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OfflineThanatos10
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Re: Being alone [Re: watermelon mon]
    #26640055 - 04/30/20 10:12 PM (3 years, 8 months ago)

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Years and years ago this one person who i went to go visit all of the time. It was some chick that was really nice looking.

She used to beg me to come over and stuff i couldn't all of the time. somehow i pissed her off. 

I think she may have made stuff up. Like it was the opposite way or something. I dont really know. Worse.

I like everybody it's all good. I feel like i wish that i could make everbody happy. Even though i know that it doesn't work for everybody.

I don't know why i brought it up.
wish that i could have done better. On a lot of things. Not in a bad way.

We can all keep doing better. Or I'm working in it.




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Offlinewatermelon mon
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Re: Being alone [Re: Thanatos10] * 2
    #26640069 - 04/30/20 10:25 PM (3 years, 8 months ago)

I still like everybody.

Do see why you say that though.

What i mean is, just because someone wronged me. i don't wish them bad or anything, i really do just wish them well. I Don't have a problem with anyone because then it would just be another problem for me.

I do like to try and understand why people do and say what they do.
Even if they're not sorry, it's way too much of a burden to grudge.

Like if i get really upset i can't eat, can't sleep, can't enjoy smoking weed or anything. I would kind of just get really nervous.

All of that 10 fold if i was the one who hurt somebody's feelings. So it's good to just chill.


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Re: Being alone [Re: watermelon mon]
    #26640099 - 04/30/20 10:45 PM (3 years, 8 months ago)

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I still like everybody.

Do see why you say that though.

What i mean is, just because someone wronged me. i don't wish them bad or anything, i really do just wish them well. I Don't have a problem with anyone because then it would just be another problem for me.

I do like to try and understand why people do and say what they do.
Even if they're not sorry, it's way too much of a burden to grudge.

Like if i get really upset i can't eat, can't sleep, can't enjoy smoking weed or anything. I would kind of just get really nervous.

All of that 10 fold if i was the one who hurt somebody's feelings. So it's good to just chill.




Because people who say they like anyone only mean it in the superficial sense. It's not a true practice.


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Re: Being alone [Re: Thanatos10]
    #26640417 - 05/01/20 03:25 AM (3 years, 8 months ago)

i keep hearing dudes on podcasts talk about how we are naturally social creatures and we need to be around other people to be happy/healthy

and i just feel like i must be some hybrid alien motherfucker then


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Re: Being alone [Re: pixelpopper] * 1
    #26640916 - 05/01/20 09:57 AM (3 years, 8 months ago)

I know what you mean WM. I don't understand how people hold a grudge for so long. At least in personal things. Except for rare occasions, like that room mate that knifed my new car for no apparent reason.

If anything, I forgive too easily and have fallen into the same traps more than once. Something I try not to do anymore.

When I can't though, I try and distance myself. Because keeping those bad emotions around just ruins my day. I used to be able to channel the anger into something productive, but I get angry so rarely nowadays that I forgot how to. Sometimes I wish I could get angry more often. I think it means that I don't care enough. But caring too much takes control away from me and my actions.


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Re: Being alone [Re: pixelpopper] * 1
    #26641239 - 05/01/20 12:35 PM (3 years, 8 months ago)

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pixelpopper said:
i keep hearing dudes on podcasts talk about how we are naturally social creatures and we need to be around other people to be happy/healthy

and i just feel like i must be some hybrid alien motherfucker then




I think I understand why some people strictly believe and will preach that social interaction is absolutely necessary for happiness. It's because they are unable to conceptualize life experiences of other people. Many people think that their own life experiences and head spaces are perfectly representative for all other humans. You tell these people that you don't need social interaction to feel happiness and they go ape shit lIke you're absurd and out of line and must be lying to yourself. It's just not possible for them to accept that different people experience reality differently from each other. What they don't realize which I do, is that I have a different experience of reality than they do.


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Re: Being alone [Re: ninja cat 09] * 1
    #26641244 - 05/01/20 12:35 PM (3 years, 8 months ago)

It's a blessing. :turtle: :sun:

Almost never get angrey.

Not so long ago i used to work with this one guy, who he told me to start brooming the floor.

I just ignored him. He grabbed me and threw me to the broom and he said broom. I got really mad at him and almost fought him. He ended up getting scared. After that we became friends. He isn't a bad guy.

I think he just had a bad day.

Gave him some cool chocolate.


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Re: Being alone [Re: trees] * 3
    #26641259 - 05/01/20 12:45 PM (3 years, 8 months ago)

Hey, I'm not a well known member but if anyone on here ever feels like they just need someone to talk to, I'm available :cool:

Being alone seems to suit some better than others, but I don't think anyone is immune to loneliness - or at the very least getting a bit bored with your own ruminations. I'm in the extreme introvert camp and have had periods in life where I wanted nothing more than to be cut off from the world indefinitely. That's nice for a while if you can achieve it, but the trap is becoming self-obsessed and losing your ability to relate to the world outside of your skull. I have a few relatives and friends that have gone this way and it's clear they're not happy, but the only thing tormenting them is just themselves.

Connecting with people is a good way to grow as a person, even if it's tiring. Finding a little tribe of decent friends seems to be more luck of the draw than anything else though. I wish I could just go out and meet people but I have some social anxiety and really don't like small talk or all the rituals around feigning friendliness. "So what's your childhood trauma?" is not the best opener for making new acquaintances...

Wishing everyone peace in their solitude, or lack thereof
TE


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Re: Being alone [Re: watermelon mon]
    #26641289 - 05/01/20 12:56 PM (3 years, 8 months ago)

I'd get pissed at the guy too, to be honest. Good thing you didn't fight! I'm not sure I would have had the same restraint in that situation, I would have at least verbally retaliated.


