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Jtizzleix
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Sad poem
#26626379 - 04/25/20 06:41 AM (3 years, 8 months ago) |
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I just cant seem to get past this sadness. Just dropped 2 more tabs because all I feel is madness. Feeling all alone in places most full. Especially big gatherings like church and school. Every day I can feel myself growing. My true form is finally showing. It seems today the beast is awake. My life is what it wants to take. I look at myself in the mirror and into my eyes. I dont care if the person standing in front of me dies.
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The Blind Ass
Bodhi



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Quaint little thing. .
We can care and not care at the same time, on different levels simultaneously.
Law of the unity of opposites. The front might be sad, but the back of sad is glad, and the back of glad is sad. The same can be said for all of the related human emotional experience.
-------------------- Give me Liberty caps -or- give me Death caps
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Jtizzleix
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Eloquently said, thank you. I've been on the path to finding out who I truly am.
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pslyke
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Why so blue panda bear?
-------------------- "What appears impenetrable to us does exist, manifesting itself in the deepest wisdom and the most radiant beauty" Einstein "The conservatives of 70 years ago would be outraged at what has come to pass. It embodies everything they took up arms for to defeat"Asante
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The Blind Ass
Bodhi



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Me too, I imagine all are in some way. I used to believe I had to figure it all out at once and suddenly, but over time it eventually dawned that as I humbly observe the true nature of things - atom by atom, instant by instant, our whole life is known in each moment, and we have the rest of our natural lives to watch it unfolding in one timelessly grand moment named the present.
So no rush, it will happen whether we’re aware of it or not, whether we want it to or not, so I choose to be co-mutually unified in my awareness of and with the rest of all sentient life, and live my life in an appropriately balanced sense of comfort and ease, dispute the natural difficulties and challenges. It’s certainly a practice until it becomes natural, and I’ve got no regrets about it. Our Natural Dispensation of Primordially Non-Dual Mystical Awareness of reality, or all phenomena’s true nature as One expressed as Many (and vice a versa) is key to experientially knowing clear vision, knowledge-wisdom, skillful discernment, and the bliss of our reality as embodied beings in space-time.
That and not getting into trouble through unwholesome or inappropriate living! 
The non-doing of evil, the doing of what’s skillful and appropriate, and the cleansing of and maintenance of ones own mind / heart. What a way! ... now join my sex cult of doom or die without knowing transcendental knowledge...

Edited by The Blind Ass (04/25/20 10:50 AM)
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