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Re: Esoteric Musings of Carcosa | EMC/MDC/LNC | Part 2 Electric Boogaloo [Re: Niffla] 3
#26867409 - 08/06/20 09:41 PM (3 years, 5 months ago) |
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@loph Yes if only there were some type of institution that handled that sort of thing.
You're making alot of assumptions. I had a friend who made alot of assumptions too. He was walking after a couple punks that had crashed a party and snagged a bunch of shit as they left. He thought with 20 of his friends around and being a big guy who was morally right after some guys who were running off that he could get some justice.
He got 2 bullets in the chest. He was 26 years old and his life ended that day.
So I'm sorry but I don't give a fuck about your principles. I've seen alot of shit kids do when they're 1. Kids and stupid and 2. Desperate. I've had to read and hear "[someone you know] died" alot. If you care about your wife and your neighborhood you will air on the side of caution to ensure that you're around to take care of them.
I know I don't know the full situation but that mindset alone concerns me. If you were following him at a distance then fine but please don't be so confident about cornering an animal.
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CookieCrumbs said: Are you still drinking regularly?
What is not well specifically?
I just drink once a week now. For all of 2020.
I wake up constantly through the night. Like hourly. I never drift into a deep sleep where I just sleep without waking up for like 4 straight hours. I can't even remember the last time that ever happened. I like kinda drift off into that early dream stage, where you're halfway awake and halfway asleep, but still able to have some dreams. And then I wake up and wash, rinse, repeat.
Dude I didn't know this wasn't normal. Occasionally I sleep like a baby but it's so rare I'm not sure I just don't remember waking up.
Lately my sleep problems have been not being able to fall back to sleep.
Have you tried meditation and all that stuff?
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Re: Esoteric Musings of Carcosa | EMC/MDC/LNC | Part 2 Electric Boogaloo [Re: Niffla]
#26867412 - 08/06/20 09:43 PM (3 years, 5 months ago) |
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Oh Yeah! There will be so many pics that you will be wishing that I never got a peacock. I'm researching and it's looking like it will cost me about $30 for 1 egg. I want to get a really exotic looking one so it might cost me a lil bit more.
What I really really want is an ostrich egg. Then when it gets too big I will release it into Golden Gate Park or maybe the redwood forest. Might be cool for people to randomly see an ostrich run by in the park/forest. Or maybe just donate it to a zoo. Those eggs cost $100 so that probably won't be happening anytime soon. I'll start with a peacock, move up to an emu, and then see about an ostrich.
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Re: Esoteric Musings of Carcosa | EMC/MDC/LNC | Part 2 Electric Boogaloo [Re: Lophosaurus] 1
#26867598 - 08/07/20 02:59 AM (3 years, 5 months ago) |
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How's everyone here doing tonight?
I made and drank some poppy pod tea about a couple of hours ago and I'm feeling really good right about now. I'm just relaxing and listening to music from Final Fantasy. I'm about to go to sleep soon because I plan to do that thing I've been writing about here for a while now this afternoon. Yeah, I was going to go there to say hello and buy something last Sunday, but I took a nap before going and woke up later then I wanted to and I didn't make it there in time. So, decided to just do everything on Friday instead. I chose Friday because I wanted to sure I'm feeling some what back to normal before I go there. I really don't want to make matters worst then they're already are now. I wish that I stopped taking kratom to get back to normal a long time ago...
Anyways, when I was working today I had a brilliant idea, after I'm done apologizing to everyone that works there, I plan to give each of them something special I think it's something they will like and it's a good way to thank them for everything.... Oh, if I don't go today, I'll tell everyone here and please rate me 1 shroom. Oh, it's official!!! I'm going to be picking up some DMT, ketamine and 2F-DCK next week I can't wait I've been wanting to try them out for a while now and I finally decided it's time, I push it off long enough. I'll post a trip report here when I get them next week.
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Re: Esoteric Musings of Carcosa | EMC/MDC/LNC | Part 2 Electric Boogaloo [Re: CookieCrumbs] 3
#26867754 - 08/07/20 07:14 AM (3 years, 5 months ago) |
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Dude I didn't know this wasn't normal. Occasionally I sleep like a baby but it's so rare I'm not sure I just don't remember waking up.