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Offlinewatermelon mon
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Re: Being alone [Re: TheEschatologist]
    #26641307 - 05/01/20 01:07 PM (3 years, 8 months ago)

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Hey, I'm not a well known member but if anyone on here ever feels like they just need someone to talk to, I'm available :cool:

TE




Same.


Yeah sorry to bring it up. If he would have done it in a joking way it would have been ok or even asked nicely.

It was meant to hurt. If i did pick up the broom and listend it wouldn't have been good.


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Re: Being alone [Re: watermelon mon]
    #26641345 - 05/01/20 01:26 PM (3 years, 8 months ago)

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watermelon mon said:
Quote:

TheEschatologist said:
Hey, I'm not a well known member but if anyone on here ever feels like they just need someone to talk to, I'm available :cool:

TE




Same.


Yeah sorry to bring it up. If he would have done it in a joking way it would have been ok or even asked nicely.

It was meant to hurt. If i did pick up the broom and listend it wouldn't have been good.




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Re: Being alone [Re: Shenmue]
    #26641439 - 05/01/20 02:16 PM (3 years, 8 months ago)

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I honestly don't regret it though because it's given me a lot of time to think about life and the universe. When you're alone and have the internet you learn a lot of shit!!



Yeah I need me some solitude


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Re: Being alone [Re: watermelon mon]
    #26642656 - 05/02/20 02:18 AM (3 years, 8 months ago)

Besides cycling what do you like to do for fun mate? Do you do art stuff like drawing or play music or anything?


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Re: Being alone [Re: watermelon mon]
    #26643253 - 05/02/20 09:06 AM (3 years, 8 months ago)

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watermelon mon said:

Yeah sorry to bring it up. If he would have done it in a joking way it would have been ok or even asked nicely.

It was meant to hurt. If i did pick up the broom and listend it wouldn't have been good.




I think your reaction was a good one.


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Offlinewatermelon mon
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Re: Being alone [Re: ninja cat 09]
    #26643537 - 05/02/20 11:51 AM (3 years, 8 months ago)

I like to garden & cook all kinds of food.

Enjoy watching birds / clouds. Playing with cats / dogs.

Listening to nature. Like the water and stuff. It sounds peaceful.

Starting fires to chill at.

Need to buy some paint. I used all of my old paintings in my fireplace.

I mostly only just bicycle it makes me feel good. It takes away anxiety. Gives off a rush. You get to go everywhere and see everything. I never see anyone out there bicycleing. Just those robot looking people in spandex. They're cool. They probably shouldn't ride in the road with the cars though. I never road one of those bicycles.

I want to find a cool tree on the water to climbe and hang some wind chimes there. Also want to make some cartoons and go somwhere that is hot, all of the time.

When i was a kid everybody used to send me up to the weed man. So i road a bicycle. At first i was like shit this is going to be, a far long ride. Man it was so much fun.

Then after a trip back in 2012. I never stopped riding my bicycle. Almost everyday after that. I never stopped.

I can't do the indoor bicycleing. It's not the same. So i need to get away from ice and snow.

Tried fat bikes but they aren't for the ice. They go really well in the sand.


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Offlinewatermelon mon
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Re: Being alone [Re: watermelon mon]
    #26643539 - 05/02/20 11:51 AM (3 years, 8 months ago)

What do you do for fun ?


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Re: Being alone [Re: watermelon mon]
    #26643985 - 05/02/20 03:14 PM (3 years, 8 months ago)

I used to love biking everywhere until I fell off my bike, nothing bad happened thankfully, but it sorta made me less willing to use my bike as often. I'll probably be patching up the flat tire my bike has though, no use in just having it collecting dust, especially since I haven't been getting enough exercise recently.

There's not a whole lot of places to ride though, or at least not that I know of. And they get repetitive quickly.

Other than that I tend to my plants, I've been taking a cyber security course to brush up on my skills because I haven't practiced a lot since my last IT related job.

I think I'm becoming boring. I don't read, train or learn as much as I used to. I listen to plenty of podcasts though.


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Re: Being alone [Re: ninja cat 09]
    #26644362 - 05/02/20 06:24 PM (3 years, 8 months ago)

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Sometimes I wish I could get angry more often. I think it means that I don't care enough. But caring too much takes control away from me and my actions.



Me and the reason my girlfriends always leave me


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Re: Being alone [Re: TheEschatologist]
    #26644378 - 05/02/20 06:33 PM (3 years, 8 months ago)

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"So what's your childhood trauma?" is not the best opener for making new acquaintances...





God i wish somebody would ask me something like that seriously like my coworkers or somethin where i can actually feel invested in a real conversation and human connection. I get so bored of idle chatter.

Its a shame we have to pay a licensed professional just to be able to open up and share some deep insight into our lives. No wonder so many people are depressed and lonely.


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Re: Being alone [Re: Envix]
    #26644457 - 05/02/20 07:09 PM (3 years, 8 months ago)

What kind of podcasts do you like ?

You should fix up your bike.
Sorry to hear about falling down.
I know what you mean about how the trails get old.
Somehow i like to try and keep it fresh in my mind.
Most of my ride is on the water. Water never gets old.

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Sometimes I wish I could get angry more often. I think it means that I don't care enough. But caring too much takes control away from me and my actions.



Me and the reason my girlfriends always leave me




I never really met anyone because i don't want to play the game.

Do understand how it works.
A lot of the time when I'm riding my bike and chicks who are together see me coming, they start laughing. they look happy so thats cool.

About a year ago i seen 3 of them at the store. They were all laughing. One of them said that she loves watermelon. They were buying chips. The other one said that she is going to put mapel syrup on her chips. While they all laughed.
I got scared and i was like what the fuck. It was for real. :stoned2:


Feel free to talk about anything you want.


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