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So I have something interesting to say the least, i need to share it but i wont go too far into depth until
#26715670 - 06/03/20 02:28 AM (3 years, 7 months ago) |
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I know its cool with all of you all you know
im on naltrexone, abilify, klonopin which I dont always take and I stopped Zoloft 2 weeks ago
lets just say i smoke dmt and stare at the mirror and i think ive really found a contact with aliens like no one else. maybe i am crazy. but id like to talk about it more. i dont think its crazy so much.... But I can talk to them and they can hear me in a way...they already know...but they like hearing it.
and i cant recommend my experiences to schizos….but the aliens tell me....i am special...not to sound too grandiose or nothing... peace till later...sorry i had to add that final bit in....I still have quite an ego knowing im special. But in a way a balance...The dmt helps humble me...other drugs too...life such....hmb
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amazing is life...…………. and aliens lol
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#26715778 - 06/03/20 04:49 AM (3 years, 7 months ago) |
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You are special. And everyone else too. For we are one. We are god.
Why aliens? Could be ordinary DMT elves.
Mushlove to you!
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#26715789 - 06/03/20 05:08 AM (3 years, 7 months ago) |
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Just be careful and dont smoke too much
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MrStinkyShrooman said: You are special. And everyone else too. For we are one. We are god.
Why aliens? Could be ordinary DMT elves.
Mushlove to you! 
hell yeah man much fn love!!! we are all special.. we are all connected...there is a web of fucking thought I feel....and DMT world is connected to it all too... and such a mindfuck although I dont feel im so crazy
this is what I wrote to my friend
"mirror again dmt too crazy i saw an alien world through the mirror and they were communicating with me and i told them some valuable lessons in a way i thought they already knew but they needed to hear it from someone also i told them "i know its weird that i dont close my eyes and i look in the mirror..." i said "im not narcissus staring into this mirror" i said im just not afraid of my reflection or something i said "theres a reason why it lasts so short, because youre only supposed to see so much" they already knew that theyre enlightened aliens but they felt happy to hear it from me i told them i loved them and id see them again soon i was all out....but then remembered i have one more hit maybe life on earth is aliens like originalyl alien life and we came here and we still can communicate with our more evolved ancestors through dmt which is in everything alive idk just my best theory"
the thing is i know we are all special, and i know everyone is capable....but i have the heritage...and similarities...and a lot of background similar to jesus Christ
i should empathize i always take my abilify and naltrexone, its just the klonopin ive stopped taking so much lately, and the Zoloft
but man u know i know this sounds crazy but my whole life ive been the opposite of a "playboy"....ive always believed in myself with girls but lately ive ran into Maggie, marie and a girl on mary street
okay im regressing from the topic too much
but the aliens were definitely enlightened, they were big creatures, but they dont judge that i am very short. probably 5'3-5'6 depending on how good im feeling like telling people...i am
i told them "I think you guys have had your jesus already"
they showed me that i was jesus but not DIRECTLY....when i looked down i saw JESUS in my periphereal….very wise, noble and special but average looking too....im not a narcissist....anymore....ive done a lot of work on my ego....i still have a long way to go for talking about it
i think many of you are far wiser than me, but i still think im jesus for some reason
i think everything happens for a reason....
and yes i will be careful to the next guy!!! its so exciting this but i need to be careful, DMT told me that, i told DMT that... I cant wait to talk more with you cool folks!!
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#26715925 - 06/03/20 06:36 AM (3 years, 7 months ago) |
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One of the most interesting things is when i talk about the hallucinations, they listen, and give me what i need to see
i saw myself as an old man....and i took a step back
im not sure im meant to be an old man...if im really jesus ever...that's why i took a step back
need to be honest with these creatures
i have a hypothesis that if the world was treated better theyd come and reveal themselves more....probably not
who knows what theyre really thinking
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#26715936 - 06/03/20 06:45 AM (3 years, 7 months ago) |
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Sorry to bother yall but im kinda manic right now...i mean wouldn't you think someone who thinks theyre jesus is??? I believe the real jesus was schizoaffective....grandiose but humble and heard voices from god
that's part of my connection with him
but in a way i feel im destined for GREAT things
im not ready...i was a fool to think id be "ready" at 30 years old. but in a way im ready now because living in the moment finally and took my free will back....my 30th birthday is in 2 days....and life is just....sometimes i feel i interpreted the message of hallucinogens "God is everywhere"
Does that make me God??? Yes/ but not THE god
but i believe it all happened for a reason
if you can give kind words itd be appreciated...
im not as sensitive as i used to but i value the shroomerys opinions more than most
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#26715948 - 06/03/20 06:57 AM (3 years, 7 months ago) |
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InnerWisdom said: Just be careful and dont smoke too much 
I agree! discretion and moderation is so important for EVERYONE.Def no exceptions although i thought i was.
