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MorphinTime
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I feel kind of amped
#26663644 - 05/11/20 12:41 AM (3 years, 8 months ago) |
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Like, I have this energy that doesn't want to let up. I want to hold a Sockem Bopper tournament at my house right now, but I think adults would still fuck each other up thoroughly in that case. It doesn't feel like violent energy necessarily but maybe it kinda does?
Pushups and music aren't doing it for me folks, meditation either. What do y'all do when in this situation?
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watermelon mon
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This reminds me of myself. I get that crazy energy too. Sober. That's what happens when you have confidences.
I have to take it out physically. You also dont feel fear. I've gone everywhere through the pitch black.
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MorphinTime
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What do you do physically watermelon mon?
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The Blind Ass
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When you examine the roots of this energy you sense, what comes to mind as to the causes and conditions which gave rise to it?
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MorphinTime
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Recent break-up with someone wonderful in the midst of pandemic panic, followed by recent fallout with ex right after, quit alcohol a month ago but started drinking again yesterday, "guaranteed new job" no go and old job is dickin around...there is really a lot of stress in general I suppose and that's only the half of it, ya know?
So much angst, and starting to feel kind of old though I am healthy-ish
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watermelon mon
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Sorry to hear that. Take care.
Work , get ink, Bicycle. Sometimes day after day. This is also sober.
I would go around at night in the forest because it makes you stronger it also requires courage. It's not meant for eveywhere. I don't think many people from this day and age could handel it.
If you can do that i dont think much will scare you too bad.
If it dose maybe you watch too much TV.
Before everything was pussified my grandfather used to do that. Walk through the mountains all night calling owls into the day, mushroom hunting. So it's something to take pride in.
It's Culture.
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MorphinTime
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I used to spend a lot of time in the woods at night as a youngster, it was a time of magic and I really miss that feeling. Maybe that is what I am missing today, I used to walk for hours and just be happy out there.
I'm gonna get a tattoo for my mom soon, it'll be like a guy in a spacesuit with six arms and on one will be a parrot for her, it's gonna look cool. It will be my first but I might go chest for placement, I feel really good about it. Not sure if it will help disperse this energy but I am excited about it.
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watermelon mon
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That sounds like fun, it's good to look forward to it. That tattoo is going to hurt pretty bad on the chest. Espically in the middel part.
After a few minutes it doesn't hurt so bad. For a firat one that should be a shoker in a good way.
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Asante
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If you have a bicycle, stomp the pedals for a few blocks.
For a short route, cardio it. Get your lymphs, muscles, heart and lungs pumping.
Velo-city!
You'll feel better.
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Re: I feel kind of amped [Re: Asante] 1
#26663837 - 05/11/20 05:19 AM (3 years, 8 months ago) |
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I just mopped my kitchen floor with aggression, accompanied by some soothing mood music
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