Lately my sleep problems have been not being able to fall back to sleep.
Have you tried meditation and all that stuff?
No I haven't but it would be worth a shot. I've heard accounts of people who initially dismissed the idea of meditation entirely only to begrudgingly give it a shot, and they said they were kinda stunned at how it can actually work.
Have you tried it?
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Re: Esoteric Musings of Carcosa | EMC/MDC/LNC | Part 2 Electric Boogaloo [Re: CookieCrumbs] 2
#26867761 - 08/07/20 07:21 AM (3 years, 5 months ago) |
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CookieCrumbs said: @loph I had a friend who made alot of assumptions too. He was walking after a couple punks that had crashed a party and snagged a bunch of shit as they left. He thought with 20 of his friends around and being a big guy who was morally right after some guys who were running off that he could get some justice.
He got 2 bullets in the chest. He was 26 years old and his life ended that day.
Damn.

I was reading a story yesterday about some high school kid in New Mexico -- supposedly a basketball star who from the sound of it would've been on his way to a good university via a basketball scholarship.
Now granted this wasn't chasing down a thief, but apparently the basketball guy was at a get together with some friends and some people showed up that weren't supposed to be there. He (the basketball player) told them to leave and then one of the kids pulled out a gun and just gunned him down right there.
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Re: Esoteric Musings of Carcosa | EMC/MDC/LNC | Part 2 Electric Boogaloo [Re: Niffla] 3
#26867909 - 08/07/20 08:52 AM (3 years, 5 months ago) |
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A buddy of mine tried to fight off a mugger & got shot several years ago. Didn’t die though. Niffla, I have trouble with sleep too. Cannabis is the only thing that helps me sleep through the night.
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Re: Esoteric Musings of Carcosa | EMC/MDC/LNC | Part 2 Electric Boogaloo [Re: Lophosaurus] 6
#26868062 - 08/07/20 10:20 AM (3 years, 5 months ago) |
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Girl I knew had the same thing happen in South Philly.
Just give up your stuff. Didn't die but got shot in the stomach. Almost kicked the bucket. She struggled mentally for years afterwards as a result, and probably physically too, I'm sure.
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Lophosaurus said: Oh Yeah! There will be so many pics that you will be wishing that I never got a peacock. I'm researching and it's looking like it will cost me about $30 for 1 egg. I want to get a really exotic looking one so it might cost me a lil bit more.
What I really really want is an ostrich egg. Then when it gets too big I will release it into Golden Gate Park or maybe the redwood forest. Might be cool for people to randomly see an ostrich run by in the park/forest. Or maybe just donate it to a zoo. Those eggs cost $100 so that probably won't be happening anytime soon. I'll start with a peacock, move up to an emu, and then see about an ostrich.
alright so no. the clear answer is DON'T release the ostrich into the bay area. Get an ostrich saddle, learn to ride, and beat that traffic, duuuuh.
Probably harder to steal than a bike
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Re: Musings Divination of Carcosa | EMC / MDC / LNC | Part 2 Electric Boogaloo [Re: pirate-blues] 1
#26868346 - 08/07/20 01:13 PM (3 years, 5 months ago) |
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And thats why I want more gun regulations, because too many innocent people die from them. End the senseless killing 
Good mornning yall (its actually noon). Just woke up after a night of Overwatch gaming, Dr Dabber dankness (so niceeee) and chilling to MegaShuffle music. Life is goooooood.
Also Im excited about Crypocurrencies right now, its doing well! I almost have 2 grand in my account! Most I ever had 
Now its time for me to install my new Bluray drive into my Desktop
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Re: Musings Divination of Carcosa | EMC / MDC / LNC | Part 2 Electric Boogaloo [Re: LogicaL Chaos] 1
#26868552 - 08/07/20 02:45 PM (3 years, 5 months ago) |
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Hi LC!
Tell me about Megashuffle
Always good to see you are doing well
Omg post 4420 o have to get soooooo baked. Lol danunihnuhmuhmuhnuhnuhnuh to the bong!