But at the same time my "Friends" have always treated me like im invincible. THey wanted me to be jesus too.....They put me through hell...I forgive them in a way. Im definitely not bitter anymore. But in a way i can never forget, although always forgive or whatever
That said i handle these drugs really well??? DMT is so freaking smooth its not a bumpy ride for me at all its more like LSD but more alien and different types of colorfulness and face morphing in the mirror like no other without the electricity through the head feeling
gotta get the dose right...if i mix it like i did with molly yesterday then im more likely to have visuals (DUH)….i dont always get visuals on DMT....usually that's because i dont do it right or enough or build a tolerance hell im unique in that id say!!!...but still
sometimes on dmt i just feel a feeling...not bad or good
i just feel i know the aliens personally now and they accept me
before i was mixing DMT and ketamine and they didn't like that at all
they got mad at me
i saw repetive visions every time i did dmt for 8 months after that
but lately i had a big ketamine binge....which makes me grandiose...and humble too....and now DMT has seemed to forgive me...they seem really interested in me...but i know they love us all...but our connection is UNIQUE.
crazy talking about a drug like its a mind of its own
but we know it def is in a way....
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acidgoofy said: In the end it's all you 
YOU are the universe
in regards to simulation theory...which youre definitely NOT talking about...but in a way you may be????
.what do you all think about simulation theory
i think elon musk is wrong when he says its a simulation
he hasn't done enough hallucinogens or something lol
because i know its god
even if this isn't the "original world"
in a way we dont have free-will, but thank god we do
i believe in determinism duality with free-will
and i think about duality a lot
and im really just coming into my own philosophically
im a rapper, im not the greatest, but i show signs of potential
and life is just unreal and im so grateful for WHATEVER this may be u know??
only wished i realized that i need to be grateful much earlier because that was always an issue for me....i have a good heart...but not the perfect mind if you know what i mean. never did, never will....but people tried to gas me up telling me i have a lot going for me....then everything fell off the earth...i mixed shrooms with meds, caffeine and alcohol
i was stuck in a trip for a few years
until i started naltrexone it saved me
i call Ketamine=gods powder Marijuana=gods gift Naltrexone=Gods pill and DMT=Alien frequenciez
oh well
thanks all
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#26716425 - 06/03/20 10:44 AM (3 years, 7 months ago) |
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TBH the most humbling thing about this experience is knowing theres way more intelligent advanced lifeform out there.
Or whatever they are
maybe they are ancient ancestors who created us, maybe they are far away aliens, maybe they are from the future of us
those are the 3 best hypothesis for me I see now
I told a friend about this and she said "DMT causes hallucinations"....now Im cool with her so I listened to her I didn't just say Wtf are you talking about no its reaaaaaal.
But does anyone else just feel the DMT hallucinations are so real
maybe it is god
maybe it is aliens too
maybe aliens are gods im saying
the most interesting breakthroughs I ever had were very scary back in the day but now Im not scared anymore or something
I always thought DMT hated me
but it was just trying to teach lessons right??
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#26716619 - 06/03/20 11:54 AM (3 years, 7 months ago) |
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I know you all are probably reading and like wtf kinda hell is this guy on
im glad I cant create wine out of water or walk on water
I need to stop telling people I think im jesus, because they never gonna believe by that mentality....but its hard to get attention sometimes you know??? Lately ive been grandiose and ive added my Zoloft again as of today because I think it really does help but its like I cant see the aliens so much without it
hell
is there anything I can do to prove im jesus
the closest thing I can think is a pic
I know it wouldn't prove shit
but at least you know that "if you put your mind to something you can become it"
like hell my friend markos who died of an heroin Overdose made me think of that quote by "buddha" I think buddha was a great monk...a quiet one too
I felt bad because I was a bad person
I thought that I almost applauded markos death
because he hurt me
but that definitely doesnt make it right
but im saying this all because
I am a flaw
I think you need to go through the chaos to see the greatness
im still chaotic
but I always listened to advice and believed in little smart mantras
lemme know what u think
im feeling good off my little old vape which I recommend over smoking but that's just me I dont know shit but I do know a few things for a 29 year old..turning 30 in a few days
I am sure everyone on this board has a unique story to get to where they are in world of shrooms and whatnot
I did shrooms the other day
some coincidences always occur on drugs
but NO im not really sending my pic hahahahahahahaha but im just some guy who stares at the mirror a lot so what do u expect
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#26716838 - 06/03/20 01:28 PM (3 years, 7 months ago) |
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cant resist my own narcissism
not because I think im too great looking guy or nothing like that
but I feel im beautiful!!!
