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Larabar
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That awkward just woke up from a blackout and everyones still awake feeling... 1
#26675791 - 05/16/20 09:57 PM (3 years, 8 months ago) |
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Fuck...and i dont know where my cigarettes are.
...maybe i didnt make an ass of myself?
...maybe everyone thought it was normal for me to go to sleep while the sun was still out?
Yeah...im just gonna go with all that..but holy fucK i want a cigarette and im scared to get them...
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ichugwindex
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Re: That awkward just woke up from a blackout and everyones still awake feeling... [Re: Larabar]
#26675808 - 05/16/20 10:08 PM (3 years, 8 months ago) |
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I'm always alone when that happens
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split_by_nine
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Re: That awkward just woke up from a blackout and everyones still awake feeling... [Re: Larabar] 2
#26675810 - 05/16/20 10:09 PM (3 years, 8 months ago) |
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time for another drink
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lowbrow
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Re: That awkward just woke up from a blackout and everyones still awake feeling... [Re: Larabar]
#26675869 - 05/16/20 11:01 PM (3 years, 8 months ago) |
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Well, tell the story.
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Larabar
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Re: That awkward just woke up from a blackout and everyones still awake feeling... [Re: ichugwindex]
#26675872 - 05/16/20 11:10 PM (3 years, 8 months ago) |
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Yee. Im definitely drankin....
...and hiding
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Larabar
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Re: That awkward just woke up from a blackout and everyones still awake feeling... [Re: Larabar] 1
#26675876 - 05/16/20 11:13 PM (3 years, 8 months ago) |
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As fer the story... iys not that interesting.
Just here im stayin at me familia house and they done had friends over..
So i drank a fuck ton, but in the shadows ya know cuz im a known alcoholic, so gotta hide that shit yaknow?
So yeaaaaahhhh, comes time to black out and i wake up... ...company gone, cigarettes lost.
...i just wan me cigs mon.
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Larabar
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Re: That awkward just woke up from a blackout and everyones still awake feeling... [Re: Larabar] 1
#26675879 - 05/16/20 11:14 PM (3 years, 8 months ago) |
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At least me have me dog mon...
...although he got dem farts...but mine stronger so no worries...
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Re: That awkward just woke up from a blackout and everyones still awake feeling... [Re: Larabar] 1
#26675916 - 05/17/20 12:03 AM (3 years, 8 months ago) |
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I’m pretty open about my alcoholism anymore. I’m on my second dui so I quit lying to myself a while back. I took note when I started getting the shake, or I couldn’t brush my teeth or eat food without kicking in my gag reflex.
I am no saint, however, i am inebriated right now.
What scares me about black outs is they happen so often that i now make jokes about them. My favorite is ‘the aliens got me’.
Last night I thought it would be a good idea to make pizza and I dont even remember eating it. Berely remember cooking it. Its fucked up because when I make a pizza I literally have packets of pizza dough mix that I have ready to go. I have sauce that Ive prepped ahead of time and have to apply it to the crust. I did this shit drunk and don’t remember a thing.
I also took mushrooms.
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Fiery
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Re: That awkward just woke up from a blackout and everyones still awake feeling... [Re: Larabar]
#26675980 - 05/17/20 12:37 AM (3 years, 8 months ago) |
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Quote:
Larabar said: At least me have me dog mon...
...although he got dem farts...but mine stronger so no worries...

Them dog farts strong! but mine too, haha!
And I quit tobacco by first growing it, and then almost overdosing on it, but I don't recommend that.
A year later I went to one of those first gen vapes for a week, and then the gum for a week and that was it. I was finished with it.
But the tobacco I grew and even smoked was always organic. So what you might be feeling now is a "brand" addiction.... like, you are addicted to that brand. It's a terrible fate, and horrible to endure.
So Stop now. I mean don't "STOP" but like stop and slow down and realize that you are addicted to more than nicotine, but to 100's of chemical crap too.
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Re: That awkward just woke up from a blackout and everyones still awake feeling... [Re: Larabar]
#26675998 - 05/17/20 12:53 AM (3 years, 8 months ago) |
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Blackouts always made me paranoid. Im lucky to never had done it. I guess i dont trust myself if I donr know what Im doing (blackout mentalities).
