenever I hear of this Mt. Shasta place I can't help but think it sounds like a crappy off brand version of something. Like a theme park where the rides are super dangerous. And all the fountain drinks are Shasta I guess.
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Re: Musings Divination of Carcosa | EMC / MDC / LNC | Part 2 Electric Boogaloo [Re: Niffla] 1
#26919184 - 09/05/20 12:24 PM (3 years, 4 months ago) |
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Niffla said: Speaking of spiders I keep getting bit at night when I'm sleeping. I've suffered like 5 bites in the last 10-ish days. Probably from the same damn spider, idk. And they itch like hell. It's driving me crazy.

I've been bit alot this year too. There's alot more spiders this summer. I think for us it can be blamed on the mild winter as other insects faired unusual well too. More spider food.
Been battling them in my home and I think constantly disturbing them is how they end up on me while I sleep. But I just don't like them setting up shop under my bed..
My most recent bite spread all over my shoulder and then the capillaries burst in a scratch pattern. Looks like I got attacked by a monster. Or an angry ex gf
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Re: Musings Divination of Carcosa | EMC / MDC / LNC | Part 2 Electric Boogaloo [Re: SARAtonin]
#26919191 - 09/05/20 12:28 PM (3 years, 4 months ago) |
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SARAtonin said: Had a crazy night last night, we had some friends over for a party for my wife. We got pretty high on some MDMA last night, my head hurts today. 
I’m excited to get out to Mt. Shasta for some camping but until my head gets better I just wanna lay around half naked in the AC. 
That's a beautiful majestic mountain. I've seen it basically be the landscape in the background of my YouTube hikers.
Sometimes I'm just awed that such things exist and you can go there without a helicopter and climbing equipment.
Hope you feel better soon and enjoy your trip
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Re: Musings Divination of Carcosa | EMC / MDC / LNC | Part 2 Electric Boogaloo [Re: PumpJackTeX] 1
#26919224 - 09/05/20 12:45 PM (3 years, 4 months ago) |
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PumpJackTeX said: I'm a scorpio.
I'm sure I will fuck it up.
I fuck up everything in my life.
& I don't even try
Too fuck up
Everything.
But I Do.
All scorpios must learn the art of turning shit into gold.
I can't do anything right either but who's to say what's right? Keep trying a trying to have some meta optimism and eventually you'll find yourself failing upwards. It's all perspective and that's what the death and rebirth cycle is all about. Be born again.
Next week I meet with management about failing certification and am a terrible worker and I look forward to it. It's really going to suck. But it's gonna tell me what my next move is.
Today though I'm just enjoying the cool sunny day with Ms Liam kitty.
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Re: Musings Divination of Carcosa | EMC / MDC / LNC | Part 2 Electric Boogaloo [Re: CookieCrumbs]
#26919234 - 09/05/20 12:51 PM (3 years, 4 months ago) |
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CookieCrumbs said: Next week I meet with management about failing certification and am a terrible worker and I look forward to it. It's really going to suck. But it's gonna tell me what my next move is.
IT'Z NOT GOING TO SUCK
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Re: Musings Divination of Carcosa | EMC / MDC / LNC | Part 2 Electric Boogaloo [Re: SARAtonin]
#26919254 - 09/05/20 12:56 PM (3 years, 4 months ago) |
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SARAtonin said: Had a crazy night last night, we had some friends over for a party for my wife. We got pretty high on some MDMA last night, my head hurts today. 
I’m excited to get out to Mt. Shasta for some camping but until my head gets better I just wanna lay around half naked in the AC. 
Niiiiice 
I contemplating about camping at Tillamook Forest this weekend (even thou it feels haunted there). Decisions....Decisions....
Also totally forgot it was Labor Day weekend this weekend. Having a job really throws off my sense of holidays
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Re: Musings Divination of Carcosa | EMC / MDC / LNC | Part 2 Electric Boogaloo [Re: zZZz]
#26919267 - 09/05/20 01:01 PM (3 years, 4 months ago) |
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Nah it's going to be terrible. But that's okay. I've already had my temper tantrum about it.
Boss was trying to keep me and others from being laid off. Just so happened to be a pretty shitty job for me.
I think most workforce actually hate intelligent people. You show them easier ways of doing things and they get salty. You accomplish more in less time and don't get promoted because you're not working as hard as everyone else. You figure things out for yourself instead of learning things in a school and people look down on you. Learn things in a school but don't get a degree and people percieve you as a failure.
Corporate culture is a corruption of logic.
They don't have anything for me anymore. Already looking at other jobs. Company has a position open in audit I'd like to try for.
I don't see telling people they fucked up as a way to get them in trouble. That's a corruption of logic too. Pointing out someone's errors encourages them to do better and greases the wheel to make everything run more smoothly and in the long run makes life easier.
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Re: Musings Divination of Carcosa | EMC / MDC / LNC | Part 2 Electric Boogaloo [Re: CookieCrumbs] 1
#26919284 - 09/05/20 01:08 PM (3 years, 4 months ago) |
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CookieCrumbs said:
All scorpios must learn the art of turning shit into gold.
Ain't that the fudging truth most of the time. Hah
Also.... guys.... I'm feeling the fall air rolling in.... and remembering I won't be able to go to the renaissance faire again this year. I'm getting all sad about it. So I'm just going to listen to bardcore to make myself feel better.
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