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moonrockmushy
High on Spite


Registered: 07/01/05
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I dont think you are playing by the same rules as the rest of us, do you by chance have a guaranteed income?
In that case I can kind of understand, without being challenged by survival in the real world an addiction could even be some sort of comfort and stability that adds meaning to your life.
It's still lame as fuck though, like oh yeah man let me get all faded and do absolutely nothing but drool on myself at the edge of death. If you look at it at face value being a willing opiate addict is so pathetic.
I get you have emotional trauma, but wtf do you really think any of your problems will go away? Now you just have a bad family relationship and an addiction, it's not an "or" situation.
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biggysmall
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Registered: 04/27/07
Posts: 1,694
Loc: your moms bedroom
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you are observant and your assumptions are fairly accurate. I do have a wealthy family, my father is the CEO and founder of a couple large companies , one of them making it to the stock market. I may be moving into a house that is valued at 8 million dollars. At the same time though, I have dealt with a lot of abuse (emotional) from family members. I deal with severe anxiety and related mental health issues from this abuse and other issues. The opiates does provide stability and comfort for me , and it does add value to my life. So your pretty spot on there Its not like my life has always just sucked, but I certainly have been living a hard life for the past several years that is unrelated to the drug use. I get that it is lame, but your judgment seems a bit misguided. You have thousands of posts on a drug website, who are you to judge me for using opiates ? I have a couple therapists and I work daily to deal with my issues. The opiates aren't something that I view as a cure all for my issues, just a crutch, but more so just something that I do to feel good. I have been diagnosed with ptsd and have several other serious issues.
Life is good though, im happy to be alive and Im hopeful for the future. May we ride our figurative pleasure dildos into the future of happiness. you dig ?
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moonrockmushy
High on Spite


Registered: 07/01/05
Posts: 19,068
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Man I'm definitely projecting a bit, but my judgements are not misguided. You're wasting your life if you think opiates are a fix.
If you have a disposable income and no worries to speak of I can see how appealing that would be, but deep down I know you have to want more and opiates will take not just your problems away, but your drive and your passions.
It's a killer even before it causes the death by respiratory depression, it really takes away the biggest things that make life worth living.
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Mandarinfish

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Edited by Mandarinfish (07/23/20 04:21 PM)
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