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Anonymous #1

Totally paranoid if I consume THC
    #26747412 - 06/15/20 07:27 PM (3 years, 7 months ago)

This has been going on a long time.
I stopped smoking/eating THC decades ago, the illegality didn't mesh with my lifestyle and experiences were unplesent because i would always feel awkward and unwelcome.
Now that it is legal, im back at it.

But the paranoia is the number one effect for me.  As it begins, i start to notice that i recognize people, but I can't remember why or from where.  But i feel like they know me, or that I have some reputation among them, i begin to become aware of scenarios and posiblities where I have spoken ill of someone or how they may be connected to ex partners that may have defamed me in a grudge, i become very aware that I'm unwelcome, that theres some tight knit social construct I've stumbled into where I have somehow made myself a pariah.  I will hear small segments of conversations or see gestures in my direction that bear a strong sense of malice.

My response is to pretend it,s not happening.  To boldly joke, socialize, do karaoke, drink.

But it doesnt go away, it gets more surreal,  people will start to sing karaoke songs that strike me as a little too on the nose about my insecurities,  and i will sing songs like I beleivebin what im singing, but I feel like the message is awfully ballsy to be saying in this place, with these people. 

Looking back, it was a problem ive always had, it went away when I stopped using THC.  And now it's back.  But it all feels real, and that not accepting that everyone hates me is cowardly.  That I should just isolate myself.

I feel like i just wish somebody would come up to me and say "why are you here? What don't you get? Fuck off, go die or something you peice of shit."  I feel like it would be a huge releif to know im not just paranoid.  Because I used to really enjoy weed.  Way more than I ever enjoyed being around a bunch of strangers, or moderately familliar aquaintences.

I guess thats it.


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Anonymous #2

Re: Totally paranoid if I consume THC [Re: Anonymous #1]
    #26752760 - 06/17/20 08:38 PM (3 years, 7 months ago)

Stop getting high around a bunch people. Try having a drink or two and then smoking a few hits of weed. You'll likely to enjoy it.


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Anonymous #3

Re: Totally paranoid if I consume THC [Re: Anonymous #2]
    #26752792 - 06/17/20 08:52 PM (3 years, 7 months ago)

You mean just a few and all night long right? Less paranoia right? Is this better then not at all? But most people cannot do just a few they need to continue until their posts are all like anon1 posts.

So is it possible? Just a few? I do not know. Try it. Moderation.

But I doubt it. Usually getting that high ends up with a for sure lobotomy where the part of your brain you use to spell your own name is removed in the name of science. Society at its finest.


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Anonymous #4

Re: Totally paranoid if I consume THC [Re: Anonymous #1]
    #26752810 - 06/17/20 09:01 PM (3 years, 7 months ago)

You're a sheep amongst wolves, brother. Every real man is. But that's not to say they're wrong. You are a piece of shit, but you don't have to be. Your conscience is telling you something. This is not about a drug. Listen.


Edited by Anonymous (06/17/20 09:01 PM)


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Anonymous #5

Re: Totally paranoid if I consume THC [Re: Anonymous #1]
    #26753574 - 06/18/20 07:45 AM (3 years, 7 months ago)

So just some thoughts to throw at you.

Sometimes people ARE throwing signals. They'll play certain songs to try and woo a crush. Or they are thinking about something and they need a particular song for their mood.

You while sober might pick up on that but determine it to be not something you can evaluate. Because you cant know for certain what other people are thinking. So you delete its possibility. Whereas while high your mind might see it more clearly that DEFINITELY a signal is being thrown. But the problem is.... you dont know what that signal is or why its being thrown. Then the inner critic we all have.... determines that that signal is some how a negative. And surely it means youre an asshole or something. Or they are trying to kill you. Whatever it is.






Another thing. Pot smokers tend to lie a lot. Especially when it comes to anything that makes them appear weak. So theres a lot of people who smoke pot and become paranoid. And that paranoia goes away when you build tolerance over a couple weeks. Then these stoners never quit weed for 6 months so they never lose their tolerance. They just tell people "naw i dont get paranoid". And they probably dont anymore because they smoke enough regularly to not get paranoid. But I reckon they lie about their first tries of pot when they were getting that paranoia.






Either way dont worry about it mate. Smoke pot if it makes you happy. Dont smoke it if it doesnt. And by "makes you happy" I mean the entire life impact that pot has on you.



Much love. Good vibes.


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