Tripping right now. Strange trip. But aren't they all? I feel sad about being alone and I'm sick of going from one heartbreak to another. I need to be more careful about what I allow inside of me. Whether it's food, music, substances, other people⦠It feels like there's something else alien in me right now... Other than just the mushrooms. Like a virus. It's probably just paranoia because of all this coronavirus shit. Weird fucking times.
At the same time, I feel myself being tugged at. I'm worried about this very physical stuff but it's all the manifestation of the internal. Maybe this coronavirus, and the other yearly viruses we face, are self inflicted. Maybe there's a deeper, more spiritual cause. The disgusting way society has been maintaining itself in anxiety and fear and Loathing for all these inumerable years are manifesting against us, physically, as disease.
Dis-ease.
Most of us feel it. In a grander scheme. Dis-ease about society, the government, how humanity is acting towards each other and this Earth. On a global scale.
It's so fucking sad!
I hope this is a wake up call for all of us to do better. Even if I don't personally have this virus, it's infected me. It has isolated me from those I love. It has kept me from doing things that bring me joy. It has made me feel sick, even when I'm in good health.
But the virus isn't our enemy. It's merely a subconscious cry for help, emenating from the body of our collective consciousness.
We all need change.
WE NEED IT AND WE CAN'T JUST LET THINGS GO BACK TO NORMAL.
It's not just about washing our hands and making sure our surfaces are squeaky clean.
We need to open our arms to each other. To everybody. Every human. (And animal and plant of course). We need to heal our society with love.
Connection!
If there's anything this virus has shown all of us it's how much we need connection. Not just want it. We need it. Yet, We turn it away and trade it in for racism, sexism, self hatred, insecurity, all of the fucking above.
Please... I'm just begging you all, Everybody. Society as a goddamn whole. A WHOLE. (We are all part of a whole, part of each other.) To be open to connection. To stop turning away each other. To love each other. We're ALL family.
It's time we stop isolating ourselves in cages of money or self pity and let each other in. Share the wealth. Share the sorrow. It belongs to us all. Connection yo, it's the real shit.
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Good read, very insightful thoughts man real vibes. I think the best way for us to cure this disease is to return to nature. I see many more people back in nature. Without jobs or the stress of daily tasks many people have began to seek fulfillment in nature instead of their wallets. Parks are packed, and for better or worse we as a species are beginning to awaken to our own bullshit. Don't hide in your box. Most of us will spend the majority of our existence in a wooden box so why not get out for a change and connect with the earth. Feel the sun, feel the rain, eat from the earth, enjoy your existence.
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