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InvisiblePinkerton
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I believe I’m becoming God or a god.
    #26659721 - 05/09/20 10:31 AM (3 years, 9 months ago)

Hi all! Some of you may know me by my previous username “liquidlounge”, the account was permanently banned because I sort of trolled the forums. Our kind moderator DividedQuantum said I’m allowed to post on these forums under my new alias “Pinkerton” if I played by the rules. I also ask DQ to please let this thread stay open because my life is pretty shit and I want answers.

7 years ago OrgoneConclusion made a thread named Council of Elders. A few days later after the CoE-thread was posted it was like a switch turned on inside my head and later on I was forced to do a lot of stuff (OP is me, LunarEclipse is a member of the CoE, nicknamed "Looney") such as shouting in public that I want worldwide peace, I even tried to hijack an airplane to take over the cockpit and get contact with the media and demand worldwide peace, robbing pharmacies and give some of the pills to worn-out junkies on the street and a lot of other stuff. Basically this was like a psychosis, some of you may remember my threads and posts from back then.

5 years ago I was admitted to the psych ward having been caught for robbing pharmacies. I spent 4 years in the psych ward, I was psychotic for the first year or so, the reason I was there for so long was because I was sentenced to the psychiatric system.

One time in the psych ward I was crossing around the corner after having been in the bathroom inside the building and right before crossing the corner a crystal clear voice said “Sara”, and guess what, around the corner Sara walked past me. I’ve experienced lots of similar stuff during the past 7 years.

At this point in life I’m depressed, struggle with crazy running thoughts, PTSD etc. When I have these crazy running thoughts OrgoneConclusion often pops up, in fact he often pops up in my mind crazy running thoughts or not. I think about him and the whole situation for several hours a day.

Here OrgoneConclusion posts about a link between harassment and depression out of context with the rest of the post. I can certainly say I’ve been harassed and after the crazy running thoughts I often get depressed.

In this thread OrgoneConclusion indirectly says I’m Unique Ill God. I’m definitely ill. Notice he writes that certainly indicates something, here he is writing about the uncertainty principle and how someone here (no names) doesn't understand it. I've been certain/uncertain if I'm God/god or not for the past 7 years.

LunarEclipse (Looney in the CoE-thread) says I’m becoming a God.

OC is posting about having power over adults when becoming enlightened. One time in the psych ward all the 4 nurses in the lounge looked at me in a sort of automatic way at the same time, it was like I was controlling them without doing it.

OC is posting about his siblings and he posted the same picture (Children of the Corn) as was posted in the power over adults-thread. Later on in the same thread he posts about having telekinetic powers, remember the Sara-episode in the psych ward?

Here LunarEclipse (Looney) says I too can be brothers of the corn in the CoE-thread. Remember the two pictures from the power over adults-thread and the siblings-thread?

Myself was wondering how to get free hotel rooms. Two posts down below OC posts I have to get engaged to PT first (Penelope_Tree). I would absolutely love PT to get back on the forums. I apologize for the post later on in that thread where I was demeaning PT, she looks beautiful, I was just moody and bitter.

My given name is Karl and I believe this is the uncertainty principle.

Here OC is writing about inheriting some of his toys.

I would love to get a reply from redgreenvines seeing as he's basically the only one from the CoE who posts here regularly these days. OrgoneConclusion has had me on ignore for some time, I'm the only one he has on ignore. If someone could ask OC to unignore me and read this thread I would be very thankful. :heart:


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InvisiblePinkerton
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Re: I believe I’m becoming God or a god. [Re: Pinkerton]
    #26659738 - 05/09/20 10:45 AM (3 years, 9 months ago)

Further "evidence". I absolutely love deep underground house and intelligent drum and bass. The techno-stuff is just dissing me, it's mine and LunarEclipse's jargong.


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Re: I believe I’m becoming God or a god. [Re: Pinkerton]
    #26659751 - 05/09/20 10:55 AM (3 years, 9 months ago)

As in, the one and only God - From the abrahamic tradition? Also,  Why aren’t you answering my prayers - I’ve asked for unlimited free Nutella more times than I can count :sad: ...

Can’t tell if the troll is strong with this one or...

            :gooby:


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Re: I believe I’m becoming God or a god. [Re: The Blind Ass]
    #26659755 - 05/09/20 10:58 AM (3 years, 9 months ago)

I'm not sure what God.

No, I'm absolutely not trolling. This is serious stuff, I'm sure DQ can confirm my posts from the LL-acount. What do you mean with the :gooby:-gif?


Edited by Pinkerton (05/09/20 10:59 AM)


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Re: I believe I’m becoming God or a god. [Re: Pinkerton]
    #26659857 - 05/09/20 11:54 AM (3 years, 9 months ago)

I forget.

As god, I petition you to adjust the atmospheres contents to contain 1% opium, 1 % kava kava, 1% cannabis and, 2%: psilocybin..

                                                    :psycrankey:


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Re: I believe I’m becoming God or a god. [Re: The Blind Ass]
    #26660523 - 05/09/20 05:44 PM (3 years, 9 months ago)

I am not nor have I ever been a member of a council of elders.
I am sure you are confused.
to the extent that you are aware of yourself you are god but not any bit beyond that.
when you act weird, people seem to turn and stare, this is not a godly power.
I hope you knew that already, you could always question when in public:
"Am I acting weird?"
"this is not a super power"
"I must be acting weird"


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Re: I believe I’m becoming God or a god. [Re: Pinkerton]
    #26661059 - 05/09/20 10:23 PM (3 years, 9 months ago)

Quote:

Pinkerton said:
I'm not sure what God.