we all are but
isn't jesus beautiful???
or am I just crazy
help me, guide me, teachers, students, pupils
the dmt told me I was really special and in a way it humbled me so much and continues as the day goes on
but also
it makes me feel good about myself
its beautiful
it brings you up to bring you down
what do u think about another fake jesus
I might as well join the fake santas in the back of the line
fml
and hell, I had a humbling ketamine trip the other day
and in a way humbling makes you seem more grandiose at first
but in the end it should be alright I think
I can hope
I dont wanna be a rapper
I dont wanna be anything
I just wanna go with the fucking flow of life see where it takes me
ketamine to me is like a god magnifying glass it shows god to me in everything u know??
what is wrong with this guy??? doesnt he know hes not jesus...I just like tupac and Terence McKenna as my idols you know...and neither does my pic make me jesus
but u can see why Im considered "crazy" or not??
I have a problem with patience, with that I wont post anymore until I get some reactions.....I just wish people forgave me cuz sometimes I feel no one forgives me for my past u know?? ive been here before on other names and was always too scared to face myself but now im here for real right.
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#26716878 - 06/03/20 01:46 PM (3 years, 7 months ago) |
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Maybe go do something active or get creative with all your energy. When have you slept? you said you were manic? Certainly seems so
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Forget the Jesus trip, just be yourself - it’s all you can be anyways. Doing so will allow you to be free of trying to live something impossible. The point of unique individual beings is that there is only 1 of each in said specific form. For the sake of this line of discussion, if we say that Jesus lived & died about roughly 2,000 years ago, then that’s it - he lived and died. Billions of individuals have been born and are living now, and you are a single part of the whole. If you take Christ to be a teacher or role model, that’s your choice & is fine, but claiming to be him will cause a lot of heads to turn and call you crazy - and is a good way to end up in a psych ward, as evidenced by history. So be careful 
Maybe you just mean that psychedelics are inducing and-or allowing you to explore the messianic archetype / potential that is within?
The calling yourself or thinking you are Jesus thing is extra baggage , akin to making waves where there are none , and it will probably feel really good to take it off!
Lastly, The Mind is a precious treasure, we all are on the same ride/boat in that we all share in experiencing it for themselves. Exploring it from your embodiment and seeing what can be seen of all it’s infinite potential is fantastic, but just be careful not to be so open-minded that your brains fall out. Also. Anything you see in a mirror while tripping is a part of your mind’s potential, your own nature.
What is being experienced while tripping in front of the mirror is a matter of various conditions + Reflection + illusion & hallucination + the storehouse consciousness, your memories, and all sensory impressions you have collected & are currently collecting throughout the years & your entire mental-physical life as it is. The experience had is not one that is independent from those aforementioned factors. Think about it, you are standing in front of & staring into a mirror while on psychedelics, know what I mean? Plus, just because we can understand the underlying mechanics behind something doesn’t mean it Is any less miraculous.
But I get where you are coming from, totally. Mirror tripping is completely out there, crazy stuff, where ineffable phenomena can occur.
I’m sure you already know all that, I just meant it as a friendly reminder is all. All the best to you & Happy tripping OP,
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Sounds like you’re hitting the dr00gz pretty hard. You may want to take a break and think about what you’ve learned thus far..
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The Blind Ass said: Forget the Jesus trip, just be yourself - it’s all you can be anyways. Doing so will allow you to be free of trying to live something impossible. The point of unique individual beings is that there is only 1 of each in said specific form. For the sake of this line of discussion, if we say that Jesus lived & died about roughly 2,000 years ago, then that’s it - he lived and died. Billions of individuals have been born and are living now, and you are a single part of the whole. If you take Christ to be a teacher or role model, that’s your choice & is fine, but claiming to be him will cause a lot of heads to turn and call you crazy - and is a good way to end up in a psych ward, as evidenced by history. So be careful 
Maybe you just mean that psychedelics are inducing and-or allowing you to explore the messianic archetype / potential that is within?
The calling yourself or thinking you are Jesus thing is extra baggage , akin to making waves where there are none , and it will probably feel really good to take it off!
