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So I have something interesting to say the least, i need to share it but i wont go too far into depth until
    #26715670 - 06/03/20 02:28 AM (3 years, 7 months ago)

I know its cool with all of you all you know

im on naltrexone, abilify, klonopin which I dont always take and I stopped Zoloft 2 weeks ago

lets just say i smoke dmt and stare at the mirror and i think ive really found a contact with aliens like no one else.  maybe i am crazy.  but id like to talk about it more.  i dont think its crazy so much....  But I can talk to them and they can hear me in a way...they already know...but they like hearing it.

and i cant recommend my experiences to schizos….but the aliens tell me....i am special...not to sound too grandiose or nothing... peace till later...sorry i had to add that final bit in....I still have quite an ego knowing im special.  But in a way a balance...The dmt helps humble me...other drugs too...life such....hmb


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Re: So I have something interesting to say the least, i need to share it but i wont go too far into depth until [Re: amazing]
    #26715676 - 06/03/20 02:30 AM (3 years, 7 months ago)

amazing is life...…………. and aliens lol


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Re: So I have something interesting to say the least, i need to share it but i wont go too far into depth until [Re: amazing]
    #26715778 - 06/03/20 04:49 AM (3 years, 7 months ago)

You are special. And everyone else too. For we are one. We are god.

Why aliens? Could be ordinary DMT elves.

Mushlove to you! :heart:


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Re: So I have something interesting to say the least, i need to share it but i wont go too far into depth until [Re: MrStinkyShrooman]
    #26715789 - 06/03/20 05:08 AM (3 years, 7 months ago)

Just be careful and dont smoke too much :sunny:


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Re: So I have something interesting to say the least, i need to share it but i wont go too far into depth until [Re: MrStinkyShrooman]
    #26715922 - 06/03/20 06:32 AM (3 years, 7 months ago)

Quote:

MrStinkyShrooman said:
You are special. And everyone else too. For we are one. We are god.

Why aliens? Could be ordinary DMT elves.

Mushlove to you! :heart:



hell yeah man much fn love!!! we are all special.. we are all connected...there is a web of fucking thought I feel....and DMT world is connected to it all too... and such a mindfuck although I dont feel im so crazy

this is what I wrote to my friend

"mirror again
dmt
too crazy
i saw an alien world through the mirror
and they were communicating with me
and
i told them some valuable lessons
in a way i thought they already knew
but they needed to hear it from someone also
i told them "i know its weird that i dont close my eyes and i look in the mirror..."
i said
"im not narcissus staring into this mirror"
i said
im just not afraid of my reflection
or something
i said "theres a reason why it lasts so short, because youre only supposed to see so much"
they already knew that
theyre enlightened aliens
but
they felt happy to hear it from me
i told them i loved them
and id see them again soon
i was all out....but then remembered i have one more hit
maybe
life on earth is aliens
like originalyl alien life
and we came here
and we still can communicate with our more evolved ancestors through dmt
which is in everything alive
idk
just my best theory"

the thing is i know we are all special, and i know everyone is capable....but i have the heritage...and similarities...and a lot of background similar to jesus Christ

i should empathize i always take my abilify and naltrexone, its just the klonopin ive stopped taking so much lately, and the Zoloft

but man u know i know this sounds crazy but my whole life ive been the opposite of a "playboy"....ive always believed in myself with girls but lately ive ran into Maggie, marie and a girl on mary street

okay im regressing from the topic too much

but the aliens were definitely enlightened, they were big creatures, but they dont judge that i am very short.  probably 5'3-5'6 depending on how good im feeling like telling people...i am

i told them "I think you guys have had your jesus already"

they showed me that i was jesus but not DIRECTLY....when i looked down i saw JESUS in my periphereal….very wise, noble and special but average looking too....im not a narcissist....anymore....ive done a lot of work on my ego....i still have a long way to go for talking about it

i think many of you are far wiser than me, but i still think im jesus for some reason

i think everything happens for a reason....


and yes i will be careful to the next guy!!!  its so exciting this but i need to be careful, DMT told me that, i told DMT that...  I cant wait to talk more with you cool folks!!


