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InvisibleMOTH
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I fucked up.
    #2664004 - 05/11/04 06:07 PM (12 years, 6 months ago)

I screwed up today.  :frown:


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Re: I fucked up. [Re: MOTH]
    #2664026 - 05/11/04 06:13 PM (12 years, 6 months ago)

Care to elaborate?


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Re: I fucked up. [Re: MOTH]
    #2664068 - 05/11/04 06:20 PM (12 years, 6 months ago)

I screwed up yesterday too...but today is going better.
Not to sound too retarded, but to quote Annie: "tomorrow, tomorrow, they'res always tomorrow....it's only a day awaaaaaaaayyyyy"
Best i can do without an idea of what it was you screwed up.
You can fix it.


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Re: I fucked up. [Re: Randolph_Carter]
    #2664118 - 05/11/04 06:29 PM (12 years, 6 months ago)

I've been doing so good. But I hurt my arm today and now I feel stupid and bad about it. I was doing so good though. I know it's just a slip-up on the road to recovery, but still. I feel bad about it.


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Re: I fucked up. [Re: MOTH]
    #2664360 - 05/11/04 07:13 PM (12 years, 6 months ago)

It's fine....ya just gotta stop beating on yourself for it.
Perfection is unattainable....just make the best out of the situation.
Always helps me to think about that....gets me away from the negative obsessive perfectionist side.
(not an easy task, even in the best of times)


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Re: I fucked up. [Re: Randolph_Carter]
    #2664438 - 05/11/04 07:30 PM (12 years, 6 months ago)

Dont worry everyone makes mistakes...some of us make many daily lmao

Its part of the healing process to backslide a little.The key to permanently stopping bad habits is slowly drawing away from it rather than stopping soemthing cold.It makes it a million times easier.

Although I suppose I can say not to worry since I see no problem with cutting but thats a whole other story.  :grin:


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Re: I fucked up. [Re: MOTH]
    #2664743 - 05/11/04 08:28 PM (12 years, 6 months ago)

care to elaborate even more?


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Re: I fucked up. [Re: 0xYg3n]
    #2664772 - 05/11/04 08:37 PM (12 years, 6 months ago)

Well, I've been cutting for more then a decade and within the past six months decided that I needed to quit because it was making me miserable.  So I stopped for 4 months, but today I gave in to my negative feelings and cracked and hurt my arm. 

I'm feeling a little bit better about it though.  I'll just have to try not to do it again. 

I haven't told Kevin (my husband) yet though.  :frown:  I don't know if I will.  Maybe I can hide it.  I don't want to worry him about this shit again.

Thanks for the support.  :heart:


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Re: I fucked up. [Re: MOTH]
    #2664926 - 05/11/04 09:07 PM (12 years, 6 months ago)

well lets try for five months.


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Re: I fucked up. [Re: MOTH]
    #2664957 - 05/11/04 09:15 PM (12 years, 6 months ago)

Were you feeling down before you did it? It may be a habbit that's strongest when you're feeling bad. Like a fat person that eats when they feel bad and feels bad when they eat.

You mentioned in the pub that you were home alone. It might help to find something you care about and volunteer.


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Re: I fucked up. [Re: MOTH]
    #2664979 - 05/11/04 09:19 PM (12 years, 6 months ago)

*hug*


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Re: I fucked up. [Re: MOTH]
    #2664984 - 05/11/04 09:19 PM (12 years, 6 months ago)

oooo ouch.... i used to be into cutting. youre right it will make you miserable. i dont mean to pry but why do you do it? i often did it because i felt like i had no power over anything except my body. eventually i got help much against my will and im actually really happy friends and family did that for me. i turned out a lot healthier and a lot happier because of it. it's good that youre trying to stop, its the first step. hang in there.


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Re: I fucked up. [Re: MOTH]
    #2665136 - 05/11/04 09:50 PM (12 years, 6 months ago)

I used to cut,its not easy to quit.I still want to alot of times,but I try not to.I've slipped up a few times and cut or burned myself.sometimes its to much to bare the pain without ccutting.Any way if you feel you need someone to talk to,I'm here. I wont judge and I'am a good listener.I've been there and know.


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Re: I fucked up. [Re: MOTH]
    #2665336 - 05/11/04 10:33 PM (12 years, 6 months ago)

i never really got what people got out of this. it seems like a cry for help/attention in my eyes. i mean i had a friend carve A Q into his arm, but that was for fun.

if u need to get your emotions out physically i suggest doing something productive like working out or using a punching bag.

i mean i've been far down, but cutting myself just never came to me as an option.


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Re: I fucked up. [Re: l0st]
    #2665590 - 05/11/04 11:23 PM (12 years, 6 months ago)

Quote:

l0st said:
i never really got what people got out of this. it seems like a cry for help/attention in my eyes.





Heh, yeah...right... 

:tongue:


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Re: I fucked up. [Re: l0st]
    #2665762 - 05/11/04 11:56 PM (12 years, 6 months ago)

maybe something to focus the pain on, i mean when you hurt emotinally it's diffrent than physical pain. with physical pain you can say ok i hurt because my arm has a cut. with emotional pain it's not that easy. just a simple analogy.not exactly the reason just easy way to explain for me i get self destructive when i'm depressed wether it's cutting, injecting drugs, or getting drunk so much i cannot hardly breath i get off on it, so you think i'm a sick bastard i could care less it works for me :smile:


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Re: I fucked up. [Re: MOTH]
    #2668110 - 05/12/04 12:40 PM (12 years, 6 months ago)

Haha, I remember a time when I was messed up and cut the shit out of my hand and arm, then I went to my doctor and he gave me anti-depressants. That's my story and I'm stickin to it.


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Re: I fucked up. [Re: McKennaFan200]
    #2668956 - 05/12/04 04:19 PM (12 years, 6 months ago)

Wish it were that easy for me!  But if anti-depressants help you out, then thats great.  :smile:


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Re: I fucked up. [Re: MOTH]
    #2672459 - 05/13/04 08:36 AM (12 years, 6 months ago)

:frown: sorry to hear that! i have a good friend who also does this to herself, although i think that she has stopped (not sure what she's up to now, she moved to Jamaica 6 months back...)

just know that people are there for you... if there's no-one at home, next time you feel like cutting yourself, just come to the Pub :smile:

best of luck to ya :heartpump:


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Re: I fucked up. [Re: Krishna]
    #2674354 - 05/13/04 05:39 PM (12 years, 6 months ago)

Aw, thank you Krishna!  :heart:  I'm trying, I really am.


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