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larry.fisherman
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Re: I am me again and i am in my psychedelia mask [Re: The Blind Ass]
#26717262 - 06/03/20 04:42 PM (3 years, 8 months ago) |
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The secret is to not eat wings!
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The Blind Ass
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Re: I am me again and i am in my psychedelia mask [Re: larry.fisherman]
#26717265 - 06/03/20 04:43 PM (3 years, 8 months ago) |
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If not wings, then that?
Tacos or Pizza - is the only acceptable answer.
This is a sports/bro/Netflix binge etc food only discussion. I raise you 4 enchiladas and a local IPA.
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Re: I am me again and i am in my psychedelia mask [Re: larry.fisherman]
#26717273 - 06/03/20 04:46 PM (3 years, 8 months ago) |
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I restarted my Zoloft today. I make reckless decisions when I’m off it. I quit beer in exchange for naltrexone too which saved my brain. Not to push meds trust me I’m not the pharmaceutical company. But I believe psychedelics are the best medicine when used properly. I was a product of a broken system. That’s why I had a bad trip 10 1/2 years ago. And not till recently I’m Getting over it. Thanks to other drugs like marijuana and meds and ketamine e dmt. Can’t recommend mixing most of these with meds. I’m reckless. I’m lucky. Be careful. Don’t do what I do?? I’d say. But I’ve returned from hppd and stuff
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Re: I am me again and i am in my psychedelia mask [Re: amazing]
#26717278 - 06/03/20 04:48 PM (3 years, 8 months ago) |
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amazing, be sure to be moderate in the drug usage k? Especially with ketamine & cannabis & the other psychedelics.
If the meds you are taking from a dr. Are helping that’s wonderful. You’ve done good in coming this far and getting stable & healing and all that. I’ve been there too in the past buddy. Just careful not to accidentally fall into the habit of self destructive behavior. I believe in you man, the non Jesus, all - pure, amazing you!
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Re: I am me again and i am in my psychedelia mask [Re: The Blind Ass]
#26717308 - 06/03/20 05:09 PM (3 years, 8 months ago) |
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The Blind Ass said: amazing, be sure to be moderate in the drug usage k? Especially with ketamine & cannabis & the other psychedelics.
If the meds you are taking from a dr. Are helping that’s wonderful. You’ve done good in coming this far and getting stable & healing and all that. I’ve been there too in the past buddy. Just careful not to accidentally fall into the habit of self destructive behavior. I believe in you man, the non Jesus, all - pure, amazing you!
Thank you a ton for saying all that. I'm sure more people than we think here have been there. I've always been an open book to a fault. The schizophrenia.com forum hates me so I come here now lol. They just put me down. I mean I get it im not jesus or w/e I thought I was but they should bring me up and put me down at the same time I feel to make it more realistic. They just made me have more of a grudge. I'll never go back there. But that's another story that's where ive been and reading these forums for years.
Now I have like free will back and a few other things I dont wanna get too crazy. Im feeling more and more balanced by the minute.
I mean ive only been making music like 6-7 years but I really have a unique thing going on I feel. Its not the best but one day.....I dont wanna guess a time frame for my life but give me 5 years maybe I could go places not because of ego anymore so much at all but moreso because I love it, and I do, too, you know right??
Peace
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Re: I am me again and i am in my psychedelia mask [Re: amazing]
#26717319 - 06/03/20 05:14 PM (3 years, 8 months ago) |
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I will share music another time you know....i'm a rapper believe it or not. But its funny story cuz Ive always been crazy bwahahha...but when I was in tupac I mean high school...tupac was everything to me and I dont wanna go into details
but I feel tupac opened my mind to the world before psychedelics
and then my friend said something about my ego and it really hit me
and its a long journey, a long process, there are no shortcuts to enlightenment in the end....but there are pathways maybe you can take that best assist you.
2014 was the worst year of my life,,,but its only gotten better since. 2019 was the best. and despite this covid shit and everything going on...I have had a blast in 2020
just gotta get a new job because im becoming broke now again after working for 9 months...but im set on drugs for now and all I need is food and shit and w/e
lol, its fun to be here
Edited by amazing (06/03/20 05:15 PM)
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Re: I am me again and i am in my psychedelia mask [Re: amazing]
#26717328 - 06/03/20 05:18 PM (3 years, 8 months ago) |
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Good to hear things are going a lot better for ya, bud.
I'm a huge Pac fan as well by the way
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Re: I am me again and i am in my psychedelia mask [Re: amazing]
#26717329 - 06/03/20 05:18 PM (3 years, 8 months ago) |
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I come from a really interesting family id say....Like so many unique rarities in my family no matter how you slice it up....Im sure its the same for a lot. But my parents are sober as can be and always rejected my drug use...that's not why I had a bad trip but there were a lot of reasons. But still theyre freaking one of a kind if you know what im saying.
I remember telling my friend all people are one of a kind, even twins. He liked that and then he passed a couple years after that of OD. I never got into opiates or coke or stimulants much but ive had a lot of friends who have. Theres a lesson to be learned in everything I feel.
