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tyrannicalrex
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Re: Being alone [Re: Envix]
#26639081 - 04/30/20 01:49 PM (3 years, 8 months ago) |
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You still in denver? when this clears up we should meet up and play some pool and have abeer.
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Envix
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Im not in denver i moved back home to upstate ny 3 years ago, and i quit drinking for... reasons.
Thanks tho i appreciate the offer
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tyrannicalrex
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Re: Being alone [Re: Envix]
#26639093 - 04/30/20 01:53 PM (3 years, 8 months ago) |
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Coolio bro. Glad you're doing well.
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Thanatos10
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My issue isn’t so much with being alone as I could learn to deal with it, rather I don’t know how to be with other people. So it’s more a fear of social interaction.
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tyrannicalrex
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OMG, I was just reminded of this cheese, lol. Enjoy it people!
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Envix
Avoidant Disorder


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My diet and hygiene could be better, and i dont exercise. And my current life situation leaves me with little motivation to do anything other than my job at walmart.
BuT i beat depression without the aid of pharmeceuticals. And i beat alcoholism without god. so im happy about that.
My social anxiety is still the same as always tho.
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tyrannicalrex
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Re: Being alone [Re: Envix] 1
#26639127 - 04/30/20 02:08 PM (3 years, 8 months ago) |
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Well considering what you just posted you're doing very well, especially in this environment as of late. I remember a long time ago you posting a vid of you taking a hit of DMT.
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watermelon mon
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I'm also completely sober from alcohol I just dont drink at all, because if i go back to one drink. Eventually it leads to unlimited drinks. It doesn't go well. I'm happy that shrooms work well even if it goes a bit dark it's not like alcohol.
Do a lot of long distance bicycling pretty much everyday. It feels super nice.
I'm looking forward to going somewhere else. I think that it will give me more of something to break the ice.
The reason why i was alone for so long it was because i always just minded my own business. Like, live and let live. I wasn't even drinking back then.
Recently made a few good friends with immigrants on visas. My best friend got deported. He didn't do anything wrong.
He did give me very good advice.
I watched out for all of them. Like the ones who aren't really in civilization, isolation or not. It did mean a lot both ways. They never tried to screw me over. I never asked them for anything but it was naturally like a two way street.
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tyrannicalrex
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I found love on a 2 way street, and lost it on a lonely highway....
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InfiniteDreams


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Like it or not, we're all in this together.
Times like these are trying on everyone. It can be surprising who abandons you that you thought was your closest companion.
Yet, one more time around
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tyrannicalrex
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I am actually extremely lucky to have found a mate that I know will be with me until our end(s).
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ninja cat 09
A paranoid android



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Quote:
watermelon mon said: I'll be your friend for life 
Hellz yeah!
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Thanatos10
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Quote:
InfiniteDreams said: Like it or not, we're all in this together.
Times like these are trying on everyone. It can be surprising who abandons you that you thought was your closest companion.
Yet, one more time around
Not really, but it feels good to pretend we are in this together
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Envix
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If we are not together then what does together mean to you under these circumstances? Like communism?
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Thanatos10
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Re: Being alone [Re: Envix] 1
#26639601 - 04/30/20 05:52 PM (3 years, 8 months ago) |
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We are alone together.
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Asclepius
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watermelon mon said: I'm not sure who Henry Thoreau or any of those guys are. I'll look into this.
A good quote:
“Our life is frittered away by detail...Simplicity, simplicity, simplicity! I say, let our affairs be as two or three, and not a hundred or a thousand...Simplify, simplify!” -- Henry Thoreau
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watermelon mon
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I just had the thought that we're all living in wrapers in our own ways.
It's not a bad thing. Non of this is meant as bad.
Just truth. And it's all good.
Edited by watermelon mon (05/02/20 01:32 PM)
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Thanatos10
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Quote:
watermelon mon said: I just had the thought that were all living in wrapers in our own ways.
It's not a bad thing. Non of this is meant as bad.
Just truth. And it's all good.
That is a bad thing, it’s a source of a lot of harm in the world.
Also it’s never been all good.
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watermelon mon
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Years and years ago this one person who i went to go visit all of the time. It was some chick that was really nice looking.
She used to beg me to come over and stuff i couldn't all of the time. somehow i pissed her off.
I think she may have made stuff up. Like it was the opposite way or something. I dont really know. Worse.
I like everybody it's all good. I feel like i wish that i could make everbody happy. Even though i know that it doesn't work for everybody.
I don't know why i brought it up. wish that i could have done better. On a lot of things. Not in a bad way.
We can all keep doing better. Or I'm working in it.
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