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Re: Have you ever felt tempted by suicide? [Re: HamHead] * 1
    #26752253 - 06/17/20 05:24 PM (3 years, 7 months ago)

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And this negativity I have received for sharing my thoughts with what I thought were my community.

Seems I am being shunned.






I accept you HamHead

I accept all

now come here big guy and get this hug






Yeah, no, it doesn't help. Thanks for it though.

I'm just gonna go now.

See ya!!






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Re: Have you ever felt tempted by suicide? [Re: Niffla] * 1
    #26752311 - 06/17/20 05:43 PM (3 years, 7 months ago)

yeah i have been that depressed before


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Re: Have you ever felt tempted by suicide? [Re: Oceanshorex] * 2
    #26752540 - 06/17/20 07:03 PM (3 years, 7 months ago)

I just don’t like it here that much. People are shitty, I’m shitty. Spent so much time alone as a kid I never developed socially, pretty sure it made me autistic. I try to converse but I always fuck it up and end up ruminating on how retarded they probably think I am. Always feels like I’m playing catch up in life, everyone I went to school with is graduating college while I’m doing blue collar work and smoking weed to disassociate from the disassociation when I can.


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Re: Have you ever felt tempted by suicide? [Re: Niffla] * 3
    #26752585 - 06/17/20 07:15 PM (3 years, 7 months ago)

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Threads like this make me wonder how Thanatos10 is doing out there...




I remembered thanatos having that life is meaningless sort of outlook but was he really deeply depressed or something?




Have been in touch
seems to really genuinely be trying to uplift out of that hole
seems to be learning/studying a lot about Buddhist traditions
hope the path goes well


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Re: Have you ever felt tempted by suicide? [Re: Tantrika]
    #26752601 - 06/17/20 07:25 PM (3 years, 7 months ago)

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Threads like this make me wonder how Thanatos10 is doing out there...




I remembered thanatos having that life is meaningless sort of outlook but was he really deeply depressed or something?




Have been in touch
seems to really genuinely be trying to uplift out of that hole
seems to be learning/studying a lot about Buddhist traditions
hope the path goes well




Good. Me too.


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Re: Have you ever felt tempted by suicide? [Re: Tantrika] * 1
    #26752739 - 06/17/20 08:29 PM (3 years, 7 months ago)

cool, good to know.:heart:


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Re: Have you ever felt tempted by suicide? [Re: tyrannicalrex] * 1
    #26753381 - 06/18/20 05:00 AM (3 years, 7 months ago)

Yeah, thank you for letting us know


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Re: Have you ever felt tempted by suicide? [Re: TheEschatologist] * 3
    #26753864 - 06/18/20 09:52 AM (3 years, 7 months ago)

I already knew that cos we are all thanatos10 :awehigh: ....for real tho I'm glad hes doing ok :shroomeryhead:


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Re: Have you ever felt tempted by suicide? [Re: spirit_shadow]
    #26753871 - 06/18/20 09:54 AM (3 years, 7 months ago)

He seems to be doing gooder.  :smile:


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Re: Have you ever felt tempted by suicide? [Re: trees] * 3
    #26753988 - 06/18/20 10:48 AM (3 years, 7 months ago)

Yes, twice.

Once while in college for having no friends and failing most my classes (Depression sucks so bad). The other was when I caught my GF cheating on me. First i wanted revenge, really bad, especially toward the guy who did the cheating. Lots of dark fantasy thoughts about weapons, murder and suicide. It was a very dark place for this Scorpio. Glad i made it out alive and not in prison.

Now i dont think about it at all. Im excited for the future and what new adventures awaits! My dark past is behind me and i can enjoy life again without wanting to end it.

Occassionally, i will joke about suicide with my friend. We like to joke about extreme things like blowing ourselves up, or blowing our brains out using the 2nd Amendment and achieving "Instant Ascension". All just for a joke. Not to worry.