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Re: So I have something interesting to say the least, i need to share it but i wont go too far into depth until [Re: amazing]
    #26715925 - 06/03/20 06:36 AM (3 years, 7 months ago)

One of the most interesting things is when i talk about the hallucinations, they listen, and give me what i need to see

i saw myself as an old man....and i took a step back

im not sure im meant to be an old man...if im really jesus ever...that's why i took a step back

need to be honest with these creatures

i have a hypothesis that if the world was treated better theyd come and reveal themselves more....probably not

who knows what theyre really thinking


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Re: So I have something interesting to say the least, i need to share it but i wont go too far into depth until [Re: amazing]
    #26715936 - 06/03/20 06:45 AM (3 years, 7 months ago)

Sorry to bother yall but im kinda manic right now...i mean wouldn't you think someone who thinks theyre jesus is???  I believe the real jesus was schizoaffective....grandiose but humble and heard voices from god

that's part of my connection with him

but in a way i feel im destined for GREAT things

im not ready...i was a fool to think id be "ready" at 30 years old.  but in a way im ready now because living in the moment finally and took my free will back....my 30th birthday is in 2 days....and life is just....sometimes i feel i interpreted the message of hallucinogens "God is everywhere"

Does that make me God???  Yes/ but not THE god


but i believe it all happened for a reason

if you can give kind words itd be appreciated...

im not as sensitive as i used to but i value the shroomerys opinions more than most


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Re: So I have something interesting to say the least, i need to share it but i wont go too far into depth until [Re: InnerWisdom]
    #26715948 - 06/03/20 06:57 AM (3 years, 7 months ago)

Quote:

InnerWisdom said:
Just be careful and dont smoke too much :sunny:



I agree! discretion and moderation is so important for EVERYONE.Def no exceptions although i thought i was.

But at the same time my "Friends" have always treated me like im invincible.  THey wanted me to be jesus too.....They put me through hell...I forgive them in a way.  Im definitely not bitter anymore.  But in a way i can never forget, although always forgive or whatever

That said i handle these drugs really well???  DMT is so freaking smooth its not a bumpy ride for me at all its more like LSD but more alien and different types of colorfulness and face morphing in the mirror like no other without the electricity through the head feeling

gotta get the dose right...if i mix it like i did with molly yesterday then im more likely to have visuals (DUH)….i dont always get visuals on DMT....usually that's because i dont do it right or enough or build a tolerance hell im unique in that id say!!!...but still

sometimes on dmt i just feel a feeling...not bad or good

i just feel i know the aliens personally now and they accept me

before i was mixing DMT and ketamine and they didn't like that at all

they got mad at me

i saw repetive visions every time i did dmt for 8 months after that


but lately i had a big ketamine binge....which makes me grandiose...and humble too....and now DMT has seemed to forgive me...they seem really interested in me...but i know they love us all...but our connection is UNIQUE.

crazy talking about a drug like its a mind of its own

but we know it def is in a way....


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Re: So I have something interesting to say the least, i need to share it but i wont go too far into depth until [Re: amazing] * 1
    #26715952 - 06/03/20 06:59 AM (3 years, 7 months ago)

In the end it's all you :heart:


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Re: So I have something interesting to say the least, i need to share it but i wont go too far into depth until [Re: acidgoofy]
    #26715955 - 06/03/20 07:02 AM (3 years, 7 months ago)

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acidgoofy said:
In the end it's all you :heart:



YOU are the universe


in regards to simulation theory...which youre definitely NOT talking about...but in a way you may be????

.what do you all think about simulation theory

i think elon musk is wrong when he says its a simulation

he hasn't done enough hallucinogens or something lol

because i know its god

even if this isn't the "original world"

in a way we dont have  free-will, but thank god we do

i believe in determinism duality with free-will

and i think about duality a lot

and im really just coming into my own philosophically

im a rapper, im not the greatest, but i show signs of potential

and life is just unreal and im so grateful for WHATEVER this may be u know??

only wished i realized that i need to be grateful much earlier because that was always an issue for me....i have a good heart...but not the perfect mind if you know what i mean.  never did, never will....but people tried to gas me up telling me i have a lot going for me....then everything fell off the earth...i mixed shrooms with meds, caffeine and alcohol

i was stuck in a trip for a few years

until i started naltrexone it saved me

i call Ketamine=gods powder
Marijuana=gods gift
Naltrexone=Gods pill
and DMT=Alien frequenciez

oh well

thanks all


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Re: So I have something interesting to say the least, i need to share it but i wont go too far into depth until [Re: amazing]
    #26716425 - 06/03/20 10:44 AM (3 years, 7 months ago)

TBH the most humbling thing about this experience is knowing theres way more intelligent advanced lifeform out there.

