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Nobodycare
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Ehh..bullshit
#26727647 - 06/07/20 09:40 PM (4 years, 22 days ago) |
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Had 2 firsts today. My first time taking less than 200 mics...and my first "combo experience". Tolerance is a bitch..lets start there. Anyway, been 2 weeks since ive tripped and like 6 months since ive eaten mushrooms. Decided to take a last minute one nighter to the beach with the family. Convinced the wife to let me bring "a light dose" as I would be spending time with them vs. Tripping balls in my own world which I normally do without them...lol
I packed 1 tab and 4 g of shrooms. Ive never eaten less than 2 tabs but normally eat 4-6. Its good acid. I know I know..it doesnt sound like it but I assure you the issue is me not the acid.
Ate the tab and didnt really feel much at all. I mean..a little..but pretty fucking underwhelming overall but did make my stomach queezy. I had some light visuals but it wasnt much at all I felt. It was cool cuz I was with the family..yeah yeah..whatever. I figured the shrooms would kick it up a notch. May be my fault but i waited three hours to eat the shrooms. Crushed em all at once...we took a walk...bought a cinnabon...I had coherant conversion with my kids and shit. Never really felt like I was tripping all that hard. So lame. This feels like tripping for pussies! I guess I got a "low dose" experience for once but shit was sad overall.
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redgreenvines
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sounds like you need a longer break, your receptors are very depleted, and your dopamine seems chronically low by the sounds of your chosen avatar name.
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Nobodycare
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Yeah, I hate to say it but im pretty sure you're right bro. I havent gone more than a month without tripping for like the past 2 years since I fell in love with it. Its definitely lost some magic. I think it might be time.
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Ferdinando


Registered: 11/15/09
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it gets crazy when you are older (28) if you meditate a lot and paint
read bhante gunaratana books
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Ferdinando


Registered: 11/15/09
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like when people talk about ecstacy and you are barely getting by and vacation then what you get to actually see things fully and be like oh I understand it's a good time
the thing is you have to do the work you have to do it
like those 2000 hours of meditation and 200 hours of painting or what will get you there... or like securing you in a place of good habits good life good time safety rock solid very good habits
it's very basic like if you do this 2000 hours of meditation and 200 hours of painting it will happen or like you will have reached the on land evolutionary stage metaphorically
no one sais you have to die in that state and noone sais you have to not get it better
it's possible
it's possible to get it better
but it would be good without it
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