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Thanatos10
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CookieCrumbs said: Gotcha.
No I'm not jealous that I've had to deal with my crippling feelings because doing so has allowed me to strive for a healthy balance and a more fulfilling life. Ya know... being able to actually enjoy existing sometimes.
But if that's what you want to do... sure. I think you should know though that... that's most definitely coming from a place of ego. Constructing an ego of superiority around your emotional distance because the only way to continue protecting yourself in that way is to build up more and more rationale around it.
Most people don't want to live in hate and darkness and nothing. So preaching that perspective in a thread about someone's loved one who died... yeah you're gonna get shit on for that.
You don't interpret oneness the way others do. You're using it as an excuse to not deal with your feelings. Or something. I don't know enough about you for sure. But I can say that your logic is not applicable to other people.
And there's nothing wrong with that. I just feel a little bit sad for you.
You couldn’t be more off. I am merely stating that oneness and feeling bad for someone dying aren’t comparable stances to take on things. To be sad about someone else dying would be to recognize that everything isn’t one.
I find it sad that recognition of death in life is equated with some mental illness. That people want you to be bothered by things to make themselves feel better. It’s like some social cue that we take to make sure we are behaving correctly.
Me, I just feel what I feel even if it is nothing. I don’t force things to make people feel comfortable or because something is an “appropriate time” to feel it. Some one dies I just move on, death comes for all.
I’m not constructing an ego of superiority, I don’t feel superior just because this stuff doesn’t affect me. I just understand how other people look on those like me.
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Thanatos10
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Also my inability to get over solipsism might have something to do with it .
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I'm not sad because we are not one. I'm sad because I'm selfish. I want to experience more with said people here in this reality who have died. That is what I am sad about.
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Thanatos10
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Yeah I can’t really understand all that
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