No, I'm absolutely not trolling. This is serious stuff, I'm sure DQ can confirm my posts from the LL-acount. What do you mean with the :gooby:-gif?




It's not serious stuff. Most of the links in the OP are jokingly said, tongue in cheek. So seems like trolling. If not, why so serious?


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Re: I believe I’m becoming God or a god. [Re: Pinkerton]
    #26661161 - 05/09/20 11:14 PM (3 years, 9 months ago)

You are definitely not becoming a god. Instead it looks like you have some kind of mental illness.

Think about it for a second, if you were a god would your life be anywhere near as shitty as it is? Would you be suffering from "depression, struggling with crazy thoughts, PTSD, etc."? Would you have been admitted to the psych ward? No, the fact that you were admitted to the psych ward for 4 years should tell you something.

You're just a normal everyday person like the rest of us. But don't feel bad, there's nothing wrong with being an average human being.

Any person who starts to believe that they're a god/becoming a god should take that as a sign that they're not a god and that they're becoming mentally ill. Just to reiterate, you are definitely not becoming a god. All the posts you link to are people joking with you that you're taking seriously when they're just joking or making fun of you in some cases.


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Re: I believe I’m becoming God or a god. [Re: nooneman]
    #26661416 - 05/10/20 01:29 AM (3 years, 9 months ago)

Good looking out for a brother nooneman, I would have but I couldn’t tell if he was trolling or not, kinda hard over the internet, and with the other trolls running around.  OP I’m sorry if encouraged your delusive post in any way - I thought I was rolling with the punches :mad2:. Do forgive me please if you read this again.  Be safe and take care.  The other posters already said the gist of what needed to be said.


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Re: I believe I’m becoming God or a god. [Re: redgreenvines]
    #26665718 - 05/12/20 03:07 AM (3 years, 9 months ago)

Quote:

redgreenvines said:
I am not nor have I ever been a member of a council of elders.
I am sure you are confused.
to the extent that you are aware of yourself you are god but not any bit beyond that.



What is this supposed to mean?

Also, can you please get in touch and ask OC if he can unignore me and reply to this thread. My mental health is at stake. :heart:


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Re: I believe I’m becoming God or a god. [Re: Pinkerton]
    #26665803 - 05/12/20 05:26 AM (3 years, 9 months ago)

I am not going to be your bitch, just cut it out.


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Re: I believe I’m becoming God or a god. [Re: Pinkerton]
    #26665874 - 05/12/20 06:53 AM (3 years, 9 months ago)

Quote:

Pinkerton said:
Quote:

redgreenvines said:
I am not nor have I ever been a member of a council of elders.
I am sure you are confused.
to the extent that you are aware of yourself you are god but not any bit beyond that.



What is this supposed to mean?

Also, can you please get in touch and ask OC if he can unignore me and reply to this thread. My mental health is at stake. :heart:



It means your a part of the cosmos - like every living thing - but you don’t  get to change your original pants size until after you grow old, life a  fulfilling healthy and wholesome life, and die old with grandchildren who love you for being you.

Honestly probably better off if you forget the whole thing.


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Re: I believe I’m becoming God or a god. [Re: redgreenvines]
    #26665956 - 05/12/20 07:56 AM (3 years, 9 months ago)

Quote:

redgreenvines said:
I am not going to be your bitch, just cut it out.



Your fellow shroomerite and brother is struggling - big time. To faster heal I need OC to confirm if I'm becoming or not becoming God/a god.

Please man. :heart:


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Re: I believe I’m becoming God or a god. [Re: Pinkerton]
    #26665967 - 05/12/20 08:01 AM (3 years, 9 months ago)

I talked to OC on the phone last week. I think it's pretty safe to say he would disagree that you are 'becoming a god'.


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Re: I believe I’m becoming God or a god. [Re: Jokeshopbeard]
    #26665973 - 05/12/20 08:03 AM (3 years, 9 months ago)

Hi JSB, thanks for your reply. Do you think you could send OC a PM and ask him if he would be so kind as to reply to this thread?


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Re: I believe I’m becoming God or a god. [Re: Pinkerton]
    #26666238 - 05/12/20 10:28 AM (3 years, 9 months ago)

Can someone please contact OrgoneConclusion and ask him if he can unignore me (I did nothing wrong) and reply to this thread?

I beg you people. :heart:


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Re: I believe I’m becoming God or a god. [Re: Pinkerton]
    #26666294 - 05/12/20 11:03 AM (3 years, 9 months ago)

What if he never responds ? :eek:


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Re: I believe I’m becoming God or a god. [Re: Yellow Pants]
    #26666964 - 05/12/20 04:03 PM (3 years, 9 months ago)

Can you PM him? Please.


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Re: I believe I’m becoming God or a god. [Re: Pinkerton]
    #26666970 - 05/12/20 04:04 PM (3 years, 9 months ago)

Y tho


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Re: I believe I’m becoming God or a god. [Re: The Blind Ass]
    #26666980 - 05/12/20 04:10 PM (3 years, 9 months ago)

Quote:

Pinkerton said:
My mental health is at stake. :heart:




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