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Re: Esoteric Musings of Carcosa | EMC/MDC/LNC | Part 2 Electric Boogaloo [Re: Niffla] 2
#26868563 - 08/07/20 02:54 PM (3 years, 5 months ago) |
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Dude I didn't know this wasn't normal. Occasionally I sleep like a baby but it's so rare I'm not sure I just don't remember waking up.
Lately my sleep problems have been not being able to fall back to sleep.
Have you tried meditation and all that stuff?
No I haven't but it would be worth a shot. I've heard accounts of people who initially dismissed the idea of meditation entirely only to begrudgingly give it a shot, and they said they were kinda stunned at how it can actually work.
Have you tried it?
Yeah. For me meditation before bed just kinda keeps me in a meditative state. Restful and better than nothing but not sleep. For me what works better is mediating mid day or right after work.
Also good to put the phone away and keep bed for sex and sleep. If you keep it as a hobby space or thinking space your brain can stick to that idea.
I also take melatonin most nights. 2-3 mg, no more. More can wake you up as it starts to wear off.
Also need to watch my kratom doses as too much of that can keep me up.
My phone has a sleep sounds feayure. I say goodnight google and it plays fireplace, water, or cricket sounds. Prefer audiobooks at night but I like to use goodnight google for naps.
Sleep is super important man. Anything is worth a shot. There is good info online about how to set up a sleep routine.
Also super important for me is to not eat an hour or 2 before bed. Nothing ruins a good night's sleep like waking up choking.
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Re: Musings Divination of Carcosa | EMC / MDC / LNC | Part 2 Electric Boogaloo [Re: ichugwindex] 2
#26868691 - 08/07/20 04:07 PM (3 years, 5 months ago) |
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Hitz to da bong! 
MegaShuffle is an online radio station based in Canada (Thanks Canadians!). They play two genres all day, everyday.
The genre I listen to is All Hit Remixes. Im totally hooked on it. I love it: https://megashuffle.com/all-hit-remixes
And the icing on the cake is the host of MegaShuffle comes on to the station and sometimes says some silly things like makes mistakes and keeps the recording. Also the self-ads are sometimes silly as fuck. Silly Canadians 
Whats strange is at one point, the station went offline due to not making enough money from donations (its ad-free radio) then the host had to get commercials to help pay for the station, then now theres no ads at all (like how it was before he got ads). Then the music remixes actually got better! (some of the throwbacks are kinda lame thou). I have no idea what happened but its better than ever and again, ad-free!
Its a Musical Blessin
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Re: Musings Divination of Carcosa | EMC / MDC / LNC | Part 2 Electric Boogaloo [Re: LogicaL Chaos] 3
#26868694 - 08/07/20 04:09 PM (3 years, 5 months ago) |
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Re: Musings Divination of Carcosa | EMC / MDC / LNC | Part 2 Electric Boogaloo [Re: Cosmic_Flame]
#26868696 - 08/07/20 04:10 PM (3 years, 5 months ago) |
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I used to listen to that song as a teen when I was cruizing in my Blue (micro-flake paint) Ford Explorer back in Hawaii 
Ahhhh, good times
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Re: Musings Divination of Carcosa | EMC / MDC / LNC | Part 2 Electric Boogaloo [Re: LogicaL Chaos]
#26868704 - 08/07/20 04:16 PM (3 years, 5 months ago) |
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Hella nostalgic
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Re: Musings Divination of Carcosa | EMC / MDC / LNC | Part 2 Electric Boogaloo [Re: ichugwindex] 2
#26869176 - 08/07/20 09:18 PM (3 years, 5 months ago) |
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So.. virtually no storms. Instead of my planned adventures I spent the afternoon being fucked up and fucking shit up and being mad about the coin shortage.
Stupid government can't even make quarters.
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Re: Musings Divination of Carcosa | EMC / MDC / LNC | Part 2 Electric Boogaloo [Re: CookieCrumbs]
#26869274 - 08/07/20 10:46 PM (3 years, 5 months ago) |
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How come the Gov cant make quarters/coins? I never actually looked it up....