Or whatever they are

maybe they are ancient ancestors who created us, maybe they are far away aliens, maybe they are from the future of us

those are the 3 best hypothesis for me I see now

I told a friend about this and she said "DMT causes hallucinations"....now Im cool with her so I listened to her I didn't just say Wtf are you talking about no its reaaaaaal. 

But does anyone else just feel the DMT hallucinations are so real

maybe it is god

maybe it is aliens too

maybe aliens are gods im saying

the most interesting breakthroughs I ever had were very scary back in the day but now Im not scared anymore or something

I always thought DMT hated me

but it was just trying to teach lessons right??


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Re: So I have something interesting to say the least, i need to share it but i wont go too far into depth until [Re: amazing]
    #26716619 - 06/03/20 11:54 AM (3 years, 7 months ago)

I know you all are probably reading and like wtf kinda hell is this guy on

im glad I cant create wine out of water or walk on water

I need to stop telling people I think im jesus, because they never gonna believe by that mentality....but its hard to get attention sometimes you know???  Lately ive been grandiose and ive added my Zoloft again as of today because I think it really does help but its like I cant see the aliens so much without it

hell

is there anything I can do to prove im jesus

the closest thing I can think is a pic

I know it wouldn't prove shit

but at least you know that "if you put your mind to something you can become it"

like hell my friend markos who died of an heroin Overdose made me think of that quote by "buddha"  I think buddha was a great monk...a quiet one too


I felt bad because I was a bad person

I thought that I almost applauded markos death

because he hurt me

but that definitely doesnt make it right

but im saying this all because

I am a flaw


I think you need to go through the chaos to see the greatness

im still chaotic

but I always listened to advice and believed in little smart mantras

lemme know what u think

im feeling good off my little old vape which I recommend over smoking but that's just me I dont know shit but I do know a few things for a 29 year old..turning 30 in a few days

I am sure everyone on this board has a unique story to get to where they are in world of shrooms and whatnot

I did shrooms the other day

some coincidences always occur on drugs

but NO im not really sending my pic hahahahahahahaha but im just some guy who stares at the mirror a lot so what do u expect


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Re: So I have something interesting to say the least, i need to share it but i wont go too far into depth until [Re: amazing]
    #26716838 - 06/03/20 01:28 PM (3 years, 7 months ago)

cant resist my own narcissism

not because I think im too great looking guy or nothing like that

but I feel im beautiful!!!

we all are but

isn't jesus beautiful???

or am I just crazy

help me, guide me, teachers, students, pupils

the dmt told me I was really special and in a way it humbled me so much and continues as the day goes on

but also

it makes me feel good about myself

its beautiful

it brings you up to bring you down

what do u think about another fake jesus

I might as well join the fake santas in the back of the line


fml

and hell, I had a humbling ketamine trip the other day

and in a way humbling makes you seem more grandiose at first

but in the end it should be alright I think

I can hope

I dont wanna be a rapper

I dont wanna be anything

I just wanna go with the fucking flow of life see where it takes me

ketamine to me is like a god magnifying glass it shows god to me in everything u know?? 

what is wrong with this guy??? doesnt he know hes not jesus...I just like tupac and Terence McKenna as my idols you know...and neither does my pic make me jesus

but u can see why Im considered "crazy" or not??

I have a problem with patience, with that I wont post anymore until I get some reactions.....I just wish people forgave me cuz sometimes I feel no one forgives me for my past u know??  ive been here before on other names and was always too scared to face myself but now im here for real right.