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Re: I am me again and i am in my psychedelia mask [Re: amazing]
#26717510 - 06/03/20 07:04 PM (3 years, 8 months ago) |
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I just gave my dad an 1/8 of shrooms the other day.
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Re: I am me again and i am in my psychedelia mask [Re: D3_Myc]
#26717575 - 06/03/20 07:39 PM (3 years, 8 months ago) |
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D3monic said: I just gave my dad an 1/8 of shrooms the other day.
To use at his leasure, or he ate 3.5g? What is his prior experience?
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Re: I am me again and i am in my psychedelia mask [Re: ModularMind] 1
#26717588 - 06/03/20 07:44 PM (3 years, 8 months ago) |
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At his leasure but don’t how much he’s eaten. Like me he loved acid but not a huge fan of shroom. He’s a big boy he can handle it.
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Re: I am me again and i am in my psychedelia mask [Re: D3_Myc] 1
#26717604 - 06/03/20 07:50 PM (3 years, 8 months ago) |
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Nice. I was always intrigued by friends who’s parents would party. Mine did not. lol
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Re: I am me again and i am in my psychedelia mask [Re: amazing]
#26717617 - 06/03/20 07:58 PM (3 years, 8 months ago) |
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Quote:
amazing said:
All people are one of a kind thanatos10.
Fixed 
ps. For real tho sorry about your friend man
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Re: I am me again and i am in my psychedelia mask [Re: ModularMind]
#26717628 - 06/03/20 08:04 PM (3 years, 8 months ago) |
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ModularMind said: Nice. I was always intrigued by friends who’s parents would party. Mine did not. lol
He’s not a big partier, he’ll smoke weed if someone offers but mostly just drinks. My mom was the junkie whore. I was usually the parent in the relationship
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Re: I am me again and i am in my psychedelia mask [Re: D3_Myc]
#26717762 - 06/03/20 08:54 PM (3 years, 8 months ago) |
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Shit I already wanted wingz then niffla had me come here and Amanitas got me wanting beer
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Edited by SporeJunkie (06/03/20 11:27 PM)
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Re: I am me again and i am in my psychedelia mask [Re: SporeJunkie]
#26717840 - 06/03/20 09:24 PM (3 years, 8 months ago) |
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Drumsticks have been quite cheap of late. Been doing a bunch of charcoal grilling already this season.
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Re: I am me again and i am in my psychedelia mask [Re: ModularMind]
#26718331 - 06/04/20 04:26 AM (3 years, 8 months ago) |
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Mmm lollipop chicken
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Re: I am me again and i am in my psychedelia mask [Re: D3_Myc]
#26718415 - 06/04/20 05:47 AM (3 years, 8 months ago) |
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D3monic said: I just gave my dad an 1/8 of shrooms the other day.
Lets just say I often keep a sick stash of weed and the other day while I was rolling on some molly of some kind,,,, my sink all of a sudden started overflowing
so this Columbian maintenance worker came and helped out to fix
I ended up giving him an ounce of my worst weed I had as a tip lol...the gelato OG (sounds good but was like mids)
first I offered my lucky $2 bill
im glad he said no because im gonna need that. I had it on me when I met this girl...and I still have it on me now.
Ive been humbled by sleep
there were a couple days blurring together
dont get me wrong, im way more humble than I was before that 40 hour day started
before I lost my rest
but lack of sleep was disinhibiting me
but everything happens for a reason still, no no??
I believe it
but im schizo
so dont trust me on such matters like this
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Re: I am me again and i am in my psychedelia mask [Re: amazing]
#26718419 - 06/04/20 05:52 AM (3 years, 8 months ago) |
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sorry but I love my image in a way still
this was me yesterday compared to today
before the shroomery humbled me:
after:

maybe it was the sleep is what I needed, but I feel so much better now.
i have changed a lot in looks over the years, but theres always that essence that stays with u in a way. I'm surprised sometimes that people from my High School still recognize me. I was 18 when i started smoking weed, 19 when i started doing acid, and 20 when i started going into psych wards. SO yeah there it is.
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Re: I am me again and i am in my psychedelia mask [Re: amazing]
#26718433 - 06/04/20 06:07 AM (3 years, 8 months ago) |
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I know you guys are honest in a great way
but I need your honest again here
its just...when I was in high school.....I was always on the internet....but I was never there....in a way. I had some bullshit shit that no one will ever truly understand happen to me from 11-14....and from 14-19 I was "black on the internet"
SO that's what motivated me to think I can rap
I get better and better and better
that said I dont think im that good or anything
but I wanted to share my songs because maybe u can give me advice
now that im down to earth, back to a level of reality
I wanna share these 2 songs
just lmk what u think, because its experimentary music
because I woke up this morning thinking I have no chance at making music
then I re-visit my songs with my new mindset
and this is what I see
thanks
weird right
Im not jesus!!!! Im not a prophet with that mentality!! Or no one is until far after they die. But can I succeed or is that crazy too??
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