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Re: Musings Divination of Carcosa | EMC / MDC / LNC | Part 2 Electric Boogaloo [Re: LogicaL Chaos] 1
#26869310 - 08/07/20 11:44 PM (3 years, 5 months ago) |
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The federal reserve was minting less because covid. Apparently minting money wasn't an essential business but fast food drive thru was.
https://slate.com/news-and-politics/2020/08/national-coin-shortage-everything-to-know.html
And alot of other stuff.
I was 30 miles away and my tire light came on. I had like 20% as much air in one tire as I should have. I had just cleaned out my car and had no coins at all.
1st place I pulled up in had a card reader. I celebrated my luck until I realized someone ripped the fucking nozzle off.
2nd was quarter only but the store was closed. Went up to a grocery store only to be told that I can't be given quarters. Bro I would have bought more food if I hadn't thought I couldn't use my card for the change I can't get.
I was right salty as I slowly shuttered my way out of town.
Bless that little gas station before I hit the country. It had an operable air pump with a card reader.
I didn't even want to stop but I had just realized I needed gas. Really didn't expect that little station to be in the 21st century.
I feel bad for people who rely on coin laundry.
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Re: Musings Divination of Carcosa | EMC / MDC / LNC | Part 2 Electric Boogaloo [Re: CookieCrumbs] 1
#26869868 - 08/08/20 10:48 AM (3 years, 5 months ago) |
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Listened to this last night for the first time in years and it really fucked me up.
You do not do, you do not do Any more, black shoe In which I have lived like a foot For thirty years, poor and white, Barely daring to breathe or Achoo.
Daddy, I have had to kill you. You died before I had time—— Marble-heavy, a bag full of God, Ghastly statue with one gray toe Big as a Frisco seal
And a head in the freakish Atlantic Where it pours bean green over blue In the waters off beautiful Nauset. I used to pray to recover you. Ach, du.
In the German tongue, in the Polish town Scraped flat by the roller Of wars, wars, wars. But the name of the town is common. My Polack friend
Says there are a dozen or two. So I never could tell where you Put your foot, your root, I never could talk to you. The tongue stuck in my jaw.
It stuck in a barb wire snare. Ich, ich, ich, ich, I could hardly speak. I thought every German was you. And the language obscene
An engine, an engine Chuffing me off like a Jew. A Jew to Dachau, Auschwitz, Belsen. I began to talk like a Jew. I think I may well be a Jew.
The snows of the Tyrol, the clear beer of Vienna Are not very pure or true. With my gipsy ancestress and my weird luck And my Taroc pack and my Taroc pack I may be a bit of a Jew.
I have always been scared of you, With your Luftwaffe, your gobbledygoo. And your neat mustache And your Aryan eye, bright blue. Panzer-man, panzer-man, O You——
Not God but a swastika So black no sky could squeak through. Every woman adores a Fascist, The boot in the face, the brute Brute heart of a brute like you.
You stand at the blackboard, daddy, In the picture I have of you, A cleft in your chin instead of your foot But no less a devil for that, no not Any less the black man who
Bit my pretty red heart in two. I was ten when they buried you. At twenty I tried to die And get back, back, back to you. I thought even the bones would do.
But they pulled me out of the sack, And they stuck me together with glue. And then I knew what to do. I made a model of you, A man in black with a Meinkampf look
And a love of the rack and the screw. And I said I do, I do. So daddy, I’m finally through. The black telephone’s off at the root, The voices just can’t worm through.
If I’ve killed one man, I’ve killed two—— The vampire who said he was you And drank my blood for a year, Seven years, if you want to know. Daddy, you can lie back now.
There’s a stake in your fat black heart And the villagers never liked you. They are dancing and stamping on you. They always knew it was you. Daddy, daddy, you bastard, I’m through.
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Re: Musings Divination of Carcosa | EMC / MDC / LNC | Part 2 Electric Boogaloo [Re: SARAtonin] 1
#26869961 - 08/08/20 11:54 AM (3 years, 5 months ago) |
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Im going to make some dollar store, just add water pancakes soon, they come out flat but I still like them
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Re: Musings Divination of Carcosa | EMC / MDC / LNC | Part 2 Electric Boogaloo [Re: gopher]
#26869995 - 08/08/20 12:15 PM (3 years, 5 months ago) |
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That comma threw me off.
I like instant pancakes, especially when you add chocolate chips to them.
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