I bet your cigs are in an odd place outdoors.
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Larabar
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Re: That awkward just woke up from a blackout and everyones still awake feeling... [Re: LogicaL Chaos]
#26676004 - 05/17/20 12:57 AM (3 years, 8 months ago) |
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I dun dids find the cigs....
Also....
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Re: That awkward just woke up from a blackout and everyones still awake feeling... [Re: Larabar]
#26676013 - 05/17/20 01:05 AM (3 years, 8 months ago) |
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Relax, OP!
All you did was time travel! Science rules! .
For real though, drink some water.
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Asante
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Re: That awkward just woke up from a blackout and everyones still awake feeling... [Re: Loaded Shaman]
#26676018 - 05/17/20 01:08 AM (3 years, 8 months ago) |
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Back in the Phenazepam days people went on weeklong blackouts.
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lowbrow
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Re: That awkward just woke up from a blackout and everyones still awake feeling... [Re: Loaded Shaman]
#26676021 - 05/17/20 01:09 AM (3 years, 8 months ago) |
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Last year I time traveled, then came to in the party van. Bad times.
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lowbrow
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Re: That awkward just woke up from a blackout and everyones still awake feeling... [Re: Asante]
#26676023 - 05/17/20 01:10 AM (3 years, 8 months ago) |
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A powerful benzodiazepine I assume.
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Re: That awkward just woke up from a blackout and everyones still awake feeling... [Re: lowbrow]
#26676030 - 05/17/20 01:18 AM (3 years, 8 months ago) |
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Quote:
lowbrow said: I’m pretty open about my alcoholism anymore. I’m on my second dui so I quit lying to myself a while back. I took note when I started getting the shake, or I couldn’t brush my teeth or eat food without kicking in my gag reflex.
I am no saint, however, i am inebriated right now.
What scares me about black outs is they happen so often that i now make jokes about them. My favorite is ‘the aliens got me’.
Last night I thought it would be a good idea to make pizza and I dont even remember eating it. Berely remember cooking it. Its fucked up because when I make a pizza I literally have packets of pizza dough mix that I have ready to go. I have sauce that Ive prepped ahead of time and have to apply it to the crust. I did this shit drunk and don’t remember a thing.
I also took mushrooms.
Mixing psychedelics and alcohol nearly always ends up being blackout for me at moderate doses, and at light doses it just kills the trip for me and makes me really confused and really straining to form thoughts together. Stopped mixing the two a few years ago completely because of bad experiences with it personally.
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Asante
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Re: That awkward just woke up from a blackout and everyones still awake feeling... [Re: lowbrow]
#26676047 - 05/17/20 01:33 AM (3 years, 8 months ago) |
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lowbrow said: A powerful benzodiazepine I assume.
Yes, people went on 1, 2, 3 week blackouts where they did the most unspeakable things.
Phenazepam was $25 a gram and the gram held 1000 strong doses. Recipe for disaster
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Re: That awkward just woke up from a blackout and everyones still awake feeling... [Re: Asante]
#26676757 - 05/17/20 11:51 AM (3 years, 8 months ago) |
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It's amazing you survived all that experimentation!
I put it to the Crocodile spirit guide that you described in a trip report years ago.
No other way . It has to be because of the Crocodile.
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Re: That awkward just woke up from a blackout and everyones still awake feeling... [Re: Fiery]
#26676783 - 05/17/20 12:13 PM (3 years, 8 months ago) |
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Well wishes I don't drink anymore because it's never done good for me.
Last time was March,15,2020 In my mind I'm still detoxing from it. As more times goes on, the better I'll do.
When i make it to a year hoefully i can celebrate in my own mind. I've gone years before but i always went back to it.
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Re: That awkward just woke up from a blackout and everyones still awake feeling... [Re: lowbrow]
#26676833 - 05/17/20 12:49 PM (3 years, 8 months ago) |
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Quote:
lowbrow said:
I also took mushrooms.
Lol I don't know if I've ever heard anyone detail an evening and then at the end was like "PS oh yeah I took some mushrooms too" 
Usually it starts with that
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