Lastly, The Mind is a precious treasure, we all are on the same ride/boat in that we all share in experiencing it for themselves. Exploring it from your embodiment and seeing what can be seen of all it’s infinite potential is fantastic, but just be careful not to be so open-minded that your brains fall out. Also. Anything you see in a mirror while tripping is a part of your mind’s potential, your own nature.
What is being experienced while tripping in front of the mirror is a matter of various conditions + Reflection + illusion & hallucination + the storehouse consciousness, your memories, and all sensory impressions you have collected & are currently collecting throughout the years & your entire mental-physical life as it is. The experience had is not one that is independent from those aforementioned factors. Think about it, you are standing in front of & staring into a mirror while on psychedelics, know what I mean? Plus, just because we can understand the underlying mechanics behind something doesn’t mean it Is any less miraculous.
But I get where you are coming from, totally. Mirror tripping is completely out there, crazy stuff, where ineffable phenomena can occur.
I’m sure you already know all that, I just meant it as a friendly reminder is all. All the best to you & Happy tripping OP, 
thank you sir no man I dont know all that as I should if you know what I mean.
its just crazy because when I was twenty one I was a nobody
a NOBODY and I still am
I think youre right about the jesus trip totally I understand now
I know I need a break I have no drugs for a while thanks guys but listen
when I was 21 I did this IOP for my 3rd freaking arrest since I was 18...I was crazy....since I was probably 14 years old at the very latest
but I dunno I have astrange life
ive seen the buddha in me
that buddha was sheltered but in a way u know
I have so much in common with so many great things I feel blessed
someone once told me "You're jesus younger brother or something"
this was in IOP. I swore there was something special about those rooms
hell well they told me I was like jesus or something or at least I enternalized because I was a little white boy from the suburbs and I was grandiose and they were all like real ass people from the "hood" or whatever and they treated me like I was "something" and you know I had some stuff in common with J guy and I just caught on the delusion and I think I could never shake it for the longest time.
But now I think im the reincarnation of Terence McKenna thank you very much
just joking
just be myself
I can accomplish great things but
I need to take a middle path
I think you are a great teacher sir
you've blessed me with your words and I am grateful
in a way I couldn't always see it on my own even when I face up on Gods on drugs
like the two-faced Voldemort looking like my friend and god at the same time on a k-hole last December
ive had some interesting experiences
ketamine is my harder drug of choice but...dmt is interesting too especially with these gnarly things ive been seeing lately …..break yes
but I only have to be myself. Yes in a way I know this. All the answers are within. But I'm just so glad I posted here because you've helped me so much. It has been bothering me. In a way jesus story is always apart of me
but I dont wanna be 30 and die on a cross at 33 if im gonna live in his footsteps
shit like numerology says 2020 and 2024 will be the next 2 big years of my life....at 29/30 and 33/34
im just so confused sometimes because it all went to my head back in the day
but I hope it was for a reason
someone said "god doesnt build you up for no reason"
a lot of bad shit, abuse, trauma happened to me
but I love my life regardless of what anyone says anymore you know
and im sure people can see that in me and its a blessing for sure
my birthday is in 2 days...I still have a long way to go
I believe in god
I believe in jesus now
but im not him, but maybe I was meant to believe Im him
could I be a prophet?? way too early to say....way too unprophetic like to accuse yourself of being one I know I know the philosophy jibber jabber I think
ketamine makes me the most grandiose
this thread was an ego-trip
but I was ready for it
prostitutes isn't my game anymore
I dont have to be jesus Christ
but rather this fine caramel complextion chick I met the other day and went on an l-ride with....just my type you know???
everything happens for a reason I think... ttygs
and whats worse making a space every line or no paragraphs im sorry
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Oh Jesus.
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LosTresOjos said: Oh Jesus.
haha na man im just crazy but its all good right
to be crazy and all???
as long as you can control it and have insight and maintain healthy lifestyles and be willing to learn
Im not sure if I talked about it earlier in the thread but the other day I saw ASPECTS of jesus in me but never actual jesus, on the DMT
when I looked down I saw full on jesus in my periphereal
but we all can probably maybe see some jesus u know
but everything happens for a reason who knows how exactly but I can see god in everything in excited states of mind, and if gods in everything...its wonder
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#26717158 - 06/03/20 04:00 PM (3 years, 7 months ago) |
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I feel like i've heard all yours words before but just now im ready to process them
people wanted me to be jesus
im not a christian, i never cared for the rapture until i felt it was my responsbility
but thats nothing
people could call u jesus, but i dont think that could ever make u jesus
i thought about reincarnation
but i thought a lot about everything
i think almost every popular philosophy of the world happens for a reason
because god
jesus wouldn't be good what about other religions
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