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Re: So I have something interesting to say the least, i need to share it but i wont go too far into depth until [Re: amazing]
    #26716878 - 06/03/20 01:46 PM (3 years, 7 months ago)

Maybe go do something active or get creative with all your energy. When have you slept? you said you were manic? Certainly seems so


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Re: So I have something interesting to say the least, i need to share it but i wont go too far into depth until [Re: amazing]
    #26716921 - 06/03/20 02:03 PM (3 years, 7 months ago)

Forget the Jesus trip, just be yourself - it’s all you can be anyways.  Doing so will allow you to be free of trying to live something impossible.
The point of unique individual beings is that there is only 1 of each in said specific form.  For the sake of this line of discussion, if we say that Jesus lived & died about roughly 2,000 years ago, then that’s it - he lived and died.  Billions of individuals have been born and are living now, and you are a single part of the whole.    If you take Christ to be a teacher or role model, that’s your choice & is fine, but claiming to be him will cause a lot of heads to turn and call you crazy - and is a good way to end up in a psych ward, as evidenced by history. So be careful  :thumbup:

Maybe you just mean that psychedelics are inducing and-or allowing you to explore the messianic archetype / potential that is within?

The calling yourself or thinking you are Jesus thing is extra baggage , akin to making waves where there are none , and it will probably feel really good to take it off! :shrug: 

Lastly,
The Mind is a precious treasure, we all are on the same ride/boat in that we all share in experiencing it for themselves.  Exploring it from your embodiment  and seeing what can be seen of all it’s infinite potential is fantastic, but just be careful not to be so open-minded that your brains fall out.  Also. Anything you see in a mirror while tripping is a part of your mind’s potential, your own nature.

What is being experienced while tripping in front of the mirror  is a matter of various conditions + Reflection + illusion & hallucination + the storehouse consciousness, your memories, and all sensory impressions you have collected & are currently collecting throughout the years &  your entire mental-physical life as it is.  The experience had is not one that is independent from those aforementioned factors.  Think about it, you are standing in front of & staring into a mirror while on psychedelics, know what I mean?  Plus, just because we can understand the underlying mechanics behind something doesn’t mean it Is any less miraculous. 

But I get where you are coming from, totally.  Mirror tripping is completely out there, crazy stuff, where ineffable phenomena can occur. 

I’m sure you already know all that,  I just meant it as a friendly reminder is all.  All the best to you & Happy tripping OP, :mushroom2:


Edited by The Blind Ass (06/03/20 03:07 PM)


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Re: So I have something interesting to say the least, i need to share it but i wont go too far into depth until [Re: amazing]
    #26717003 - 06/03/20 02:57 PM (3 years, 7 months ago)

Sounds like you’re hitting the dr00gz pretty hard.  You may want to take a break and think about what you’ve learned thus far..


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Re: So I have something interesting to say the least, i need to share it but i wont go too far into depth until [Re: The Blind Ass]
    #26717103 - 06/03/20 03:41 PM (3 years, 7 months ago)

Quote:

The Blind Ass said:
Forget the Jesus trip, just be yourself - it’s all you can be anyways.  Doing so will allow you to be free of trying to live something impossible.
The point of unique individual beings is that there is only 1 of each in said specific form.  For the sake of this line of discussion, if we say that Jesus lived & died about roughly 2,000 years ago, then that’s it - he lived and died.  Billions of individuals have been born and are living now, and you are a single part of the whole.    If you take Christ to be a teacher or role model, that’s your choice & is fine, but claiming to be him will cause a lot of heads to turn and call you crazy - and is a good way to end up in a psych ward, as evidenced by history. So be careful  :thumbup:

Maybe you just mean that psychedelics are inducing and-or allowing you to explore the messianic archetype / potential that is within?

The calling yourself or thinking you are Jesus thing is extra baggage , akin to making waves where there are none , and it will probably feel really good to take it off! :shrug: 

Lastly,
The Mind is a precious treasure, we all are on the same ride/boat in that we all share in experiencing it for themselves.  Exploring it from your embodiment  and seeing what can be seen of all it’s infinite potential is fantastic, but just be careful not to be so open-minded that your brains fall out.  Also. Anything you see in a mirror while tripping is a part of your mind’s potential, your own nature.

What is being experienced while tripping in front of the mirror  is a matter of various conditions + Reflection + illusion & hallucination + the storehouse consciousness, your memories, and all sensory impressions you have collected & are currently collecting throughout the years &  your entire mental-physical life as it is.  The experience had is not one that is independent from those aforementioned factors.  Think about it, you are standing in front of & staring into a mirror while on psychedelics, know what I mean?  Plus, just because we can understand the underlying mechanics behind something doesn’t mean it Is any less miraculous. 