But yeah, im glad im not depressed or suicidal. Its awful. I see a bright future for myself, even if alone with no GF. One thing that has really helped me is reading Pleiadian writings and Spirituality. I feel like I understand how the Universe works so much better after reading those books. My Mind is Open. :mushroom2:


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Re: Have you ever felt tempted by suicide? [Re: LogicaL Chaos]
    #26754009 - 06/18/20 10:59 AM (3 years, 7 months ago)

To be honest I entertain suicidal thoughts a lot. I think it’s a normal part of human curiosity. I don’t know if I think about it more than the average person does, probably do I actually do kinda wanna die, but hey what was I saying?


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Re: Have you ever felt tempted by suicide? [Re: LogicaL Chaos]
    #26754069 - 06/18/20 11:21 AM (3 years, 7 months ago)

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Yes, twice.

Once while in college for having no friends and failing most my classes (Depression sucks so bad). The other was when I caught my GF cheating on me. First i wanted revenge, really bad, especially toward the guy who did the cheating. Lots of dark fantasy thoughts about weapons, murder and suicide. It was a very dark place for this Scorpio. Glad i made it out alive and not in prison.

Now i dont think about it at all. Im excited for the future and what new adventures awaits! My dark past is behind me and i can enjoy life again without wanting to end it.

Occassionally, i will joke about suicide with my friend. We like to joke about extreme things like blowing ourselves up, or blowing our brains out using the 2nd Amendment and achieving "Instant Ascension". All just for a joke. Not to worry.

But yeah, im glad im not depressed or suicidal. Its awful. I see a bright future for myself, even if alone with no GF. One thing that has really helped me is reading Pleiadian writings and Spirituality. I feel like I understand how the Universe works so much better after reading those books. My Mind is Open. :mushroom2:




Damn logical, never thought that you would go through something like that. The feeling of revenge is insane, I once lost my job over a bunch of people lying and making up stories because I'd bust their balls about them wasting time on their phones at work and just being lousy in general. They got so fed up with me unjustifiablly bossing them around since I wasn't the boss, that they basically set me up and got me fired without a chance to appeal. After that I wanted all kinds of revenge so bad and I wanted insane suicide and all this crazy psycho shit, and they even told me to "not come and shoot us up" which pissed me off even worse and no amount of weed could calm my soul. Until eventually it all faded away, but still comes back to haunt me sometimes.


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Re: Have you ever felt tempted by suicide? [Re: trees]
    #26754083 - 06/18/20 11:27 AM (3 years, 7 months ago)

It is the most endless, tempting, and comforting scenario.

People who want to kill themselves are weak and selfish.
I have the upmost respect and envy of a fellow mind prisoner's last thoughts.


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Re: Have you ever felt tempted by suicide? [Re: Kelazam]
    #26754286 - 06/18/20 12:55 PM (3 years, 7 months ago)

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People who want to kill themselves are weak and selfish.





I disagree. I think the though of suicide can bring about great strength in you because it reflects to you the suffering that you have incurred.

This in turn can give you the opportunity to fix yourself by tackling needless suffering and choosing to suffer in a manner that will move you forward rather than backwards.

And I also think it takes a lot of strength to actually contemplate suicide. I don't mean simply have the "feeling" but actually spiritually and/or intellectually contemplate the act and the consequences that follow. This can really put life into perspective.

There's nothing easy about it and, for most, the suffering needs to be extreme to reach the point where the contemplation is serious and the act is a real possibility.


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Re: Have you ever felt tempted by suicide? [Re: spirit_shadow]
    #26754497 - 06/18/20 02:28 PM (3 years, 7 months ago)

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I already knew that cos we are all thanatos10 :awehigh: ....




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Re: Have you ever felt tempted by suicide? [Re: Niffla]
    #26754656 - 06/18/20 03:10 PM (3 years, 7 months ago)

I've tried once. When i was a kid of 14-17 I was going on enormous opiate doses to nod as much as I could without dying 20mg diluadid at once crazy shit for a 14 year old . That was when my dad was first diagnosed terminally ill. Then when I was 17 after my brother killed himself when he was 24 no matter how hard life has gotten I realize how much pain that causes and how selfish and self denying it is. Suicide is purely a waste of life even if you're suffering. There's no suffering worse then dying young from your own hand. Theres people that can't communicate, wheelchair bound from birth suffering in ways you can't imagine if they can find some good in life anyone can


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