So this happened couple days ago.
Our first trip on shrooms !
Me and my one good friend took MAOI (250mg syrian rue) and after 50 mins shrooms (GT 1.5gr) we also were meditating and doing Nofap for the last 2 months, because of lockdown and not only that...
so I just wanna say it was fucking awesome, we went to small desert/steppe like hills in my area, my dumb ass saw trees on gmap and thought we would lay under them and trip, but in reality they were just bushes... first we noticed calmness after T-0:20, then we climbed on one flat hill which was about 1km in length, time was T-0:40 I started forgetting word s I said seconds ago, and my vision of future words/thinking was fading away, that made us laugh, I remember I told my friend that I feel like we will be like jesus in desert, or Moses with his people... well it was kinda like that, at T-1:20 we started losing our minds(in a good way) we havent found any spot with shade, it was 11AM and very hot! while trying to cover under bushes our thoughts were rushing in all directions, I said to my friend "either we find spot in 5 mins or I don't know what will happen" we ran into nearby bush it wasn't supporting any shade whatsoever, no leaves at this moment of the year, only sticks... we sat in half lotus pose on yoga mat with our back to the sun and started focusing on our third eye chakra, after some seconds DMT visuals started to kick in, entities and what not, other realms, good and bad spirits, most of them were just curious, our goal was to get enlightened, well that happened for sure but not without dying of our egos, well at last mine died with fighting, and my friends died by observing how ants were performing things on the ground, I got the feeling of enlightnment after gods from sun realm were fiddling with my chakras, I was trying not to get lost in the outer world by doing Yogic mudras on 3 levels, first, half lotus pose, second, interlocked hands and third, khechari mudra (tongue to soft palette). well everything was working fine but I was feeling some kind of energy collecting in the base of my spine, I was kinda restless, and entities were telling me to get rid of those locks, I was feeling like if I loosen those locks I would lose contact with my body, I was crying because I wented to see my relative face s once more again, but situation was perfect for dying, from cartain point of view, I could died by motorcycling,or hundred other ways, but the intensity of mushrooms was so high and restlessness in the base of my spine was so high I said fuck it at one point. I better die and not feel so weird/bad. when i did so, and got up from sitting in locked position, I can't explain the feeling, like seventh kingdom of god descended on me, there was no more me, rather there was only I in me and everywhere.... each hill peak, grass leaf and each sand grain was reflected in me and I in it, each shrub and bubble of cloud was me and I was it.... then I saw my friend lying on the ground and smiling , I remember I said "well, is this it? " and then he continued "well , it looks like so, what now ? should we go home? or what?" we were reading each others minds, I was seeing myself in him and he was seeing himself in me, we were like clear mirrors pointing on each other... at one point he asked " what time is it? will we be on time ?" I replied " on time for what?" and we started laughing hysterically, because at that moment we were realizing that every act of trying or doing something was act of Ego mind, illusion created by our ideas of who we are and what society thinks people should do, what ve learned and collected from the beginning of our lives to that moment. I was saying something he was continuing with the words I didn't utter but was gonna say... that was like magic from movies... then we noticed sheep herd was approaching so I told my friend we must hurry and switch location, because sheep's are ok to watch when you trip, but other people no-no... we ran uphill and sat there, half hour later while we were sitting/being in spirit world/watching eternity unfolding in the sand grain, herd appeared from the hill behind us, I said lets just be here doesn't matter what happens, herd meister with his caucasian shepherd dog appeared, man was just chill,smoking cig, we welcomed him and said that we were just hiking, then his dog approached us, sheeps were swirling around us, the dog sniffed my friend and I whistled to call it, dog approached me and I started petting that monster (I have 3 cats in my house, and I don't like dogs) dog owner said that dog was very aggressive, even he was feeding it by just trowing food away trying not to get near it as much as possible. the moment he said that I felt fear and dog momentarily became aware of my feelings by crunching ears and changing eye position and becoming more aggressive, but after a second, kick of mushrooms eliminated fear in me and dog became fluffy and playful again, after petting it she just lied near us, the owner was in Awe watching from distance... a lot of other things happened including both our phones stopped working, we lost in those hills for couple of hours(even so I was there many times) we saw fat snake , symbolizing I believe kundalini awakening we were working with for the past couple months.
Trip lasted total of ~10 hours, first 2 hours were ascending, next 2-3 hours peak, and other 4-5 comedown.
overall I loved that experience, our faces got burned from sun, our egos crunched by shrooms, and our souls swirled in cosmic truth ! Thanks to this forum! love you all !
-------------------- everything I write on this forum is just a horse poo. don't take it seriously. I don't grow or have any contact with mushrooms. except my own mushroomtip..
Edited by davidb199 (04/13/20 05:38 PM)
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sadly no, it just weared of really really slowly, as soon as ego got back, and I felt how I started associating myself with objects,thoughts,emotions and so buddhahood vanished, well it is always there we just need to clean mirror where everything reflects. don't associate ourselves with anything around and inside us. then only we can remain buddhas. that's lifelong process !
-------------------- everything I write on this forum is just a horse poo. don't take it seriously. I don't grow or have any contact with mushrooms. except my own mushroomtip..
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