But I get where you are coming from, totally.  Mirror tripping is completely out there, crazy stuff, where ineffable phenomena can occur. 

I’m sure you already know all that,  I just meant it as a friendly reminder is all.  All the best to you & Happy tripping OP, :mushroom2:



thank you sir no man I dont know all that as I should if you know what I mean.

its just crazy because when I was twenty one I was a nobody

a NOBODY and I still am

I think youre right about the jesus trip totally I understand now

I know I need a break I have no drugs for a while thanks guys but listen

when I was 21 I did this IOP for my 3rd freaking arrest since I was 18...I was crazy....since I was probably 14 years old at the very latest

but I dunno I have  astrange life

ive seen the buddha in me

that buddha was sheltered but in a way u know

I have so much in common with so many great things I feel blessed

someone once told me "You're jesus younger brother or something"

this was in IOP. I swore there was something special about those rooms

hell well they told me I was like jesus or something or at least I enternalized because I was a little white boy from the suburbs and I was grandiose and they were all like real ass people from the "hood" or whatever and they treated me like I was "something" and you know I had some stuff in common with J guy and I just caught on the delusion and I think I could never shake it for the longest time.

But now I think im the reincarnation of Terence McKenna thank you very much


just joking

just be myself

I can accomplish great things but

I need to take a middle path

I think you are a great teacher sir

you've blessed me with your words and I am grateful

in a way I couldn't always see it on my own even when I face up on Gods on drugs

like the two-faced Voldemort looking like my friend and god at the same time on a k-hole last December

ive had some interesting experiences

ketamine is my harder drug of choice but...dmt is interesting too especially with these gnarly things ive been seeing lately …..break yes

but I only have to be myself.  Yes in a way I know this. All the answers are within.  But I'm just so glad I posted here because you've helped me so much.  It has been bothering me.  In a way jesus story is always apart of me

but I dont wanna be 30 and die on a cross at 33 if im gonna live in his footsteps

shit like numerology says 2020 and 2024 will be the next 2 big years of my life....at 29/30 and 33/34

im just so confused sometimes because it all went to my head back in the day

but I hope it was for a reason

someone said "god doesnt build you up for no reason"

a lot of bad shit, abuse, trauma happened to me

but I love my life regardless of what anyone says anymore you know

and im sure people can see that in me and its a blessing for sure

my birthday is in 2 days...I still have a long way to go

I believe in god

I believe in jesus now

but im not him, but maybe I was meant to believe Im him

could I be a prophet?? way too early to say....way too unprophetic like to accuse yourself of being one I know I know the philosophy jibber jabber I think

ketamine makes me the most grandiose

this thread was an ego-trip

but I was ready for it

prostitutes isn't my game anymore

I dont have to be jesus Christ


but rather this fine caramel complextion chick I met the other day and went on an l-ride with....just my type you know???

everything happens for a reason I think... ttygs


and whats worse making a space every line or no paragraphs im sorry


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    #26717128 - 06/03/20 03:50 PM (3 years, 7 months ago)

Oh Jesus.


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    #26717145 - 06/03/20 03:55 PM (3 years, 7 months ago)

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LosTresOjos said:
Oh Jesus.



haha na man im just crazy but its all good right

to be crazy and all???

as long as you can control it and have insight and maintain healthy lifestyles and be willing to learn

Im not sure if I talked about it earlier in the thread but the other day I saw ASPECTS of jesus in me but never actual jesus, on the DMT

when I looked down I saw full on jesus in my periphereal

but we all can probably maybe see some jesus u know

but everything happens for a reason who knows how exactly but I can see god in everything in excited states of mind, and if gods in everything...its wonder


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    #26717158 - 06/03/20 04:00 PM (3 years, 7 months ago)

I feel like i've heard all yours words before but just now im ready to process them

people wanted me to be jesus

im not a christian, i never cared for the rapture until i felt it was my responsbility

but thats nothing

people could call u jesus, but i dont think that could ever make u jesus

i thought about reincarnation

but i thought a lot about everything

i think almost every popular philosophy of the world happens for a reason

because god

jesus wouldn't be good what about other religions


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    #26717353 - 06/03/20 05:35 PM (3 years, 7 months ago)

Haven't read all of it, but, you know, you can be "special" without being full of it.  It happens.

