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NewMyco23
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Took 2g for my first Psychedelic Experience! Trip Report 3
#26643689 - 05/02/20 01:08 PM (3 years, 8 months ago) |
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After more than 3 months of planning and growing, I finally had my first experience last night. The come up was a little anxious but once I did come up, oh boy was it great! I was outside nearly the entire length of the trip under the twinkling of the nighttime stars. At first, it appeared as if someone turned up the saturation on colors. Then, shortly after I got waves of euphoria and could not stop laughing. As I got closer to the peak, I began to " understand" the personality of the trees around me. One tree was like a caring all loving grandmother, another tree was the stern ,impartial but loving grandfather. Another tree had the personality of a 1960's singer/dancer. At one point, I saw a face in the leaves of one tree and it felt as if it was mother earth watching over me. As the sensations kept building I eventually sat down on the ground with my arms behind me holding me up. In that moment, it felt as if my arms were tree trunks and that my fingers were the roots. I began to feel the energy of the earth and it felt like I was being recharged. Eventually, even those sensations began to build and I ended up lying flat on the ground looking up at the stars. The moment I layed down, I felt as if I was melting into the earth. I imagined that this is what dying would feel like. I felt as if I was fading away into nothing and everything all at once. It wasn't a scary feeling, in fact quite the contrary. It felt warm and loving as if the earth herself was wrapping me up in her arms and I was returning from where I came. I didn't quite have a full ego death, I was still aware of myself but I'm sure that if I had taken more I would have had a full blown ego death in that moment. The main theme that kept playing over and over again last night was that I felt more connected and grounded than I have in a long long time. I have been suffering from pretty bad depression for the past couple of years and last night made me realize that all my suffering is brought on by myself. I'm my harshest judge and I don't need to be, I deserve to be happy and I shouldn't bottle my personality up for the fear of what others think. Last night was very profound and allowed me to think about and process alot of what has been making me so sad recently. I think the most profound moment was when I was fading away into the earth and realized that everything is just so temporary in terms of human scale and I deserve to live my life happy and free from my own oppressive thoughts because they do nothing for me except cause me anguish.
Mushrooms are such a profound medicine and has given me a new outlook on life. It's so stupid that something so beneficial is outlawed and stigmatized in society. I sure do hope that view changes over the coming years.....
I definitely will be doing this again, it was just so profound and has allowed me to see the world in a way I haven't in a long time.
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Re: Took 2g for my first Psychedelic Experience! Trip Report [Re: NewMyco23]
#26647952 - 05/04/20 10:06 AM (3 years, 8 months ago) |
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Sounds like you had an really good first trip! Happy for you! thanks for sharing
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Re: Took 2g for my first Psychedelic Experience! Trip Report [Re: NewMyco23] 1
#26648628 - 05/04/20 04:15 PM (3 years, 8 months ago) |
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classic first impression.
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Re: Took 2g for my first Psychedelic Experience! Trip Report [Re: redgreenvines]
#26649753 - 05/05/20 04:48 AM (3 years, 8 months ago) |
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Makes me happy to hear this and imagine this was a pretty low dose. Thing gets a lot crazier when you do higher doses.
You rock man
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Re: Took 2g for my first Psychedelic Experience! Trip Report [Re: Puduwoke]
#26650628 - 05/05/20 12:28 PM (3 years, 8 months ago) |
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What a grand first trip. Sounds like you had everything set up for success as well. Being outside on a dosage of 2gs is one of the best things you can do. So glad they treated you well and I look forward to hearing more reports from you in the future!
Great trip report! Tread lightly! After 4g+ things can get really weird haha.
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