What you need to be doing is talking to the "special" people around you, just to get grounded and not be coming off as Jeebus or shit like that. :laugh2: 

Believe me, they're there. Use your new found connections to find them. :cookiemonster:


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    #26717367 - 06/03/20 05:44 PM (3 years, 7 months ago)

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Haven't read all of it, but, you know, you can be "special" without being full of it.  It happens.

What you need to be doing is talking to the "special" people around you, just to get grounded and not be coming off as Jeebus or shit like that. :laugh2: 

Believe me, they're there. Use your new found connections to find them. :cookimonster:



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Haven't read all of it, but, you know, you can be "special" without being full of it.  It happens.

What you need to be doing is talking to the "special" people around you, just to get grounded and not be coming off as Jeebus or shit like that. :laugh2: 

Believe me, they're there. Use your new found connections to find them. :cookimonster:






Keep reading man.  Everything does happen for a reason. I’m sure of it in a way.  I just don’t know what that reason is.  Tonight I am taking a big bite out of in Enlightenment. Do you know grandiosity isn’t the worst thing in the world, especially not as a defense mechanism in the beginning. I’ve i’ve been to some of the best psychiatrist in the country. I’ve been very lucky in life in a lot of ways, in a lot of other ways I always thought I was cursed. But the doctors never just told me how it was. When I saw shutter Island I thought it was about me you know. They kind of fit into my delusions more and more, that’s what I honestly think but I’m not a reliable source always for past memories of psychotic times.  thank you for your insight though. Innoway I knew I was ready tonight to hear this. I just wanted to see what you guys had in store and a way. Ha ha ha. Joking you need to help yourself before you help others


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    #26717380 - 06/03/20 05:53 PM (3 years, 7 months ago)

I wasn’t ready for this board before. I always had too thin a skin. Always in my life. Maybe I was bullied at a young age I don’t even really remember it. I know I was really bullied traumatized at around 11 years old and I remember that. Psychedelics have only really heaLed  me I believe Innoway even the bad trips gave me when I need it to you or see at the time

I I can go trip by trip and give a self-centeredless Account of why I had a bad trip that time. I always blamed other people for my problems.  You know people always notice me people always give me attention. Now they still do but it’s the wrong attention sometimes.  But I think things are about to change a bit for me


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    #26717400 - 06/03/20 06:08 PM (3 years, 7 months ago)

Were you raised Christian? Being raised in a religious family has an insane influence on a child - literally. The fact that you're entertaining the idea of Jesus is cute but utterly stupid. Messianic experiences are common on psychedelics, especially if you're raised with the concept of a messiah.

You have good intentions, but don't get lost in an ego fantasy.


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    #26717562 - 06/03/20 07:34 PM (3 years, 7 months ago)

Many have experienced that kind of thinking on psychedelics. I even once did the whole Jesus thing, including the resurrection (in hospital).

Narcissism though, is not healthy. Many people consciously or unconsciously use psychedelics ironically for the purposes of ego expansion (I am beyond and above mere mortals) but their true purpose is I think, as the Buddhists teach, to let go of all that.

Here is a fantastic book on the subject (not psychedelics but essentially the same topic) that I think will benfit you a great deal. I have it on audible, but although brilliant I think it might be better as a book, so you can go at it, at your own pace.

https://www.amazon.com/Why-Buddhism-True-Philosophy-Enlightenment/dp/1439195463

In other words you will be more Jesus-like (and happier) when you have found a way to truly let go of your ego, and the narcissism that feeds, and keeps you clinging onto, or even enlarging it.

If you speak to older adults, most will tell you they are happier than they were when they were younger. Most young people will disbelieve this, thinking it to be nothing more than cognitive dissonance, but many older people are indeed happier and more content, compared to when they were teenagers, simply because they have learned to take themselves less seriously, while being less competitive and vengeful socially. They stop worrying so much about what others think...

Some lucky people possess this level of emotional maturity from an early age, and while I unfortunately didn't, I have also met others who displayed astonishing emotional (rampant boastful egotism) immaturity, at middle, or even old age!

Narcissism especially when it gets out of hand can cause people a lot of unhappiness, and although a psychological defence mechanism, is also a form of repression that ultimately is not healthy psychologically, or good for one's relationships with other people.

Besides, you can't be Jesus OP, because I got it on good authority that I am Jesus. And there can't be two of us damn it!


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    #26717767 - 06/03/20 08:56 PM (3 years, 7 months ago)

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PrimalSoup said:
Haven't read all of it, but, you know, you can be "special" without being full of it.  It happens.

What you need to be doing is talking to the "special" people around you, just to get grounded and not be coming off as Jeebus or shit like that. :laugh2: 

Believe me, they're there. Use your new found connections to find them. :cookiemonster:






Keep reading man.  Everything does happen for a reason. I’m sure of it in a way.  I just don’t know what that reason is.  Tonight I am taking a big bite out of in Enlightenment. Do you know grandiosity isn’t the worst thing in the world, especially not as a defense mechanism in the beginning. I’ve i’ve been to some of the best psychiatrist in the country. I’ve been very lucky in life in a lot of ways, in a lot of other ways I always thought I was cursed. But the doctors never just told me how it was. When I saw shutter Island I thought it was about me you know. They kind of fit into my delusions more and more, that’s what I honestly think but I’m not a reliable source always for past memories of psychotic times.  thank you for your insight though. Innoway I knew I was ready tonight to hear this. I just wanted to see what you guys had in store and a way. Ha ha ha. Joking you need to help yourself before you help others




No thanks, I'm not gonna read it all.  But glad you found it useful.  :snoopyes:


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    #26718572 - 06/04/20 07:58 AM (3 years, 7 months ago)

everything does not happen for a reason
that is simply christian fatalism with zero comprehension
(silence is way better than repeating empty words)

the high from your dope feels good and you want some words that make it ring true but it does not work that way.

all the crap you are spewing is incomprehensible nonsense which you are unable to accept because it is plain dumb, and you know that.
repeating plain dumb stuff does not make it smarter.


druggies since forever have echoed this stuff as they face their own selves and go mad while seeing an impressionable empty space that connects impressions and feelings coursing through time and space.
go for some exercise and hard science or engineering with the last dregs of your youthful life.


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    #26718831 - 06/04/20 10:38 AM (3 years, 7 months ago)

In case you may feel I am being harsh on you, I apologize for my apparent attitude (smitdjen of guilt TBH).

naturally you want to fit in with this community and are echoing phrases that are acceptible, that defuse concerns, that show alignment with compassion, that show interest in higher things...

the journey means nothing, however if it means nothing to you except being part of a group.
by meaning something, I do not mean that it means something like you have previously heard or something that is expected. your life is happening now, and that is what you want to connect with, and be honest with yourself what you see, feel, hear, think.

it's an ongoing process, not a matter of being christ or buddha or coming down from way up high with tablets of stone with commandments written for the masses.

it's a matter of being you, and being honest about being you to you. we do not matter, our acceptance of you will happen anyway. dont try so hard.


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    #26719888 - 06/04/20 06:07 PM (3 years, 7 months ago)

The Jesus complex seems to be a newb thing.  This flood of never before considered realization comes pouring in.. ego’s gonna eat that up.  Once that same flood becomes a little more the ‘norm’ then a person can roll with it a little better and be more humble with it.

It’s like having a nice car, when you have 800 hp under the hood you don’t need to go burning wheels at every red light.  You can slow roll just knowing it’s there..


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    #26720537 - 06/04/20 11:38 PM (3 years, 7 months ago)

What can you do?


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    #26720562 - 06/04/20 11:56 PM (3 years, 7 months ago)

Yes, you are special.

However, so is everyone else. We're all literally made of star dust. Whatever the alien told you is true, but don't take it too seriously :smile:


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    #26721033 - 06/05/20 06:10 AM (3 years, 7 months ago)

mainly
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    #26721183 - 06/05/20 07:34 AM (3 years, 7 months ago)

Enlightenment is an on-going process that does not announce its completion. If you are convinced you found it, you probably haven’t.

Redgreenvines is right, don’t take yourself too seriously. You are as much nothing as you are everything. For every messianic figure in you, there is equal parts inconsequential dust.

Ground yourself while you can or, while your reason remains, seek the help of an experienced medical professional or spiritual healer.


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